
Joana stared at the window, not daring to stare at Jordan, perhaps if she looked at her husband now, clear hair will immediately fall from her eyes and she does not want to cry in front of her husband.
They were in the car to get home from Raymond and Ayana's house. After that Jordan said something painful, where Jordan said that he was still unstable and still a child.
After that, Jordan invites him to go home, and Joana can only follow behind Jordan's body. In fact, while in the car, she did not dare or did not want to look at her husband's face.
Jordan's words may seem trivial to others, but not to Joana. Married to Jordan. He tried to keep up with Jordan.
Although he was young, he never acted like his age. She never bothered Jordan, she never spoiled her husband too much, she never did anything that irritated Jordan. He has always served Jordan with all his heart.
But just now, what Jordan did really hurt him to the bottom. It's like being slapped. Not only that, Joana's pain also repeatedly forgot when Jordan considered him someone else.
“You think you're who hah!” jordan's words at the restaurant were ringing in his brain, and that's what destroyed Joana. Was it during their marriage that Jordan never considered her as a wife until Jordan said so, not to mention Jordan humiliating her in the presence of Raymond and Ayana, as if she was a volatile girl who could not think.
During her marriage to Jordan. She always wanted to give Jordan the best, serve Jordan with all her heart and never demand anything from her husband
But today, the second that Jordan humiliated him that second Joana realized that Jordan didn't really want it. Maybe Jordan doesn't love her, Jordan just wants her body.
Jordan focused on driving, occasionally looking at Joana. He knew what kind of feelings his wife was feeling, he knew, he was acting excessively and this was Jordan's weakness, he couldn't hold back his emotions at anything and at anyone.
He accidentally doesn't talk to Joana because he knows Joana needs time, he will apologize when Joana has calmed down. After a long journey, Jordan's car finally reached the basement of the apartment.
Jordan looked to the side, and Joana was asleep. Jordan clasps Joana's hand. “sayang!” Call Jordan, he's holding Joana's hand. Joana reflexively takes her hand away from Jordan and opens her eyes.
“A-aa, it's up apparently,” said Joana with slightly quivering lips. For some reason, right now, when I heard Jordan's voice. He felt scared mixed with disgust.
“Come down!” said Jordan. Without replying to Jordan. Joana immediately preceded the descent, followed by Jordan behind her.
While entering the apartment, Jordan pulls Joana's hand. Joana turned around.
“Why?” ask Joana. He tried to stay strong and still behave as usual to Jordan, even though his heart was broken.
If she could, she wanted to cry, she wanted to curse her husband, but Jordan recalled that she was a nobody, that she was still a child, and now, she was a child, even though his heart was so painful. He tries to be mature by not displaying his anger.
Seeing Joana's face, Jordan immediately took Joana into his arms. “I'm sorry, Honey. I really freaked out earlier I..”
Joana releases her embrace from Jordan by force. “You don't have to apologize, I apologized for taking Moa. I promise, I will never again interfere in your affairs. I promise, I will not dare to do anything you do not like.” Joanna smiled back. But this time, it was clear that his eyes were glazed
Maybe one blink, tears will remember wetting her beautiful face. Not yet Jordan spoke, Joanna had already turned around and left him. Until Jordan sighed, it seemed like he had to be patient to apologize to his wife and he decided to make Joana calm first.
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next day
Jordan comes out of his room, he goes straight to the kitchen where he sees Joanna cooking while daydreaming.
From that night, his wife was silent. When Jordan tries to get close to Joana. Joana does not respond, until they finally sleep contacting each other. Jordan just gave Joanna some time, so Joanna could feel a little better. Because if he continues to pursue Joana, maybe his wife will feel uncomfortable. Until now, it has had ideas so that the relationship and the wife improve
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“Ekhemmm ...” Jordan cleared her senses Joana from her daydream.
“Ah, you are ready,” said Joana.he tried to smile. His heart was so painful.
“What breakfast is ready?” ask Jordan. Joana also nodded. After that, Joanna immediately brought the dishes she made to the dining table, and after that Jordan followed.
Hygiene ... There was no conversation at the dinner table, Joanna focused on the food as well as Jordan.. In the end, the meal was over.
“You won't go to a restaurant?” ask Jordan. Joana shakes.
“I want to rest,” he said again.
Jordan cleared his throat, then looked at Joana face fixedly. “I know what I did yesterday really hurt you. I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. I know it's hard for you. So let's split up for a while until you can forgive me,”.
Joanna's heart suddenly raced quickly, she suddenly had difficulty breathing. It wasn't enough that Jordan hurt her yesterday, and now her husband is back saying something very painful. Joana really felt herself to be meaningless in the eyes of her husband.
