Destiny Love Kinara
If I were Ravana and You were Dewi Sinta

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Kinara could only cry, spilling everything that she was alone with.

Before Agra came he was still able to endure it, pretending to be strong by not letting out a single tear drop.

But everything was in vain once Agra approached her, the man she currently did not want to see was already standing right in front of her. It is only natural that defense is meaningless.

Maybe God's help for her came through someone else's hands, but why did that person have to be Agra Grissham? Why should the man who made Kinara not dare to raise his head and look at his eyes.

Currently Kinara can only cry, his lips feel weak even just say ‘Hay.’ to Agra was not able to.

Kinara gripped firmly at the end of her t-shirt, making it appear formless tangled. Tears began to roll sharply past both of her tapered cheeks and emptied into the back of Kinara's hand.

His shoulders were seen moving up and down as his breathing began to sting irregularly with his body slightly shaking.

Oh, my God, why should I, Agra? Are there many of Your creatures in this place only Agra can help me? Is there no other? inner Kinara.

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Agra stared fixedly at the woman who was looking down in front of him, the woman who made him know what it was like to fall in love.

His black hair was smeared, while his temples were slightly sweaty. Her face was wet with tears that kept flowing without excuse.

What cruel man could hurt God's creature as well as himself, Agra thought.

Kinaraku .. my woman, the inner Agra.

“You okay, Kinar?” agra's voice sounded very soft in Kinara's ears, this made Kinara sobbing even more. Agra's voice was like a droplet of lime juice over his wounded heart.

Kinara could not control the turmoil raging within his chest, his heart ached.

“Are you ok, baby?” because neither got an answer from Kinara. Agra asked for the second time.

Agra gently patted Kinara's arm to restore her consciousness.

"Kinara ...," he said.

Kinara did not nod this time she dared to shake her head. Enough, that means he's not okay. “Get your head, Kinara," said Agra, who was welcomed back by the head.

No, I don't want to, I can't see your face. You better just go, let this despicable me face it all alone, hiks.

“Kinara Amalia,” says Agra softly.

Kinara shook her head quickly.

I'm too embarrassed to look you in the face, Agra. Seeing the good in your eyes is like killing me slowly. Go, Agra, go, Inner Kinara.

"Why, Kinara? You ashamed of me?" agra asked who answered a nod of the head by Kinara.

"You have nothing to be ashamed of, Kinara." Agra walked, getting closer to Kinara. Currently the distance between the two is only a few cent.

“You're the best woman I've ever met, Kinar. Don't feel yourself contemptible and dirty, in my eyes you're kept clean, special, and second to none.” Agra opened both of his hands wide.

Agra had not dared to hug the girl in front of him without Kinara's consent.

"Help me" Agra said hesitantly. She did not know what Kinara would react to when she heard his words. However, he also could not see Kinara being frightened alone. At least Kinara had to share her pain with him.

Hicks ....!!

Kinara splashed into Agra's arms, drowning his entire body inside the chest of Agra's field.

"Help ...." Agra exhaled a sigh of relief, fortunately his actions did not ignite Kinara's anger.

"You're a good woman .. You're the best, '" Agra whispered softly as she patted Kinara's back. Agra's words and actions continued to make Kinara sob in Agra's arms.

The knitting jerseys that Agra wore got wet from the tears of Kinara that pooled there were countless.

I know this is wrong, Lord, but I cannot bear this burden alone. I need a backrest, I need someone else to just share this grief even for a few minutes.

I'm sorry, God, I'm sorry. This weak and despicable me has really almost lost my sanity, I am unable to bear all this burden myself, her inner Kinara.

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After all the people that were swarming it went on and on, including Allen and his gang. Agra led Kinara to sit in one of the long chairs near the parking lot.

“Get your head, don't keep your head down. Do I look so scary to you?” agra asked, but Kinara only shook her head. There was still not a word that came out of Kinara's mouth.

“Haah ..” Agra exhaled a rough breath. “I'm still the same as I used to be, Kinara. Still in love with you, still mesmerized by your attitude, not changed even though I know you're married.”

Deg ...!!

Hearing the sentence that was thrown from Agra's mouth immediately made Kinara's chest rustle, his heartbeat racing back faster.

Agra opened the backpack he had been holding and pulled out a bottle of drink. “Minum.” Delivering mineral water. “You should have been honest with me from the beginning, Kinar.”

“I'm sorry, Agra. I-I," said Kinara.

“You don't need to explain anything anymore, because I already know everything.”

