
“I'm serious, Mistress! Don't say that again!” Ken confirmed the warning. It sounds like a threat sentence.
What the hell, Ken? What's wrong?
“You understand what I mean, Mistress?” Ken was still leading the way followed by Kinara trailing from behind.
“Hmmmm..” Kinara just cleared her throat, that's enough. That means he understands.
“Ken.” Kinara lowered her head, pausing for a moment.
Because the distance from the family room to the room is quite far, until passing through several spaces including the kitchen which is attached to the dining room.
It seemed like Dika had completely alienated Kinara's existence.
Ken stopped his steps. “There's what. The madam? You should go to the room immediately.”
"I know, Ken. It's just, there are some things that are stuck in my heart. Can you answer some of my questions?”
Ken long moaned, during his work with Dika he understood the character of his master. Disputable is one that must be obeyed by all residents of this mansion.
No exception to him.
“What's the madam hungry?” Ken moved his head, pointing at the dining room.
Hungry up? I'm not hungry, Ken. I wanted to ask you not to eat, he thought.
It seems Kinara did not understand the meaning of Ken's sentence. Once again Ken beckoned,
he moved both his eyes pointing at the dining room.
Kinara understood, every action Kinara took had to have a reason to protect herself as well as others, including Ken.
“Ah, yes, I'm hungry.” Kinara stepped closer to the dining table. He had already established his heart and prepared a few lists of questions to ask Ken.
“Ken, where is Carissa?” already sitting on one of the chairs, face to face with Ken. The distance between the two is quite far.
“Uhuk.. ehm..” Ken coughed, not expecting if the thing that stuck Kinara's mind was about Carissa. “Did this thing that made you worry, Madam?” Ken guessed, Kinara nodded slowly.
“Say, Ken. Where is Carissa? Why did Dika and Carissa have to split up if they loved each other?” biting lips. “Didn't I look like the third person among them?
I was like a woman entering a man's house, my arrival was not expected." staring at the nanar, their two eyes clashed. Soon Ken lowered his head.
"Jawab, Ken." His voice rippled out between the breaths that began to be irregular.
“Haaah..” I don't know when Ken will take a deep breath, this is just the first question. There is still another session.
Ken sipped a cup of tea that he made himself in the kitchen,
his eyes began to look far away. Then slowly he opened his mouth, answering Kinara's question in one breath.
"Miss Carissa, she is currently studying music arts in the UK.”
“Ah, piano?” Kinara played her finger on the dining table, demonstrating the piano playing moves. “So you mean the music room I can't enter is hers?” bitterly smiling.
Ken just nodded.
How much is yours in this mansion, Carissa? In addition to having my husband's heart, it turns out you also have an important room in this mansion.
Which even my body is forbidden to enter.
“In addition to the main room and music room, how much more space should I not enter, Ken?” tighten his fingers. “At least I have to mentally prepare myself to keep my distance from those rooms.” force myself to keep smiling.
“What is his workspace included?” Kinara recalled that time Ken insisted on banning Kinara, when he wanted to meet Dika in his study.
“True, Mistress.”
Kinara raised her head, the tears that had already piled up in her eyes began to recede. “Do I look pathetic in your eyes, Ken?”
“No, Mistress.”
“Then, why didn't they get married, Ken? Why should we split up?”
“In addition to studying in the UK, Miss is also undergoing treatment. He had congenital heart disease from birth." Ken's down, there's sadness on Ken's face. It's clearly printed there.
"That's why the young master allowed the miss to
living in England.
Actually they're already planning a wedding, as soon as Miss Carissa comes back they'll get married.
But the big master really liked your father's attitude since they were still sitting in High School,
Eventually they decided to turn that friendship into a bond of brotherhood."
Well, yeah,
That is how God's destiny brings you together. Tied up in a painful marriage.
But believe me, Madam. What God has given you is best for you."
Degs....
So I'm entering a dark room without end? Just for taking a sick woman's place? How cruel you are Kinara.
“A..me...” Kinara did not know to have to pity herself who was married to a selfish man like Dika, or a girl her husband loved who was equally unlucky.
“No need to force yourself to respond to anything, Madam. If there are no more questions, let me take you to room.”
“One more, Ken. Just one more.” Ken just nodded, of course meaning it could. Actually there are so many questions that Kinara has stacked in her brain, her memory is quite good when remembering the grocery list let alone just asking about a girl who loved her husband.
But all of those questions blurred just like that when Kinara heard Carissa's state,
the sickly girl who became the second suspect after Dika.
“When he's back, Ken?” shouldn't Kinara have to return the place? He shouldn't be here, right?
“For that I really do not know, Madam.” put a teacup. “It looks like a younger master who knows better, you can ask directly to mr.”
Do you think that crazy man will answer that, Ken? He even dragged me into his room just out of blind jealousy.
"Why did the lady ask when Miss Carissa came back?"
"To get his place back, Ken. This is not my place, though,
I was wrong for taking his place."
"This is your place, madam. Since you became the wife of the young master, all of this is yours.
The sacred bond between the two of you cannot be broken just because of guilt.
Strengthen your heart, madam.
You don't have to leave this place. Nothing to return, though,
If there is let the hand of God work."
“Thank you, Ken.” but this is indeed hers. This marriage is nothing more than a status that keeps me and Dika imprisoned in hell.
Kinara got up, and went to the room followed by Ken from behind.
Once inside the room, Kinara lay on her small bed. Let it be, though small but better than having to sleep one room with it. Think Kiara.
Do I look so despicable in your eyes, Dika? I who only hold the duty and mandate of my father should experience suffering in such a way? change like the season.
"Am I the one who looks selfish? Do I have to break this sacred bond? Return everything to Carissa, hiks....."
Kinara was as unwilling, the tears that she endured when dealing with Ken eventually fell as well.
"What should I do, God?
If I part from him? What should I say to my mother? I was too embarrassed to go home. If I tell you the truth, you will feel very guilty.
Since mother also approved of this cursed marriage, hiks.." hit her chest.
"I just don't want to burden her, I haven't had time to repay her affection.
I should go home with the news of the divorce.
God, what am I supposed to do?"
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