
Cih, what did I just say? inner Dika.
Deg ....
Kinara closed her mouth, hearing the words spoken by Dika of course like Dika was slashing her body with a sword.
Why do you have to torture me slowly, Dika? Don't you just kill me to be satisfied, you think I'm a rotating trophy? You can throw it anywhere as you please, Inner Kinara.
Kinara was sobbing even more, she was no longer strong enough to hold it in. His lips were moaning, his shoulders began to shake, and his body trembled violently.
While Ken can only hold his breath while massaging the nape of his neck. Alright, it doesn't matter if she gets involved in a tragic drama between Dika and Kinara. But does it have to be that far as involvement goes?
Should he be the lover of his own master's wife? Ken really doesn't understand, what does God really want to show with this kind of drama?
It's hard being you, ma'am. You're the most incredible woman I've ever met in my entire life, Inner Ken.
“Ken?” Carissa pointed at Ken and Dika nodded to make sure. “You're so mean, Ken. You didn't even acknowledge Kinara as your lover when we met at minimarket.” Carissa hit Ken's arm.
So Kinara met Carissa at the manimarket? Why didn't he tell me? Fortunately, it seemed like Kinara did not say about her status, Inner Dika.
“Then why is Kinara crying now? What did you do to him, Ken?” Carissa grabbed Kinara's body and hugged her tightly, her hands gently stroking Kinara's back. “Sabar, China. I'll talk to Ken.” His hand moved to stroke Kinara's head.
This made Kinara sob in Carissa's arms. Her heart was in pain, it would be better if Carissa was a bad woman, she could be frank if she was the rightful wife of her lover.
Then how should Kinara now? Carissa's heart is just as good as Kinara's, just as soft as Kinara's. Isn't Dika the most selfish human being? think Kinara.
“I ...” Ken took a deep breath and exhaled violently.
What should I do, God? What am I supposed to say? inner Ken.
“I what, Ken? You're why you're so mean" said Carissa, who made Ken bow his head.
"Can't you learn from Dika, look Dika remained faithful waiting for me for many years. Never turn away, whereas out there there are many women who chase and fall for him.”
Very amusing. Right, he's loyal to you, Carissa. Because he was too loyal to get rid of me this cruel. No, you're innocent. I took it from you, Inner Kinara.
“I ...” Ken scratched his head which was clearly not itchy. The corner of his eye was raised stealing a glance to see Dika, Ken hoped Dika could help him.
But Dika rounded his eyes, gesturing for Ken to immediately find a solution and end this unfortunate situation.
“What the hell, Ken? Where did you see that? You haven't answered my question" Carissa said.
"Actually .. I ...." Ken massaged the base of his nose.
"Why did I ... I .. why me?" Carissa stomped her feet on the floor. "Are you testing to where the limits of my patience are, Ken?" Carissa snorted annoyedly at Ken's disjointed speech.
“You also why keep quiet, weren't you the one with Kinara? Kinara cried when she was with you, right?” Carissa pinched Dika's arm. “Why do you shut up, you should have calmed him down. But why would Kinara cry when talking to you, baby?”
“That's because, well I already forbade her to see Ken but she kept forcing herself to cry like that. So there is a little bit of a fight between us, the war is not good Carissa, she likes to be angry is not clear,” said Dika.
My war or your warahurk, Dika? So you want to do a rock-throwing game, hide your hands? All right, Inner Kinara.
Kinara let go of Carissa's embrace. He rubbed the rough tears that were still welling up in both of his eyes. His gaze fell as straight as Ken's black bead.
Kinara took a short breath then nodded slowly. Enough, Ken understood the gesture. Doesn't mean Kinara agreed with whatever Ken would say.
“I'm sorry, Ki ... Kinara,” said Ken stammered with a slightly vibrating voice. He is not used to it and will never get used to mentioning Kinara's name without adding to it.
Ken's fear finally happened. Inevitably he must be involved with this game, a game that somehow will end.
“You know I don't love you anymore.” Ken walked over to Kinara. “I cannot continue our relationship, there is no longer a feeling of love in my heart for you, Kinara.” Ken rubbed his face rough. For that part Ken is not acting. He really felt guilty for participating in this lie.
The game that Dika started would only hurt Kinara.
It's not without reason that Ken does, this way that Ken doesn't have to always be on Kinara's side because their relationship as a fake lover is over.
This was the only way he thought about it, Ken did not know whether Kinara would agree or not. And as for Dika, he did not care whether Dika agreed or not with his actions.
Ken really did not understand why Dika had to be that cruel to Kinara, the legitimate wife he married so well. Should it be treated in such a way?
“Keeen!” Carissa raised her voice. “You can't go too far, Ken. All problems have a way out, you don't have to be this cruel, ‘kan?”
“I'm sorry, Miss. But between me and Kinara it can't be fixed anymore, it can't be anymore. Nothing needs to be preserved anymore." Ken lowered his head. Hopefully this is the best, Ken hopes hang high hopefully Kinara is strong and can understand his actions.