Her husband would instead leave her, just on the grounds of yesterday's matter. She has no value in the eyes of her husband. Ah, she forgot, in her husband's eyes she forgot, she was just a stranger
“It's not up to you, I'll follow whatever you want" Joana replied with an unusually poignant heart.
“You may contact me if you feel better, I will stay at the hotel for a while.’ Jordan got up from his seat, stroked his hair and kissed his wife on the forehead and walked out of the apartment, leaving Joanna shattered to pieces.
After Jordan left, the cries that he had endured finally broke. His shoulders were shaking, he was crying. Joanna got up from her seat, then she went to the room. Then after that, he looked at his phone then saw a photo of the father and rubbed the screen of his phone. “
one week later
Jordan stretched his hand when the job was done. He looked at his cell phone, hoping for a call from Joanna or a message from his wife.
During this one week they lived apart, Jordan never told Joanna. Joanna never contacted him, in Jordan's mind, she was really giving Joana time to forgive him.
Before long, Jordan's phone rang. One reminder reads, which recalls Joanna's drug purchase schedule. Yes, every day Joana is required to take medication, because she suffers from bipolar disease, if Joana does not take the drug and if Joana's mood is destroyed. There's a chance Joana's going berserk. And it's time, Jordan took his wife's medicine
He immediately called the doctor and asked the doctor to prepare the medicine, and he would take it to the apartment.
“Please prepare medicine for my wife, I'll take it now,” Jordan said, as the doctor raised his call.
“What!” Jordan was suffocated in shock when the doctor said that Joana once called him asking not to send him any more drugs, because the champion was pregnant and it was a success to make Jordan speechless.
When Joana finds out she is pregnant, Joana is so happy, she thinks she does not need to take drugs anymore, let alone the drugs Joana consumes are classified as hard drugs.
And actually, in addition to intending to bring Moa in front of Jordan, as a surprise he also wanted to give another surprise to Jordan by telling him that he was pregnant. But, darling ... Before he gave a surprise, even he himself was surprised.
“A-what am I doing,” Jordan said after turning off his call. Regret back hit him, he should not leave his wife under any circumstances, should he stick around and convince his wife.
No, Jordan did not want anything to happen to his wife, he immediately put on his suit and then snatched the car keys. When he came out of his room, suddenly his phone rang one call back in and this time Raymond called him.
“Hallo, Raymond what's up?” ask Jordan. Once again Jordan's body was silent when he heard Raymond's words, it turns out that for 1 week passed, Moa just said that he forbade Joana to call Ayana, who was not allowed to call her, in other words Joana is not guilty at all .
“You think you're who hah!” Suddenly his words at that time to Joana hit his brain.
Quickly, Jordan runs out of his room to pick up a car in the basement and goes to his apartment, hoping Joana is there
Jordan drove his car at full speed, every second of every minute driving Jordan to extreme fear. He recalls consulting with doctors about Joanna's condition, about Joana's trauma and her stupidity
After a long journey, Jordan finally reached the basement of the apartment. He got out of the car and ran to the elevator. After getting off the elevator, she ran back to her apartment.
After arriving at his apartment, Jordan opened the door. Again, Jordan was stunned when he saw the condition of his apartment was messy, plates, food glasses were scattered on the floor.he immediately ran towards in search of Joanna
“Sayang .... darling!” jordan shouted with a pale face, no Joana anywhere. Until he stopped his steps when there was a hiccup, and Jordan followed the direction of the sound, it turned out the direction of the sound from the balcony.
he immediately ran towards the balcony.
Jordan's eyes were round when he saw Joanna curled up on the side, and in her hand was holding a very sharp knife..
“Joana!” jordan shouted, He immediately ran towards Joana. Then, he pulls the knife from Joana's hand and brings Johanna into his arms.
Jordan cried out as he hugged his wife. Joanna's condition is really very chaotic, Johanna's hair is disheveled, Joana's forehead is blue, and it is clear that Joana is like a depressed person .
After 3 days Jordan left, Joanna was still trying to calm herself, she was still trying to control herself so as not to cry, so as not to feel sad. She tried not to take any more medicine, because she was pregnant.
But after three days passed, it felt like he could no longer hold it in. Pain in the past, trauma, Jordan's attitude hit Joana's brain. In the end, Joana loses control. During these 4 days, he went berserk, destroying everything. Sometimes laughing, sometimes crying.
He tried to hurt himself, always banging his head on the wall, trying to commit suicide by drinking insect venom, by cutting his pulse, but every time he intended to end his life, he said, he remembered that there was a life living in his womb.
Jordan hugged Joana so tightly, fear ambushed her. He let go of his embrace, and saw his wife's face.
“Honey!” call Jordan when Joana closes her eyes. Immediately, Jordan immediately let go of his embrace intending to take Joana to the hospital.
“A-what's this ...” Jordan's face paled again when there was blood flowing through Joana's thigh.
Instantly ....
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