
“I heard news about Agra and Al's engagement ..” Carissa was silent. I thought about remembering Allen's name. “Al who is yah?”
“Allen.”
“Ah, correct. Allen. What exactly is going on? Aren't you getting divorced from Kinara? You refer? Kinara and Agra ended?”
Dika smiled as Carissa leaned the question on him. “You're wrong, Carissa. Agra and Kinara are not over. They'll be together soon. Even I'm demanding a divorce from Kinara.”
Bummer. “Are you crazy?!" Carissa glares. His eyes are perfectly round. “Wouldn't the last time you were insistent on not wanting a divorce from her?!”
Dika laughed lightly. Carissa and Marta question why it could be the same. It seemed like everyone was blaming Dika, without knowing how bitter the struggle was.
“And now you're smiling! Well, I think your brain is being damaged."
Carissa shook her head in disbelief. How could the stubborn man sitting in front of him look resigned to it? Before Dika never gave up, he never gave up. However, how could anyone seem to end up this pitiful? From childhood, Dika was the one who always fought to the end. Why for this one business he chose to give up and act stupid?
There are many questions that come to Carissa's heart. Because he was too much to not ask.
“I tried my hardest on Rissa, but this is the end result."
With his leisure Dika sipped black coffee made by Ken. His flat face kept trying to show a thin smile. "Somebody ever told me that 'surrender doesn't mean defeat'."
"You're trying to be wise?!"
Carissa growled in annoyance. She had already relented, giving up her dream of marrying Dika. Carissa did that solely so that Dika and Kinara could be together. Then what is this? The result was disappointing.
I think you two are too selfish, there are many people who sacrifice for your relationship, and you give up! inner Carissa.
"For some who see, I may be a weak man. It was easy to give up, and even more crazy that I was helping to get Kinara and Agra together." Dika stood up, carrying a coffee cup near the window facing directly into the street.
"That's right, right?! You are crazy!" Carissa is still angry. He did not believe it, it turned out that his sacrifice had ended in vain.
Dika chuckles when she hears Carissa saying she is crazy. Ken also said the same thing, Marta too. What does it mean he's really crazy?
"I just want her to be happy, Rissa. If it wasn't me, at least I would have paved the way for her to achieve happiness."
Carissa seemed to be massaging the base of her nose. Why did Dika become so melancholy? Even when she was with him, Dika was never this romantic. Carissa was convinced that Dika's feelings for Kinara were so great. But why did it end up like this?
"Don't think too much, Rissa. Your pain could recur."
"Do you still have time to worry about others? You have to feel sorry for yourself, Dika!" Carissa knocked on the table because she was too upset with Dika's attitude. "Aren't you trying to get close to Kinara?"
"It was, but Kinara's heart was harder than stone. Deeper than the ocean. I have no more strength to plumb his heart. He alone holds his heart. Kinara always rejected whatever I wanted to prove." Dika took a deep breath. "Then what should I do? I didn't have the heart to force him to stay with me."
Oh, my God, why is it so complicated? What's wrong with those two? inner Carissa.
"How else, this is indeed the path I have to go." Sit back.
“Lalu ... If you and Kinara remain divorced, why is Agra engaged to Allen instead? What does it mean Kinara didn't choose the two of you?” Carissa guess.
“You're wrong again.” Wiggling his index finger.
Oh, God ... Why did this man's behavior change? Is she still the same? inner Carissa.
Carissa was still waiting for an answer from Dika. After taking a sip of his black coffee he just opened his mouth. "Agra and Allen's engagement will be cancelled. That's what's gonna happen. Agra and Kinara should be together, I'll make sure of that."
Bummer. "Cancel?! Truth be told, just a few days ago the news of their engagement spread throughout the country."
Dika nodded. "Emm .. void."
"What ...." Carissa shook her head. Trying to convince himself if his guess is not true. "Did you do it? You threatened Agra's family?"
Dika nodded.
Without being explained in more detail Carissa can draw conclusions from the sentence Dika.
