
Jordan was sitting on the waiting chair, his eyes were so straight that his hands were shaking, because in his palms were blood stains.
Jordan is in the hospital and Joana is being treated by a doctor. After the doctor came. Jordan just fell silent, he did nothing but
looking at his hands full of bloodstains
jordan's brain was empty instantly, his world stopped spinning and his heart seemed to stop beating, the air around him was suffocating. Suddenly, Jordan's daydreams crumpled when someone patted him on the shoulder.
“Na-nael ..." says Jordan. Apparently, Nael who patted his shoulder, apparently nael was picking up Gabby and he accidentally saw Jordan, until he immediately approached his best friend.
“Jordan why you?” ask Nael. Before long, Nael is tucked into Joana's hands full of traces of blood.
“Na-nael!” that's all Jordan can say. In fact, it felt like he wanted to cry loudly when he remembered what happened to Joanna. He was afraid that something would happen to his wife and future children.
“I'll be back later!" Nael prefers to go ahead of Jordan, because he knows Jordan needs time to be alone. He will approach Jordan after Jordan calms down.
Before long, the door of Joanna's nursery opened, so Jordan immediately wiped the corner of her eye and she immediately rose from her seat.
“How is my wife?” jordan asked, his face paled. He was afraid to hear the doctor's answer
“We can not say the condition of your wife is fine, we will consult a psychiatrist first and for the condition of kanduang.” the doctor paused for a moment his speech, making Jordan more anxious.
“Tell me what's my son-in-law?” ask Jordan.
“Candungan your wife managed to save it's just that the condition of your wife's womb is still weak.” reply doctor. A sigh was seen from Jordan's face when he heard the doctor say that their future child survived.
“Then we'll excuse you." the team of doctors left in front of Jordan. After that, Jordan went inside. When he saw Joanna's body lying in a cage, Jordan walked like he was not treading on the floor, he seemed to float when he saw the woman he loved lying in an alarming condition..
Jordan pulled out a chair, then he immediately sat down next to the ferris. He clasped Joana's hand and stared at Joana's face without blinking.
This woman, the woman who is able to break her ego, the woman who is able to enter her heart as natural and since there is this woman too, Jordan feels her life is perfect.
But look, he instead gave his wife a wound. Jordan kissed Joanna's hand, and then her shoulder trembled and she cried bitterly regretting it all
4 Hours later
Joanna blinked, she opened her eyes. For a moment his brain was empty. He did not remember anything, he looked around, a medicinal fragrance instantly pouring out on his nose.
A second later, he realized he was in the hospital.
Before long, he felt his hands heavy and he turned his head to the side. Apparently, there was someone who was asleep holding her hand, and she knew it was her husband.
For a moment Joanna looked at Jordan coldly, she suddenly remembered Jordan's words and remembered the taste she had experienced, She also recalled how hard she had endured for a time when Jordan was not around.
After remembering that, Joana immediately pulled her hand from Jordan's hand, until Jordan who was asleep immediately aghast in shock and straightened her body.
3 Months later
It's been 3 months, and since and during these 3 months, Joana does not want to meet with Jordan, Joana's condition has been better because Joanna was accompanied by her doctor and in 24-hour supervision, because it was Joana's own wish.
Of all the things Joana was afraid of, Joana was more afraid of herself, she was really afraid of not being able to control herself, so that's why she asked her doctor to always be with her.
As for Jordan, he could only see Joanna from the outside. Every day, Jordan would come to the hospital and stay there. He will only leave when he will work and will come back after coming home from work.
During these 3 months, he was willing to pass through all night by sitting in a waiting chair, in front of his wife's room. He only asks about Joana's condition from the doctor who treated Joanna.
•••
Joana looked towards the front, she stroked her stomach then smiled. Joana's daydreams crumpled when she heard the sound of the door opening, so Joana turned her head, it turned out that the one who entered was Vivian, who was none other than the doctor who had been accompanying her..
“How was your day, sorry I just got here!” said Vivian who subdued herself next to Joana.
Joana nodded, smiling faintly..
“Slightly better.”
“Do you want to say something? or something bothering you?” ask Vivian again.
Joanna shakes. “I've been much better.
“Oh, yes. May I ask you one question?” anya Vivian's.
Joana nagging. “Didn't you miss your husband? have you still not forgiven him?” suddenly Joanna's face became sad, making Vivian immediately panicked, she immediately grasped Joana's hand.
“It's okay, you don't need to reply and don't think about my question earlier.”
“Can I answer?” ask Joana. Vivian was also pestering.
“For a week I've been thinking a lot, I was hurt by what he did. But I also remember all his kindness. If there wasn't him, maybe I wouldn't be free of my mother. But I haven't been able to meet him my heart seems heavy to meet him. But on the other hand, I also do not want to continue like this.”
Joana said with teary eyes. Yes, as time went on, Joana always remembered the kindness of Jordan, not to mention that during these 3 months she saw Jordan's great struggle, because she was willing to wait patiently for him.
“I'm proud of you Joana. Your condition has gotten a lot better, and you've also been willing to open an apology to your husband.
“Do you want to talk to your husband for a minute? asked again, Joanna looked down then nodded
“I just want to talk for a while.”