“Stop looking at me like that, I can lose my sanity. Kidnap and take you as far away from him as possible.” Agra ruffled his hair, a hairdo that was not too neat because it was rarely touched by the pomade now looks more messy.

“I can't back down anymore, Kinara.” Agra held her foot. "If only our story like Ravana and Dewi Sinta. Think of me as Ravana who met you when you were married to Rama.

Even if history calls me a cruel man." Agra lowered his head and smiled bitterly.

"I'm willing, Kinara. Kidnapping yourself from the hands of your husband, although everyone considers Ravana guilty, but his love for Dewi Sinta is never wrong.

Ravana's love for Dewi Sinta is as sacred as my love for you, Kinara. Still awake, intact even though I know you belong to someone else." Agra let out a long bellow, he was almost out of breath when he said that sentence.

"Agra ... me," said Kinara. He did not know what to say other than the tears that came back dripping down his cheeks.

"There is no other way but to endure this feeling, may I take you away?

Take you from his evil side. Even though the whole world would eventually label me as the man who took people's wives, insulting and imposing moral punishment on me, was it worth it?

If it's worth it, anything I can do for you, Kinara.” Agra placed both of her palms on her face then rubbed her face rough.

“But I su...“

“Have married?” ask Agra.

Kinara.

“Are not virgin?” Agra turned his head, Kinara lowered her head even deeper this time followed by a small bite on her lips. The sentence was like hot water being splashed against his body.

Sorrowful and painful, but that was the reality, she could not deny her status as Madam Mahendra and covered Dika's marks on her body.

“I know that, Kinara. Then do you think I care? No, Kinara! Even if you have children from your husband, I don't mind living with you. As long as you love me too.”

Agra pulled Kinara's wrist, rem*s strong her fingers. “Tell me, am I crazy? Do I no longer have any self-esteem in your eyes, Kinara?”

Kinara.

“I ...”

Kinara looked up his head until the two of them returned to face each other. “I am the one who has no self-esteem, I am the one who is despicable, I am dirty, Agra. Not you!" Kinara smacked her hand into her own chest. He wants to show that he doesn't deserve Agra.

“In my eyes you stay the same. The best woman who can make me fall in love,” Agra said as she pulled Kinara's body into her arms. “Cry, cry as much as you can if it makes you feel better,” he added while stroking the top of Kinara's head.

“A .. I do not deserve you, hiks...” said Kinara stammered to make the man who was hugging her even more tightened hands on the small back of Kinara.

“You deserve a good man, Kinara. You deserve to be happy, your only indecision is to make that man a husband.”

“So far from me, Agra.” Kinara pushed strongly against Agra's body until she slipped out of Agra's embrace. “You don't know how he is, I .. I don't want to drag you in this black hole.” Kinara retreated away from Agra, her head shaking strongly.

“Hey ... quiet, Kinara.” Agra tried to get closer. “Listen to me, take a breath and let out slowly,” her words while stroking Kinara's shoulder. “Ya, good, do it again.”

After Kinara calmed down enough Agra ventured to hold Kinara's face. “See me, Kinara.” Agra held tightly onto Kinara's chin. “Don't think no-no, your husband won't be able to touch me.

Well, unless he also wants to feel the same way.”

If he destroys me, he will be destroyed. Right now we're both in the same boat, Inner Agra.

“A ... what do you mean, Agra?” ask Kinara.

“You won't understand, it's a power affair that can't be told. But what you should know, Dika Mahendra will not do me any harm. Believe me, Kinara,” said Agra reassuringly followed by a thin smile on his face.

“Where did you know about my husband? How do you know his name? I've tried my hardest to cover this marriage, how ka...”

Kinara had yet to finish her sentence, but Agra had already placed her index finger on Kinara's lips.

“Sttt ...” Agra shook his head. “Don't say anything else, I know everything, Kinara. I know who your husband is and how your marriage can happen.”

Agra took a long breath.

"I know more than you think, so stop thinking about things like that. it’s ok, nothing will happen to me.” Agra stroked gently Kinara's cheeks.

“Do not do this, Agra.” Kinara retreated her body. “You know I'm someone else's wife, I'm a married woman. We are not supposed to do this,” he said closed with a tear that flashed across both cheeks.

Regretted?

Yes, Kinara regretted why fate was so cruel to meet him with Agra after he met an evil man like Dika Mahendra.

“Argghh ..” Agra rubbed his face rough, pulling the rough rambunya until it fell apart. Even her face that had always been as bright as the sun when she was near Kinara had already turned like a storm of steering, dark and terrifying.

Perhaps the reality of Kinara's status was the most bitter thing he had ever felt.

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