
With gontai steps Agra walked closer to Dika and Kinara. Sometimes he stayed in place, then bowed his head. Agra had no idea if his fate was so unfortunate, even when he wanted to let go of everything. Something he did not want to let go of, instead appeared before his eyes. Something in the form of love that he will not be able to have at any time. Love Kinara.
"Sir, are you sure you want to see them." Nathan kept tailing behind Agra. He was quite close to his master.
"If I run, don't I look like a coward?" Rubbed his face rough. The untouched hairstyle of the pomade was getting messy. Gave a seductive mischievous impression on his handsome face.
"Pretend not to know, maybe better, sir." Nathan's voice grew quieter. He knew how hard Agra struggled to get Kinara's heart. "Nearly a month you've established yourself. If you now meet Miss Kinara, I'm afraid you'll change your mind."
"I won't change my mind. My determination is already unanimous, but I also cannot pretend not to know, Nath. You see, the girl in front of you is bowing her head." Stare straight at Kinara. "She may feel guilty for me."
Nathan knows the girl Agra meant. Kinara was currently bowing his head. Squeezing both fingers with a blank look.
"If I just leave without saying a word. I'm afraid she's overwhelmed with her guilt and feels like the cause of my departure."
"But, Mr ...."
Nathan looked attractive and exhaled heavily. In this condition alone Agra was still thinking about Kinara's feelings. He didn't even care about his own heart being hurt.
"At least I have to make a little drama so she doesn't feel guilty for me."
"The drama?" Nathan raised the corner of his eyebrow. Ask in an emphasis-filled voice. However, Agra only nodded his head while smiling.
I don't know what stupid things Agra would do. Nathan cannot persuade or stop Agra's decision.
Agra steadied his pace. Walk near Kinara.
"What are you doing?" agra asked as soon as she stood in front of Dika. Trying to smile broadly.
"We just walked away, Carissa. Sit down." Pulling a chair for Agra.
Agra was a little surprised to hear Dika's words. All she knew was that Carissa had decided to stay in Indonesia. "Carissa back to England?"
Dika nodded. "Yes. He said there were some documents he needed to take care of." Glanced at the suitcase Agra had brought. "Where are you going?"
"I want to continue my studies in France." Smiling knot.
"Pran-French?" tanya Kinara stuttered.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Why?"
Agra smiled broadly. It's time for the little drama to start. "Well, you know that women in France are very beautiful and sexy, right? After failing to get your love, I have to move on. And France is a country with seductive women." Agra blinked her eyes.
Why did he change? Why does he behave like Agra who used to, like to tease women. "But, should it go that far? Is there a woman in Indonesia who is beautiful and sexy?"
To me, the only beautiful woman in the world is you, Kinara, but you already belong to someone else. I can what? Other than running away alone might be like a coward, the inner Agra.
"You think about it. Every day I see apples. Isn't that so boring? Every now and then I need to refresh my eyes by watching and enjoying the grapes."
Enjoying? Whatchu mean? Kinara's mind had already wandered far away. Leads to the word 'enjoy' spoken by Agra. Kinara knew if the life of**** was outside of sangtlah free. Could that be the point? think Kinara.
"But ...."
Dika grabbed the fingers of Kinara. Gently caress there. "We have to respect his decision, Kinara. Don't force something you don't need to know. Sometimes there are things that can't be told."
Kinara. Staring at Dika with teary eyes. Had there been no Agra, he would have sprinkled into Dika's arms. She knew Agra was leaving because of her. And he needs someone to calm him down.
"What about Allen?"
"Allen?" Agra looked smirking. His eyes were full of hate. "I have nothing to do with him. Why am I thinking about Allen!"
Kinara. He did not want to ask any further, seeing the change in Agra's attitude he knew something was wrong between Allen and Agra.
Suddenly wake up from the chair. "I'm going to the toilet."
"alright. Later Mr. Budi will take you."
"Why did you lie to him? You're not going to France for fun, are you? I know you've changed."
Agra smiled bitterly at Dika's question.
"Of course not. Like you said. I've changed, I'm not interested in having fun with women.
"Then?"
"I just don't want him to feel guilty about me. I don't want him to mess around."
"But with your words, he'll think you've changed."
"That's what I expected." Smilingly. "I wish he'd seen me as a jerk. That way I can live a quieter life."
"You really love her? Until you're willing to do this."
"of course. Maybe our love for her is just as great, but destiny is not on my side. Fate prefers you, what can I do but surrender?"
"Relope ...." Closing eyes. "I'm sorry we met in this kind of situation, but I'm also grateful to know you." Take out a business card. "You can call me. Whenever you need my help, I'll help you."
Take that card. "Thank you." Directly save in his wallet. "Maybe I'll trouble you by asking you for a lot of help." Little laugh.
"When is." Dika smiled.
Dika knows, it's very heavy if he's in Agra's position. However, this is the path that will overcome it.
A few moments later Kinara returned from the toilet. His eyes. Dika is not angry, despite knowing that Kinara was crying in the toilet. Women are more sensitive. Maybe Kinara still felt guilty.
Nathan looked at the circular watch on his wrist and said, "Master, it's time."
"All right." Agra got up from the chair. "I have to go. Beautiful girls are waiting for me." Stretched out a hand to Dika.
May your days be filled with more laughter. You're a great guy. Thank you, thanks to you I was able to turn into a good husband for Kinara, Inner Dika.
Receiving Agra's hand. "Take care. Hopefully there you can find what you're looking for."
"Aamiin's." Smilingly. Turning to glance at Kinara. "I'm leaving, dad. You have to take good care of yourself, hopefully things go according to plan. Every now and then I'll call your husband, I wonder how handsome your son's face is."
Kinara did not answer. He just nodded his head while biting his lower lip.
Agra stared at Kinara for a long time. When her eyelids started getting wet she immediately turned her face away. Wiping the rough corners of his eyes so that tears do not spill.
May you and your son be given health and safety. May you always live happily. I will continue to remember you, as my most precious journey in life. I go, Kinara, Inner Agra.
Agra waved, looked at Dika and Kinata alternately and then turned around. Showing his broad back. It was on the man's back that Kinara once divided his sorrows, but he had to leave. For the common good.
I will say your name in my prayer. Hope you get a woman who's a thousand times better than me. May you always be protected by God. Share it in your new place, Inner Kinara.
"Let's go home, honey." Hand held by Kinara. "The departure of two people who have been in our lives let be the beginning of our happiness both."
Kinara smiled. I don't know at the moment he's speechless.
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Yuk, Bunk. To my mom's house. Why the hell away2 to France, already know there Corona even desperate to there 🤐🙄
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