Oh my God .. Then what about the fate of the girl? Failed to get engaged, even though almost the entire community knew the news of his engagement. Ah, I can't imagine what kind of shame she's going to endure, Carissa's inner self.
"What are you thinking?"
Carissa awoke from her daydream as soon as she heard Dika's voice.
"Why dream?"
Carissa bowed her head. The two fingers are mutually rein*s. Even his nails stick to each other. "I just can't imagine how Allen feels. If I were him, I'd probably hide my whole life."
Dika frowned, his eyebrows to the point of linking. I don't understand the words Carissa said.
Carissa could feel the fear that Allen would experience if her and Agra's fight were canceled. It's bigger than he's been through.
"I'll shut him up. The whole media."
"Until when, Dika? Your whole life? Are you sure you can handle everything? As much as you hide a carcass, it will eventually smell." Carissa covered her face with her palm. "A woman's self-worth must not be ruined! If it's destroyed, his life will be ruined."
Deg ...!
Waking up in a hurry. Grab the phone to call Ken. Not long after Ken came.
"What's the Young Master?" He stood in front of Dika.
"When will the Grissham and Caitlin family press conference be held?"
Ken looked at the clock that was coiling around his wrist. "If there are no obstacles it should be about three hours away, Young Master."
"How many media are invited."
Ken opened the phone to check. "Almost all media, whether television, print, or social networking."
Oh, my God .. What burden do you place on my shoulders? Why is it so hard for me to give Kinara happiness? I just breathed a sigh of relief, and now I have to keep another girl's good name? inner Dik.
Brak! Crashing table. Dika rubbed his face rough and ruffled his hair.
"What's the Young Master?" Ken dared to ask. Looks like something's wrong with the press conference, Ken thought.
"What am I supposed to do, Ken? Arrh ...!"
Carissa looks confused. He felt guilty for making Dika's heart indecisive, for comparing his and Allen's fate. "A .. I'm sorry, Dika. I really didn't mean to confuse you." It's near Ken. His hand squeezed the bag that coiled around his body. "I said it spontaneously." Head lowered.
Looking at Carissa's expression, as soon as possible Dika set her facial expression. She tidied up her hair. Showing a big smile and walking closer to Carissa.
"It's not your fault, Carissa. Believe this. I'm just freaking out, it has nothing to do with you."
Carissa nodded. At least Dika's words could make him calmer. After her feelings calmed down Carissa chose to step aside. There are a lot of things to do anyway.
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After Carissa left. Dika continued to contact Agra, but her phone number was off. Ken is also very busy, he is lobbying all the media to postpone the press conference. It was Dika's decision. Dika has not been able to ascertain what action he should take. Delaying press time is the best option. For the time being.
"Kennn!" Dika shouted from inside the room. Lucky Ken heard. He immediately ran and approached Dika.
"How's it?"
Ken nodded. "We can only delay until 5pm, Young Master. The rest of us have to decide whether the press conference will continue or not."
"What about Roy and the Caitlin family?"
"They are still waiting for our decision, Young Master. They wouldn't dare to take any action."
God, please help me. What am I supposed to do? Continuing Agra and Allen's engagement will leave Kinara hurt, but canceling it will bring Allen's self-esteem to ruin. Though Allen was innocent in this, he was just a victim, Inner Dika.
"What should I do, Ken?"
I don't know how many times that sentence was said.
"I just want to make Kinara happy, but I also can't possibly destroy the other woman's self-esteem. I've done enough of that stupidity."
Dika recalled how evil he was, when he destroyed Kinara's self-esteem. Calling Kinara as a mistress in front of many people was something he deeply regretted. Until this moment.
Kinara, it's too heavy a road I have to take to keep your road open. Am I not worthy of being loved? I was tired and almost gave up, but no one wanted to share it with me. Not even you. If it wasn't for you, this heavy burden wouldn't have been willing to carry. But because it's you. I'm sincere, Dika's inner.
Seriate...
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😭😭 Patience yes bang Dika 😭
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