
Love of a Nausea.
you really have to read the bottom, because this is really a story that can make you hot cold. Gengs, make a Jonathan Scrool chapter yes. The chapter is long Banget. There's a story of Damian Cecilia in his dalem too
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Chapter 1
Amora stood in front of a company, she saw a clock on her wrist, it's been half an hour she waited but Freed hasn't come out yet, he's already sent a message to Freed.
But Freed just read it without replying to the message. He had just arrived in America and was planning to celebrate Freed's birthday together, but as usual he had to wait for his girlfriend without certainty. To get into the company Freed was felt, Amora did not dare and as a result, she could only wait outside.
Always like this, 4 years dating Freed, only Amora who always struggled to meet Freed and to see the man's face. It took a big Effort for Amora to meet Freed. He who lives in Russia must go all the way to America to meet his lover, even though every time he goes to America he is well aware of what kind of pain he will receive.
Amora and Freed have been dating for 4 years. In fact, it could be said for 4 years that Amora was the one who fought for their relationship, even funny Freed never said love to her, let alone love, let alone love, Freed never even said a sweet word to her.
Amora used to feel challenged because the cold and indifferent Freed Personality made Amora challenged to get the man. In the past, it took Amora 2 years to fight to get Freed. Eventually, Freed became his girlfriend.
But Amora's struggle was apparently not enough to get there, Amora thought after they officially dated Freed will change, but the fantasy Amora too high and Freed even seemed not to consider his presence
But even so, Amora did not give up she still persisted with a cold attitude Freed. During these 4 years Amora fought on her own to conquer men, it was sometimes tired of Freed's attitude. But he always remembers his struggles when he used to approach Freed before they were dating.
Amora's love for Freed is so passionate. He even willingly flew all the way from Russia to America to celebrate Freed's birthday. Although he knew what was going to happen, what was certain was that at night Freed only came for a little while, blew out the candle and went back and left, because every year was always like this.
Amora's daydreams run out when she sees who's out and the company, and it turns out it's Freed, and as Amora looks up to him, Freed looks down at Amora. As usual, it wasn't Freed who approached Amora. Amora approaches Freed.
“Hai Fred,” says Amora. Freed only smiled faintly after which he had no expression anymore.
“Come,” invite Fred without further ado. Freed precedes Amora's steps, until Amora follows behind Freed and gets into the car. Amora should not feel pain anymore because she is used to the attitude of her lover like this. But, still now Amora feels pain instead of playing.
Luckily Freed's cold attitude not only to him, but to everyone even to his family Freed behaved like this, until Amora did not feel too much pain and did not feel too neglected because she knew it was purely the nature of her lover.
While in the car, Freed focused on driving while Amora from earlier looked towards the window. He was brainwashing to find a topic of conversation with Freed.
Chapter 2
After a long journey, finally the car driven by Fred arrived at his apartment, he turned to Amora turned to sleep.
Freed looked at Amora's face. 'Why are you so stupid, why do you even love a cold man like me.’ Freed thought he did not understand Amora's mind, sometimes he wanted to decide Amora, but he also did not feel the heart.
Actually he did not love Amora too much, only at that time he was touched by the struggle of Amora who approached him. Nor is he the type of man who can be close to others, he is used to his personal cold to anyone and for these 4 years to be honest sometimes he does not remember if he has a lover, he only remembered about work and work.
While watching her eyes, Amora hopes Freed wakes her up or calls her name. But it didn't. Due to the fact that Amora is not asleep at the moment, she just pretends to be asleep and hopes Freed wakes her up or calls her.
But look, 10 minutes passed Freed did not reprimand him at all, finally Amora pretended to wake up, he opened his eyes and looked to and fro. “Oh has arrived apparently,” said Amora, desperately trying not to cry until in the end she turned to Freed.
“Freed, Why didn't you wake me?” asked Amora pretending to be carefree.
“ I know you must be tired, so I let you sleep longer." After saying that Freed also got off the car, followed by Amora who came down.
“Freed, why is it so difficult to reach your back and pull your hand,” said Amora when Freed preceded her to walk until at last, they reached the apartment.
Freed opened the apartment door, then allowed Amora to enter. “You want to drink something?" ask Freed.
