Destiny Love Kinara
You're Too Selfish, Dika

Dika frowned, squinting his eyes to ascertain whether what Kinara was proposing was a rectangular object with a row of round pills inside.

“You've drunk it?” raising his eyebrows slightly, expression and moving body Dika was more like a policeman who was conducting an interrogation to a criminal.

What's wrong with me? Until your facial expression is like that. Inner Kinara.

“Not yet, and never will!” The steady Kinara. As bitter as any risk Kinara had to bear, she was prepared. He had already prepared his heart a few hours ago before finally deciding to meet Dika.

“Do you not understand, Kinara?” When he shifted his body, it seemed that there would be a long, emotionally draining debate. Every time she argued with the stubborn Kinara, Dika always felt like her crown was about to explode.

“What if you're pregnant?” continued.

Loh, why do you have to ask me how? I'm a married woman, and you've been fucking me forcibly. If I'm pregnant, yes you should take responsibility. What else is it?

Kinara was eager to say that, but she paused it. It is better to keep that sentence in the heart forever. Think Kinara.

“No problem, I'm a wife. Isn't it natural that I'm pregnant?”

“I know you're a wife. But our marriage is by force, if you're pregnant I don't know what to behave like. There's no love in my heart for you, Kinara."

"Although forced, our marriage is still a legitimate marriage. And..." Not anything else Kinra had to hear a cruel sentence from her own husband.

"And if I get pregnant, I won't demand your attention, won't trouble you. Believe it." Kinara held her breath, instantly her heart was like a flower in autumn.

It crashed, flying where the wind was taking it.

How can there be a pregnant woman who does not need the love and affection of her husband? but that's Kinara.

Women who have a layer of rigidity, no one can skin the layer until it runs out.

"And I don't want to have children from you, Kinara!" Dika started to raise the volume of his voice, it was not if arguing with Kinara that the emotions in his heart were always overflowing like boiling water.

“La..lu why are you fucking a...ku?” his voice began to shake.

“I just don't like mine being touched by another man.”

Yes, that was the unfounded reason that made Kinara have to lose her chastity. Although in the hands of her own husband, but the way that Dika did is completely beyond the limits of humanity.

You're sick, Dika. Inner Kinara.

Kinara let out a breath, long. “Didn't you say you didn't love me? Then if I'm close to another man why should you be jealous?”

“I remind you. I'm not jealous, you're not worthy enough for me to be jealous!” Dika.

*Yes, but you deserve to suffer your whole life. I swear you won't get your true love, your whole life*! Kinara cursed Dika in his heart.

“You know, Dika. A child will cry because his doll was taken by someone else.

At first the little boy never expected that the doll had the most important place in his heart, until someone came and tried to snatch the doll from his hands.

What will the little boy do? she mad? Sure, and his anger got the doll broken.

He could not tell whether the puppet was valuable or not,

because he just doesn't like his being touched by someone else. The difference of two things is very close.” Kinara explained by the parable, he was sure that Dika was not a stupid man who did not understand where the parable came from.

“So you mean you're like that worthless doll?”

Very close, so if you already feel jealous of me. I advise you to be kind to me, for I fear that your jealousy of me will have no place in my life.”

“Hahahaha...” his shoulders shook, his mouth wide open.

Does this sound like a joke in your ear, Dika? Inner Kinara.

“You're too much, Kinara. My love I've spent on one woman, and you're nothing compared to her.”

Kinara's chest rippled, his heart like it was being forcefully pulled. So cruel did Dika say that with open eyes, laughing mouth and a carefree body.

Did that woman named Kinara Amalia have no meaning in Dika's heart? Even just a little, like a speck of stain on a glass surface.

Although small, but still has its own place and meaning.

Kinara froze for a moment, squeezing his own palm. Trying to regulate his breathing, holding back the tears that had been struggling to get out.

“I who is not comparable this, can be comparable for other men.” Patting his chest. “I whom you despise, may be noble in the eyes of other men, hiks... I, who is not special in your eyes, can be very special in the eyes of other men. If you can see the shining star in the eyes of other women, then other men can also see the warmth of the moon in the eyes of your wife, this. Hiks..” Kinara as he pleased, there was no firm defense when he faced the one God creature.

“If I am worthless in your life, I may be worth living in another man. I'm not saying it because I'm overconfident, am I. Hiks. Please, respect me. Hikss..”

“I can't, Kinara. My love, my attention, everything in my heart just centers on him. He was my first love, never to be changed and never to change his position. Always the first, and highest in my heart.” Dika lowered his voice.

“I don't care, Dika. That's your heart, not mine. I'm just giving you a warning, not a request. I'm not asking you to love me, it's not wrong if you think I'm expecting your love, I just expect your treatment of me. Treat me like a woman who needs to be appreciated, nothing more. hiks..”.

Kinara covered her face with both palms, her chest increasingly feeling tight. It was too heavy to take a breath, even occasionally he took a breath from his mouth.

“Then what do you want?”

Finally the negotiation sentence came out as well, the agreement exchange sentence. As always, there is an agreement and there is accountability. That was how Kinara's life began when she first set foot in her husband's mansion.

“I won't touch that damned pill, one grain!"

This is the purpose of the long debate.

“If you're pregnant how, Kinara? You're not pregnant I'm dizzy half-dead thinking about parting from you, let alone getting pregnant. What if Carissa comes?”

The woman's name was called again. No, Kinara did not blame the woman, there was nothing wrong with her. Kinara who went into his place, Kinara who came. So the only guilty man in this situation is definitely Dika Mahendra.

“That's your business, Dika. I've done my duty as a wife, even if you did it by force.” Kinara got up from the sofa. “But to have children is my wish"

I don't want to involve the innocent. Both of our sins are more than enough to make us suffer, please do not add another sin. Inner Kinara.

"you just pray day and night that I don't get pregnant. But I won't take it.” glanced at the pregnancy-delaying pill lying on the table.

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