
Miko looked straight ahead, her gaze looking forward with a blank setting. His face was paled, several times he almost closed his eyes and was almost unconscious.
When he will be unconscious, Miko continues to chug the drink in front of him. His stomach was already very sore, he felt an incredible nausea. However, he continued to forcefully drink alcohol..
it's been a week, and during this one week Miko always came to the club in Japan.
in fact, Leticia's speech a week ago was able to melt her ego and also able to resuscitate it.
During this week anyway, Miko did absolutely nothing. If during the day he would sleep in a hotel and at night would go to a club to drink alcohol, to forget everything.
He wants to forget his trauma, forget his loneliness, forget his sadness.Leticia's words about Him who is not returning the favor but seeking revenge ringing in his brain.
He never thought of getting there, he never thought of taking revenge on Greey, he wanted to take Budi back to Grey. But, after hearing Leticia's words, he cursed himself because he had hurt Leticia.
He cursed himself and blamed himself for his behavior, he lost his son, he was also angry at himself because he could not manage everything to regulate his feelings and instead hurt Leticia.
This is not what Miko wants, she also wants to be happy. But, since he was still stuck with the wounds of the past, he became like this. This week, he imagined what if he lost it all.
“Haiiiihhhhh!” Miko screamed as those thoughts continued to overshadow her. The thought of where Greey threw him away, the thought of when he lost Leticia, he wanted to be like any other man who could be warm, he wanted to be like any other man who behaved normally. But because of his past wounds, he was afraid to step up.
And when Leticia says that Miko is not returning Budi, but is seeking revenge. It really gave off Miko's feelings, until she realized that she was really a bad human being. Although, he has not loved Leticia, but he will also not be willing to let go of his wife.
During the week, this Miko really pondered, and she was able to be honest with herself, that she wanted to be like another man, like any other husband, but she was confused where to start. Because, he realized, he had hurt Leticia very much
And finally, because of his fear, Miko vented drunk, he still did not dare to see Leticia, he was afraid to hear Leticia reject him, or he was afraid to hear Leticia already tell Greey everything, that's why he overcame his fears by getting drunk every night.
“Can't you shut up?” asked one of the people who was next to Miko, Miko who was drunk immediately pointed her middle finger at the person, making the person who was also drunk immediately angry.
“Bjakkk!” said the person, he punched Miko, until Miko fell, of course Miko did not stay silent, until they were involved in a fairly fierce fight. Miko is eventually expelled from the club
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