“A-I want plain water only,” he replied. Freed went to the kitchen and Amora went inside
While in the living room, Amora's heart warmed slightly when her photo and the photo of Freed, still on display by her in her lover's living room, at least she was not too disappointed with the current circumstances
Amora's daydreams were spoiled, when she heard the sound of footsteps, and it turned out that Freed came to serve water and snacks for Amora.
“In the meantime, I'll change my clothes first.” Freed passed and went to his room.
30 Minutes later.
Amora got up from her seat because Freed did not come out of the room. Freed just wanted to change his clothes. Why is that man not coming out now.
Eventually, Amora decided to visit Freed. He walked towards Freed's room.. Then after that, I ventured to knock on the door. Because there was no reply from the inside, Amora and right when opening the door Amora immediately shouted because Freed had just come out of the bathroom.
“Sorry-sorry,” said Amora turned out to be Freed long ago because she cleaned herself first
amora's heart beats twice as fast as she sits back on the couch. “Once I am, surely he will scold me," Amora tau Freed will definitely reprimand him for knowing Freed dislikes the sassy.
And before long the door opened, it turned out Fred came out with a fresh body, he was also wearing casual clothes and sat himself in front of Amora.
“ I hope you're not as presumptuous as earlier.”
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Hearing Freed's sharp words, Amora who was looking down on Freed, should she not feel any more heartache because she already knew Freed would definitely talk like.
”I'm sorry, Freed,” Amora said.
Freed nodded his head, “Don't repeat, Oh yeah when did you come home to Russia?” ask Freed. Not yet relieved as much pain as Amora felt because of Freed's speech just now, she was shocked again by Freed's question as if she did not want his presence.
“Ka-you kicked me out?” amora asked this time her eyes wet, making Amora bite her lips.
“No, I don't mean that. I'm just afraid you're uncomfortable and here, while I'm busy working,” lied Freed when honestly he's not used to the presence of others in his apartment, he also did not feel good if he had to tell Amora to stay at the hotel
This time a clear circle immediately fell from Amora's eye he cried in front of Fred. But as fast as lightning, she wiped away her tears.
“I'll be home tomorrow morning, I just want to celebrate your birthday.” When Amora let out tears, Freed did not react at all, Honestly Freed was confused about how he also did not intend to calm Amora, because he was confused about what to do.
“Ya. You must be tired rest, later at 12.00 pm I will wake you,” said Freed. “I also have to do something and tomorrow morning I will take you to the airport.”
After saying that, Freed got up from his seat, then he went to his study and when Freed left Amora immediately covered her face. Somehow Amora could be as loving as that to Freed, a very cold man, he was just trying to love Freed until tired, so tired it told him to stop.
But unfortunately, tiredness had not told him to stop, he still wanted to hang on with a man as cold as Freed. After a long time of daydreaming and contemplating everything, Amora got up from her seat, then she immediately walked towards the guest room, where she used to sleep while in America.
***
“ Amora ... Amora!" call Freed. Amora woke up and then she came out of the room.
“ Oh is 12 o'clock apparently, said Amora because she knew Freed would wake her at 12:00 p.m.
“Let's blow the candles together," take Freed. Amora nodded. Then after that followed Freed steps into the kitchen and while in the kitchen, Freed took a birthday cake in the refrigerator. Then after that brought him to the living room, until now both of them have been sitting cross-legged on the floor and are blocked by the table
after that, Freed clenched his hands while Amora put his hands together because they were different religions, both praying until both of them and both closed their eyes. Then after that, Freed closed his eyes for a moment.
When she opened her eyes, Amora was fixated for the first time in 4 years, she saw another Freed expression. But the expression was only a matter of seconds, because Freed's expression had returned cold.
“Thank you Amora, already want to celebrate my birthday.”
“Happy birthday, Freed. May God bless you,” said Amora. Freed nagging.
“It's night, let's go back to sleep. Don't you want to go home tomorrow morning to Russia, rest I've also bought tickets for you.” Freed also rose from his seat, until Amora also went bankrupt.
“Freed. Are you going to stay like this?” ask Amora
Chapter 4
“Are you going to stay like this?’ amora asked when she had turned around and was going back to her room. Hearing Amora Freed's question instantly speechless, she turned her head towards her lover.
