
Gengs sorryin ya new up Joshua, from then I was busy mulu,🥲
Seeing Savana's smile, Joshua's heart was so crushed. The woman could still smile at him after what he did, whereas Savana he was too tired to deal with Joshua, he was also reluctant to discuss what happened, as it would only add to his injuries.
Joshua, who had stopped his steps, walked back towards Savana.
Joshua stood by the cage. The man looked at Savana who was also staring at him. He didn't speak a bit.
"Sa-Savana." In the end, Joshua called out to Savana in sternness, while Savana did not answer. She just gave a sincere smile to her husband.
Savannah could have been thrashing, yelling, cursing at Joshua. However, he was already too tired with his life, until the best he could do was to continue smiling at the man who had mentally killed him.
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A month has passed.
It's been a month since Savannah was taken care of, and finally after a month, Savana was allowed to go home. During this one month Joshua continued to accompany his wife, but there was not much interaction between them.
Savannah is more silent, so is Joshua. During the Savannah's treatment, Savana never talked about her son's death, nor did Joshua.
They are shackled in unfamiliar feelings, and the most distressing for Joshua is that Savana looks fine, in the sense that the word Savana never discusses what happened. The woman acted as usual, as if nothing had happened.
If asked, Savana will answer with a face like usual. Not showing pain or not showing hurt, like nothing happened.
Savana was deliberately acting like that, because he felt that if he was angry, if he cursed or if he rampaged against Joshua, it would not change anything. It will only add to the pain.
Savana thinks of leaving Joshua, but he also has no one until Savana decides to stay for a while, and will take steps once he has fully recovered.
Right now, he just wants to continue his studies, have a good job and after that maybe he will go from Joshua's side. Because, however, trying to think realistically. He needs a fee for college. He needs money to live. He can't leave now, because he doesn't have any grip
The savannah sitting daydreamed, waking up when Joshua entered the room. Actually awkwardness still affects both, but when he saw Joshua, Savana tried to smile and it made Joshua's heart more crowded.
Had Joshua been able to ask he wanted Savana to run amok, scolding him. But what happened, Savana instead competed like nothing happened, even though he knew Savana was really hurt by what he did, and what he said.
"Let's go home" Joshua asked.
Savana also nodded. Savana got up from her seat and the woman took her bag.
"Let me, please" said Joshua.
"No need, Uncle. Thank you," Savana replied again. After that Savana came out of the room, followed by Joshua behind him.
Joshua drove his car at a moderate speed. Every now and then he looked towards Savana who was looking towards the window.
"You want to buy something?" ask Joshua.
Savana silently smiled bitterly. Perhaps after their marriage of many years, this was the first time Joshua offered her something.
After a long journey, finally the car driven by Joshua reached the basement. Savana got out of the car followed by Joshua behind her.
"Savana," call Joshua when they get into the apartment. It felt like he could no longer afford to continue like this, until he decided to speak up and apologize.
Savana who was just about to go to her room, turned her head. "Yes, Uncle?" sahut Savanna.
"Sorry" said Joshua.
"Forget it, Uncle. It's okay" replied Savana. She smiled, but her eyes were teary. Long ago, before losing their child, maybe an apology from Joshua was the thing Savana waited for the most, but now an apology is so painful.
"Sa-Savana," called Joshua stammering.
"I want a break, Uncle. Tomorrow I'll start college again" Savana said.
"You're gonna start college? But your condition is still like this" said Joshua.
"It's okay, I'm fine," Savana replied, she turned around then she walked towards her room. He left a lot of lessons.
Savana's intention when he was discharged from the hospital was to be serious about his education so that he could get a job, which was to sustain his own life.
Savannah went into the room. The first thing he saw was the twists of KPOP items he bought.
'It turns out, you're really childish, ' the girl muttered when she saw so much about the K-POP she bought, with a heavy heart Savana should be able to get out of her comfort zone. He must be really mature.
After storing the suitcase, Savana immediately took the box, then with a heavy heart, Savana stored all the twists and turns he had collected so far into the box, until an hour passed finally the Savana room was empty. .
Savanna sat down for a moment, then she stroked her stomach. He closed his eyes when he remembered the pain as he killed his own son.
Time showed at 08:00 p.m., Savana felt her stomach ache. Actually maybe it was not pain but more trauma that she felt, because if she remembered What she did, it was because, he seemed to be nostalgic for his old wounds, remembering how much his abdominal pain during the process of abortion.
Before long Savana changed her expression when the door was knocked and she knew it was Joshua, so she got up from her seat and walked towards the door.
“Ya Uncle.
“Let's eat, I've prepared food,” Joshua said again.
“Good, uncle.” Savana walks to the dining table following Joshua and afterwards they eat together.
No one said Joshua and Savana were both silent, until at last the meal was over
“Savana, let's talk," said Joshua as Savana would rise from her seat.
Savannah ...