“I don't want to know, now you guys finish it well. Speak from heart to heart 'can.” Carissa pulled Kinara's wrist and stared inside her face.
“Are you crazy, Ken? A woman as beautiful as Kinara wants you to waste it? Where else are you looking for a woman as good as her?” Carissa placed both of her thumbs on Kinara's cheeks and gently rubbed the remaining tears on Kinara's face.
“Thank you, Carissa. You're also a very wonderful woman, but you need to know." Kinara took a deep breath.
"A relationship that has been destroyed basically can not be repaired anymore, destroyed yes destroyed. No need to bother to fix it.” Kinara glanced at Dika, who glimpsed just bowing his head. Either out of guilt or out of fear that his lies will be exposed.
If this lie is exposed, then everything will fall apart. He was the most at risk, he thought.
Nah! In fact, in this case, Kinara and Carissa were the most disadvantaged.
“Omong empty! There is always a second chance, Kinara,”, Carissa said.
“Can ... definitely can if you two want to try,” hiss.
“Maybe it can still be fixed, but still it is flawed and leaves a mark that will never be lost for good.” Kinara turned her body towards Ken, this time positioning Kinara and Dika against each other. “So does a relationship, once the relationship is broken. Forever will remain broken.”
“You can't give up, Kinara. Ken can love you again,” said Carissa.
“Looks like you still don't understand, Carissa. You know if a relationship is like a glass glass, if at first the glass glass is filled with feelings of love then the glass glass falls to the ground and the contents in it are lost without trace. What do you think needs to be defended again? Nothing, carissa. No.” Kinara shook her head.
“I'm not giving up, Carissa. I was just trying to see reality, close my eyes and pretend strong it turned out to be very painful.”
Kinara twisted her body and walked closer to Dika. He held Dika's shoulder as he exclaimed, "May your relationship and Dika be unlike mine and Ken's. May you cherish each other before any of you regret feeling lost."
Deg ....
Dika was surprised, the sentence Kinara spoke was more like a warning to him.
"I'm leaving first, Ken. I hope you can find a better woman than me." Kinara swung her steps accompanied by tears that fell like rain.
“Why are you so bad, Ken. Now go after him.” Carissa hit Ken's arm. “You also have mom ‘ right? What if your mother was treated like that? I don't like yah with your behavior, Ken,” grunts.
“Maybe this is fate, miss. Cruel and painful.” Ken bowed half his body and ran in Kinara's footsteps.
Minimarkets.
"I can't leave Madam alone in the sin!" ken said firmly.
After the painful drama Kinara asked Ken to drive her to the minimarket.
Kinara had nowhere else to go, there were only two places she could probably go to the minimarket and Alisa's house.
However it is impossible for Kinara to go to Alisa's house, she has no reason strong enough to come to her best friend's house. Finally minimarket is the best choice.
"It's okay, Ken. You just go home." Kinara sat in front of the mini market.
"No, Mistress. Let me accompany Madam, even if I have to sleep here." Ken pointed to the parking floor. "Is it safe here?" Ken laughed a little.
The stupid question from Ken made Kinara laugh.
"I need time to be alone, Ken."
"I'm sorry, Madam. But I can't leave, madam." Ken insisted that the act had made Ken feel guilty. How could he possibly leave Kinara alone.
Kinara's life was like a fate that had many surprises. At the same time the man who was always there when Kinara was in distress came like a white riding prince who freed the princess from the hands of the devil.
"Agra?" Kinara got up from her seat followed by Ken.
After removing the helmet Agra immediately approached Kinara. Ken advanced, but Kinara shook her head. Ken could only stand next to Kinara.
Agra stared fixedly, sweeping his eyes at Kinara's body from top to bottom.
"Did your husband hurt you again, Kinara?!" the question Agra paved after seeing the bruises on Kinara's neck and the reddish marks on both of Kinara's cheeks.
Kinara nodded, she began to sob.
"Go home, Ken!" agra's voice sounded angry.
Ken was surprised, from where Agra knew his name. They had never met before, Ken only knew about Agra from the information he was looking for.
"Can't! I must protect, Madam!" Ken growled in annoyance.
"This is what you call protecting? This is the result, huh?!"
"It's beyond my ability!"
"So let me do it. I'm sure you already know about me, don't make me say it again, Kenendra!"
Deg ....
Ken won't budge. He still has to take care of Kinara. Ken clenched his hand, even if Ken had to fight muscle willing to do that.
"Ken, gohome. I have something to talk to Agra about." Kinara looked into Ken's eyes, the look of those eyes like a plea.
Ken had no other choice, eventually he relented and gave Kinara time to calm down. Maybe Agra is the right person to share the story.
"If Dika asks about Kinara, tell her she's safe with me." Agra pressed Ken's shoulder firmly.
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