This time the tears of Amora have been burning, the last years maybe Amora is still patient to face the attitude of Freed. Every birthday, they'll just blow out the candles. After that, Freed told him to go back to the room.
Yes, Amora knows maybe there's nothing they have to do and knows it's already night just that Amora wishes Freed's attitude melted more, let alone this is already their fourth year together.
Breath relief visible from Freed's face. To be honest he was really tired and there was no strength to deal with Amora.
“ Amora you know no, I'm like this. The choice is yours. If you want to survive, then stick with me like this, if not
..."
“I want to rest ...” suddenly Amora directly cut off the speech Freed. However he is still not ready to let go of Freed. Amora truly holds to the principle
'You are sick, but not with you much more sick.’
Amora wiped away her tears, then the woman went straight to her room. Then after closing the door with a little slamming it made Freed shake his head, the man immediately returned to his room
Amora sat on the floor, hugging her knees with her eyes straight ahead, staring at the buildings in front of her.
“Freed, should I keep humbling myself in front of you, for you to see me,” Amora said tonight was really a painful night for her, she just wanted to cry and cry.
The night changed in the morning, and the two men had breakfast in silence and no one spoke. Freed focused on his food, as did Amora. Normally, Amora would melt the atmosphere and attempt to lure Freed to talk, although it never worked. But now Amora was tired.
Confused because Amora was silent as usual, Freed occasionally stole a glance toward Amora..But he had no intention of asking his girlfriend
The meal was over, Amora immediately rose from her seat as well as Freed, no one spoke a word until they both came out of Freed's apartment. Not only that, while in the car there was no one who spoke Amora focused on looking at the window as well as Freed who focused on driving.
Until finally, the car driven by Freed arrived at the airport. “Thank you for delivering me,” said Amora, Freed just nodded his head, despite knowing Freed's reaction would be like this. But Amora hopes Freed will hug her, or say goodbye let alone they do not know when to meet again.
Amora turned around and started walking, it felt like Amora wanted to turn her head again, but she knew Freed was gone. Halfway through, Amora desperately did not look back, but in the end Amora turned back to see Freed.
Amora's heart ached, sure that Freed was out of place, the man had already left before he entered the departure gate. Amora breathed in as much oxygen as possible and then she continued her steps.
***
The plane was already in the air, Amora resuscitated her body backwards. Then after that look towards the window, Amora's heart felt mellow always like this every time she left America, she always felt her heart was left behind. I don't know why the charm of Freed is so strong that Amora who has felt pain many times still survives with the man.
“Ehmmm.’ Suddenly a man fell until Amora turned her head, she saw the man strangely. Because when he was sitting in his chair, the man was wearing a mask and wearing a hat until his face was not visible. But when the man bragged, Amora seemed to know the voice of the man.
Aware of being noticed by Amora, the man opened his mask, then opened his hat to make Amora shut her mouth. “Faris!” she cried Amora, she could not believe when she saw her friend on the same plane
“You didn't realize from earlier?" asked Faris, Amora shook her head.
“Why didn't you reprimand me?” ask Amora. Farish looked at Amora with love, because of the fact that Farish to America followed Amora, lucky that the Paris road was made easier until he came home to get a seat next to the woman he loved. Faris now works as a lecturer in Russia, while Amora is a lawyer.
Faris had loved Amora for a long time, even when they were in college, they were both from Indonesia and their beliefs were the same.
But unfortunately, Faris' love clapped one hand, he had several times asked Amora to be his lover only Amora always refused.
“Faris, are you on a business trip? What about your job?” ask Amora tubi-tubj. But before long Amora stopped her words when she saw Faris looking at her with a different gaze and Amora understood Faris' setting.
“Faris Don't you say you're here following me?” ask Amora
Chapter 5
Farish, you didn't really do that, did you?’ amora asked as Farish looked at her differently, Faris seemed to not answer Amora's words. But from his eyes he answered everything.
Amora immediately turned her gaze forward, until no one spoke, Amora and Faris were both silent. The awkwardness immediately struck Amora, she no longer spoke and she no longer asked, nor did Faris, either, she preferred to be quiet and not say any more to Amora because she knew Amora felt bad for her and felt ashamed. But she also wanted Amora to know that she was always around her.
