Destiny Love Kinara
Search for Answers (Part 2)

“Actually, Brother ...” Kinara's sentence was interrupted when she heard her name on the side of a knock in Amanda's room.

“Kinara ...”

“Iya, Mum.” Kinar immediately ran to his mother.

“Padahal again exciting-rush, like a show vent dong, Dek. Uh even distracted.” Amanda laughed amusedly at the thought of her own words. He immediately tidied up the scattered books and followed in his brother's footsteps. She also wondered why her mother had shouted out Kinara's name.

“Why, Mom?” Kinara approached her mother who immediately shook her head. “Why the hell, Bu?” Kinara started to worry.

“That, have your husband clean-up.”

“Dika?”

“Mas!” Marni emphasized the sentence ‘Mas’ made Kinara scratch her head.

“What's up with Dik ... Emm ... Dika Mas, Ma? Ha ha ha ha.” Kinara laughed dramatically as the word 'Mas' escaped her mouth.

“He destroyed the silence of Mother.”

“Ah, seriously?” Amanda yelling.

Ken who heard Amanda's voice immediately opened the door to his room. “Why, Mom?” ask Ken.

“That's Nak Dika destroying Mother's garden.”

Basic, I warned you. If you want to take the heart of in-laws, there is no need to do something you can't, it will only embarrass Young Master, Inner Ken.

“Let me see, Bu.” Ken prepared to step behind the house, but Mirna blinked her eyes.

What's up with Miss Mirna, huh? Eye pain? Or does? Ah I know, inner Ken.

“Aduh. I seem to be doing a lot of work. Sorry, Madam, you'd better meet Young Master.”

Kinara took a deep breath. It seems like she's starting to understand the play of mom and Ken. “Bu.” Kinara shook her head.

Mirna long moaned. “Manda, you go into the room and study.”

“I've learned, Ma'am.” Manda pursed her lips.

“Already. Just log in.”

“Good, Boss.” Amanda saluted her mother.

Ken who witnessed that could only hit the wall while scratching the door of his room that was slightly open. He accidentally peeked at Amanda from the door.

“Sit, yuk.” Mirna pulled out Kinara's hand, guiding her to sit in the living room. While Ken and Amanda's bedroom door was closed perfectly.

“Why, Mom?”

“Kinara, I can't let Dika stay any longer here. Even though the citizens know if you are husband and wife, but the fact is that you are already divorced. Dika can only stay for five days, after which I have asked him to return to the city, with or without you.”

Kinara seemed to bite his lower lip.

“Dika is a good man, I know that. if there is a better than Dika, it does not mean he can be more suitable for you.”

“More matches?”

“Sandal if left all, what can be used?”

Kinara.

“The world if everyone became a trader, would anyone buy?”

Kinara shook her head again.

“If everyone becomes rich, is there such a thing as sharing?”

For the umpteenth time Kinara could only shake her head. Waiting until the meaning of his mother's sentence is clear.

“Well yes, so is the wedding. If you make a mistake, Dika apologizes. If Dika hurts you, you forgive. Life is complementary, you cannot dream of having a perfect family without passing the test God gave. Continuously remembering the mistakes of others will only make your heart tired.” Mirna caressed her daughter's back.

“I've forgiven him, Mom, but to come back again it feels like I'm not ready.”

“Why?”

“I don't love him anymore, Mom.”

“I'm not sure either, because we'll be betrothed. But it seems to have been."

“If you're not sure, why are you so sure now that you don't love her? Maybe you love Dika, but you refused him. Your heart is too hard to realize that you're actually in love with her.”

“I love another man, Bu.” Kinara bit her lower lip and her hands squeezed each other. With a very forced finally out also something that has been held for a long time. Although at the moment he himself was not sure if it was really love.

Mirna seemed to be breathing heavily. To be honest Mirna really likes the figure of Dika, although Mirna does not know what suffering her son has gone through, but her husband's choice of soul mate must not be wrong. At least that's what Mirna had in mind.

“Then why aren't you with him? With the people you love. Is it possible to wait until the birth?”

“It's not so, Bu.” Kinar grazed heavily. “Because she has to be engaged to another woman. I had to let go so badly. I don't want to be selfish, Ma'am.”

“Shortly, Kinar. Do you really love each other?”

Kinara nodded.

“Then why did you give up? You just ran away to the village. I mean like this, no matter how heavy the obstacles you face, if you love each other you should survive and keep stepping on the path you have agreed, ‘kan?”

“But it will hurt another woman's heart, Mom. Kinar does not want.”

Mirna smiled as she stroked the back of Kinara's hand. “Didn't love do that, Kinar. Selfish. Love will never care whether you hurt others or not.”

Deg ...! The words Mirna spoke were the same as Dika. It is impossible ‘kan both of them make a deal? The way of delivery is also different. Think Kinara.

“But, Mom, I ...”

“Now just like this. Are you sad now that you can't be with that man?”

Kinara nodded. “Of course. Who is not sad when parting with loved ones.”

“You sure?” Mirna seemed to be frowning. It was so tight that both of his eyebrows were almost in chains.

Kinara nodded again to reassure her mother. “Yes, why, Mom?”

“Because I only see momentary sadness in your eyes, Kinar. You're not as sad as a heartbroken person, I know because I've experienced. I'm just afraid the feeling you have for the man is actually an escape.”

“Pe-escape?” Kinara slightly opened her eyes. How could her mother have thought that her feelings for Agra were escapism. It was clearly love. At least that's what she believes, she loves Agra.

“Iya. You are fleeing the harsh reality of life. Your marriage and Dika didn't go your way. Your house is like hell, and the man carries heaven before your eyes. You who are tired and almost desperate finally choose to escape rather than survive. When you don't love her, you just need an escape to keep your heart calm. I'm afraid, you're limiting your heart and finally you're mistaken.”

Deg .. why Mirna's words always make her heart beat faster. Was her feelings for Agra just escapism? Doesn't that sound so cruel?

“Mom never know how much pain you've been through, Kinara. However, it never hurts to give it a second chance. Who knows after you give her a chance, Dika can give you the paradise you missed.”

“I ... Dika doesn't appreciate me as his wife, Bu.”

Once again Mirna took a long breath.

“Mother understands, Kinar. It does hurt when we are not appreciated, especially by our own partner. So when there is an opportunity to escape, we as weak humans tend to choose to escape instead of pulling a sword and trying to survive. If Mom is in your position, maybe Mom will do something crazier.” Mirna smiled.

“But there is something you should know. In marriage there is always a test, as you said. The marriage was sometimes tested with a lack of possessions, long to get offspring, bad in-laws and brother-in-laws, a third person, or other problems. Each

the family had their own wounds, Kinara. All the exams that come to you and Dika basically have expiry times, only sometimes you can't wait for the time to end. And after all the difficulties you face, you will know how wonderful it is to have each other. Fa-inna ma’al ‘usri yusran.”

“Because in fact, after that difficulty there is ease.” Kinara's eyes glazed fearfully recited the meaning of QS. Al-Insyirah as recited by Mirna. Her chest tight not playing, all Mirna's words made her heart ache. The more he looked at the more his heart hurt.

“Now meet, Dika. Bring her towels and drinks.”

Kinara nodded slowly. Her tears spilled, dripping on the floor.

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