Half an hour later, Amora was still silent as was Faris. Amora kept thinking, Why did Farish not stop chasing after her. He had rejected Farish several times.
In the end, Amora's curiosity immediately peaked. All this time he kept from asking. But seeing the extraordinary Effort Farish, to follow him to America, Amora was suddenly curious, so she turned to look at Faris.
Faris who felt fixed by Amora also turned her head. “Why?”. ask Faris.
“Farish Why did you follow me here? Why do you have to do something this crazy?” amora asked, she whispered because she did not want her words to be heard by others.
His face looked relaxed, but in the depths of his heart he was so flowery when Amora asked him why, until he unconsciously moved his hand stroking Amora's hair.
“Because I'm afraid of anything happening to you, every time you come home to America you always seem devastated.”
“Any?” reset Amora. “So all this time you always follow me, if I go here?’ ask Amora again. He screamed because he was too surprised by what he heard.
Before long, he closed his mouth as everyone looked towards him
“Everytime you go to America, surely you come home always like this, and I'm afraid anything happens to you.” Farish did say it in a super overtime voice, until Farish's words were so bewitching, she had never been treated this privilegedly by Freed. Never mind like this, Freed alone never even worried about him, never asked if he had arrived or not.
Amora looked forward again. Somehow he was too embarrassed to look at Freed. Until he finally asked. “Am I too stupid?” amora asked because she knew, Farish had seen what happened every time she came home from America.
“No, that's normal. You are just fighting for your love. Same with me, who is fighting for my love.”
Farish's words, making him slap, until Amora did not ask again, she remained silent. And after a long journey finally the plane that was riding Amora and Farish stopped at the Russian airport
Farish turned to Amora and found Amora asleep, until she gently rubbed the shoulder of the woman she loved.
“Amora!” calling Faris, Amora immediately woke up, she immediately turned her head towards Farish.
“Come down, we've landed.” Amora nodded, and she made her appearance, and Faris got up from her seat, and took her suitcase and Amora's, until she fell silent when Farish did.
“Ayo,” invited Farish when Amora was still daydreaming, until Amora realized the woman was immediately following Farish's steps to get off the plane.
“My car is parked there, you wait here I will take my car first, and I will drive you,” Faris said, as Farish was about to turn around, Amora pulled Faris' hand.
Chapter 6
As Amora pulled her hand, Farish turned her head and turned back. “What's the matter, you don't want to go home with me?” farish's tone of voice began to low, until Amora shook her head.
“No, may I come to the parking lot.”
“But far Amora.”
“It's okay, come.” Amora pulls her suitcase, then precedes Farish, as well as Faris who walks behind Amora's body.
”Amora Why is it so hard to reach your back and ask you to turn around.” Farish looked inwardly at Amora's back in front of him.
After a long journey, finally the car driven by Farish arrived in the basement of the Amora apartment. Amora lives in Russia alone, as both her parents are in Turkey. But, even so, Amora still has an aunt, her father's sister who lives in Russia. But Amora prefers to live alone in the apartment, because to be more flexible.
“Amora, this has arrived,” Farish greeting when Amora looks daydreaming, until Amora blinked and then realized. “Oh has arrived apparently, replied Amora.
Amora looked towards Faris, the woman bit her lips, then asked. “Farish, Why don't you look for another woman,” Amora said.
Actually it's a heavy blow to him, he felt a strange feeling when he found out Farish always followed him when he went to America. “Why do you follow me every time I go to America.”
“I don't want you to cry alone, love her Amora until you're tired, until you think that all your sacrifices were in vain.”
“Why don't you look for another woman.” Amora repeated her question.
“Because I love you, no more excuses and please don't ask again.”
“Why are you doing this?” it felt like Amora was completely powerless not to cry Somehow her heart was still not open when she saw the struggle of a man, but she still wanted to survive with Freed.
Understanding what Amora was feeling, Faris clasped Amora's hand. “No need to feel guilty Amora, this is not your wish this is my wish. You don't have to feel bad."
As Farish clasped her hands, Amora's heart completely warmed, Fred never did this to her, she never felt privileged by her lover.
“Farish, will you be tired waiting for me?” ask Amora. Farish.
“No, I will never be tired as long as the yellow janur has not curved. I will not be tired waiting for you. Like I said, chase him until you're tired until that tiredness gives you an answer.” Farish closed her words with a smile, her hands moved to wipe away Amora's cheeks that had been flooded with tears.
***
Freed went inside the man's apartment straight inside and opened his coat and sat down on the sofa, today he deliberately did not want to go to the office because he wanted to rest his body for a moment
Always like this, every birthday he always felt half his soul go away, he was always nostalgic for his dark past. How not, as a child he lived in a very cruel orphanage, where children were always tortured in the orphanage. But of course no one knows
Freed was always treated badly by the head of the orphanage, and in the end Freed was adopted by his adoptive family, until Freed lived a decent life and became like this.
Actually yesterday is also not Freed's birthday, because Freed himself does not know when his birthday, the date of his birthday that he created himself, actually the date, is the date when he was adopted by his adoptive family
After he succeeded, and began to be able to stand on his own feet, he began to know the real family, it turns out his father was a descendant of nobility. And another striking fact, Freed was banished because he was born from a woman who held the title of servant, until his father's family opposed his presence because he was only the son of his father's mistress.
A clear thread immediately fell from Freed's eye patch while recalling everything, this time Freed's expression was no longer cold, his face turned filled with sadness.
As he was about to get up, he saw something on the table and it was a letter, making the man frown, until at last he reached for the letter turned out to be Amora's writing.
Chapter 7
Freed frowned when he saw the paper that turned out to be Amora's writing, either Since when Amora put the paper because this morning as he remembered there was no paper there, he immediately opened it and read it.
“I don't know until when I hang out with you But I'll try to hold on until I'm tired.” That's all Amora wrote, apparently Amora put the paper down while Freed was wearing a coat.
Freed felt that there was something strange about his heart as he read the letter. I don't know why he felt something strange about his heart. Whereas earlier when driving Amora to the airport, she was mediocre. Although he was swept away, but Freed even squeezed the paper and then he threw it in any direction, he didn't want to think about anything until Freed finally laid his body on the sofa and then the handsome man closed his eyes.
***
“So you mean I have to go to Russia so?” ask Fred to Antoni, who is none other than his secretary. Freed rubbed a rough face upon seeing the nod from Antoni. The company that was in Russia was a little troubled, and only Freed could go to Russia to clear things up.
He was so reluctant to go to Russia because Lazy served Amora, this has been 1 month passed where Amora came home from America and during this one month anyway, Amora Always sent him a message. But Freed always reply, and rarely reply to Amora's message.He could not tell Amora, but what if he passed Amora and for sure it would be more complicated.
“You really can't go?” ask Freed.
any more.
“Can't, Sir. It needs your signature.”
Freed sighed heavily. “Ya, have booked the ticket.”
***
Amora came out of the courtroom, today she has just taken on her client, amid her excitement that she won the trial and because her client was found not guilty, Amora felt uneasy when Freed did not reply to his message. In fact, she was waiting for this already two days her message was ignored by her lover. Freed simply read the message, without replying to it.
“Amora!” call Theresia who is none other than a teammate with her. “ Let's enjoy coffee, we celebrate our success," said Theresia.
“Ayo.” Amora and Theresia walked to their cars, then they ran their cars towards the cafe which was not far from the court.
“I'll call someone, you go first,” said Amora when they reached the cafe and Theresia was out of the car. Theresia nodded, then entered alone, while Amora remained silent in the car and fiddled with her phone, hoping Freed had replied to her message.
And as it turns out, Freed hasn't responded to the message when Amora sent it two days ago. Indeed, Amora is trying to get tired so that she quickly gives up and can quickly forget Freed in order to open her heart to Farish.
But it turns out, Amora's heart has remained the same for one month she continues to pay attention to Fred. Though she knew Freed would never pummel her, she hoped her feelings would change for the man, but they didn't. Nothing has changed, her feelings remain the same
Amora took off her seatbelt, then the woman got out of the car and then she got into the cafe. When entering the cafe, Amora's body was still staring, her breathing suddenly irregular when she saw Freed was sitting in the same cafe
***
Amora's breathing suddenly became irregular, for the past two days, she waited for Freed, but the man she was waiting for was in the cafe and in the same country, didn't tell him to come to Russia.
In the end, Amora approached. “Freed, you are outrageous,” said Amora.
Hellaan's huge afas were seen from Freed's face. “I only have sudden business here.’
“Then why didn't you reply to my message?” ask Amora. Until Freed breathed again.
Had he known he would meet Amora here, he would not have invited his adoptive sister to meet at this cafe.
“I don't want to argue Amora.”
Amora felt her emotions run high upon hearing Freed's speech. “I should know you're like this, you definitely don't want me here either, right? Just continue on Freed.” Amora turned around, then looked for the table occupied by Theresia, while Freed did not react at all.
And when Amora had sat down, Amora again looked at the Freed table, it turned out Freed was no longer there, it seemed that when Amora turned around, Freed immediately left.
“Amora, are you okay?” ask Theresia
“ No, Theresia. I'm not okay.”
Chapter 8
Amora leaned her body back she raised her hand then wiped her tears with the tissue she had just taken.
Amora felt unable to be in the cafe, until she left Theresia and decided to go home. His encounter with Freed just now completely broke Amora's heart.
Somehow he was so stupid for continuing to hang on to a guy like Freed, where he was waiting for Freed but it turned out, he was, Freed even exist in the same country and did not tell it at all and did not appreciate its existence.
“Amora Why are you so stupid, you go to the best school, you always excel but why about this you are so stupid!” Amora cursed herself who could not control her feelings until shortly Amora stopped crying when her phone rang
And apparently, there was one call coming in from Farish. Amora tried to calm herself down, she did not want to look stupid in front of Faris.
“Ya, Faris,” replied Amora by trying hard.
“ Amora Where are you?” tanyakanya.
“I just got out of court, why?”
“My mom made you your favorite cookies, can you come, or what if I pick you up.” Amora smothered her mouth because her crying was already soaring, what else when Faris said that.
He felt all raging in the chest, he felt evil for having wasted Faris, because in fact, not only was Faris good to him the Farish family also loved him very much, but he was instead fixated on a guy like Freed.
“Oh Farish, I'm going to your house now.” Amora quickly closed her call because she did not want Farish to hear her cries, she kept silent for a moment then straightened up and then she opened the dashboard to take makeup supplies, then apply thin makeup, then apply makeup, he didn't want Farish to look at him chaotically.
When she was done, Amora started her car and then ran it to Farish's house, and after a long journey, finally, the car that Amora was driving arrived at a very large house that belonged to none other than the Faris family.
Amora pressed the horn until soon the fence was open, Amora immediately drove her car back and then entered through the fence. After the car landed in the yard, Amora reached into her bag and then she picked up her phone to call Faris.
“Faris, I'm ahead,” says Amora.
“Oh, yes. Amora wait a minute.” Farish's voice ran, because the call had not been closed by the man and before long appeared the figure of Farish out of the house, and walked with excitement towards his car.
Amora's heart beat twice as fast, her breathing felt choked, as she looked at Farish who seemed enthusiastic when she saw him. “Should I open my heart to you,” said Amora, Farish's face looks bright when picking her up.
Amora wakes up when Faris opens the door from the outside, until Amora presses the button and the door opens. “You should have told me where you were. So I can pick you up,” Farish said.
Amora chuckled, trying not to show her vulnerability. “Come, I've been waiting for you,” invite Farish. Amora nodded then the woman went straight down and followed Farish's steps.
While walking, Farish precedes him and Amora walks behind. But before long, Farish stopped her steps and turned her head back and she rewinded her steps to make Amora laugh, because Faris's behavior was so funny.
“How did your trial go smoothly today?” ask Faris as they walk.
“Hmm, I won the trial, my client was proven innocent.”
“Waw, you are great,” said Farish, instead of being happy with Farish's praise, Amora felt tight. Farish always appreciated everything he did.
***
“Bu's Amora,” says Farish when Amora enters the house.
“Yes God, Amora. It's been a long time ago aunty did not see you.” middle-aged woman blasteran Indonesia and Turkey was directly approached Amora, then Amora quickly greeted Fatimah.
“I'm sorry, Bi. I didn't get to see you, I'm a lot of work.” said Amora.
“It's okay, auntie just called your mother and said you'd be here,” said Fatim, because indeed she and Amora's mother were close friends, so she was, incidentally Faris' father is a native of Russia and Farish's father is a friend of Amora's father.
“Come in, cookies are still warm aunty and aunt hear you don't like cold cookies,” said Fatin. He embraces Amora's body.
‘Amora Why are you so stupid, still expecting that guy..While here welcome you warmly.’ Amora.
***
“Amora, auntie go upstairs first, you're with Faris first yes. Aunty will be happy if you stay here,” said fatim after they talked and spent cookies made by Fatim.
Amora smile. “Good, Aunt. But it seems to stay no, I'm a lot of work.”
“Oh well, auntie will tell the maid to wrap home-cooked food for you.”
Amora nodded. “Thanks, Aunty.” Fatim got up from his seat and left the living room.
“ Amora, let's go to the balcony. We talked there,” took Faris when Fatim was gone. Amora nodded, then followed Faris.
And here they sat, on the balcony of Faris' house. Amora stared in amazement at the scene before her, as Amora saw Farish pouring tea for the woman she loved, then she offered the tea to Amora.
“Drink Amora, this green tea is good for your digestion,” said Faris Amora nodded then smiled. “Thank you Farish.”
“How are you tired?” ask
Farish suddenly, making Amora almost choke.
“You mean?” amora said nervously. He knew what Faris' question meant.
“Don't forget it," replied Farish who did not want to make Mood Amora worse.
Amora only smiled faintly and she sipped her tea again, so Faris immediately invited Amora to discuss other things.
Chapter 9
Amora saw the clock on her wrist turned out to be showing time at 05:00 pm, and she had to go home soon because she had to review some cases.
“Faris Thank you for following me here,” said Amora Farish nodded.
“It's a shame you can't stay here
In fact, I will be happy if you accompany him,” said Farish, they also came out of the balcony.
After getting out of the Balcony, Farish took the bushel prepared by the maid at her house for Amora which contained the mother's cooking, then gave it to Amora, and after that, Farish drove Amora to her car.
When he arrived at Amora's car, Farish immediately opened the door for Amora until Amora immediately entered and then said goodbye to Farish and immediately drove her car home to her apartment
next day
“Nona Adeline, if the judge dismisses your lawsuit you can appeal that your child is in your hands,” Amora said as she confronted her client.
her client is visibly devastated that her husband is suing for her divorce and taking their child with him. Adelin who was crying wiped her tears, then she clasped Amora's hand.
“Nona Amora. I chose you because you're a great lawyer, you always win big cases and I beg you to win my case, let me be with my son,”.
“I can not promise anything Miss Adelin.Your case is also quite heavy, the evidence that your husband gets is also in his favor, we just pray and bring the real reason to the judge,” Amora said. Adelin did not answer him, he was so pessimistic.
Amora looked at the clock on her wrist, then she gently stroked Adelin's shoulder. “Come on, Adelin. The trial will soon begin." They came out of the waiting room and entered the courtroom.
The judge's hammer had been tapped, Amora closed her eyes. It felt like she wanted to cry when the judge decided custody of Adelia's husband or her client's ex-husband
The evidence issued by Ricard, Adelina's ex-husband, about Adelin led the judge to decide all that Adelin could not custody their child and for the first time also failed Amora in handling the case.
The trial was over, the courtroom was empty, leaving Amora alone. When all came out Amora was still pondering, she felt guilty for Adelin until finally Amora realized, she immediately cleaned it all up.
Just as he was about to come out suddenly his phone rang, one call came in from Faris.
“Amora where are you?” ask Farish.
“I just came out of the room per ...” suddenly Amora stopped her steps, Amora's heart felt riven by a dagger, she said, his chest rumbled even unconsciously he dropped the phone he was holding when he saw the scene in front of him, where Freed was hugging Adelin, his client.
Amora's world seems to stop spinning when for the first time she sees Freed like this, apparently Adelin is Freed's best friend who both grew up in a cruel orphanage, and it is only in Adelinlah that the nature of Freed melts and Freed never acts cold on Adeline.
During this time they grew up together, only when Adelin married Freed prefers to move to America. “Already Adelina, don't cry. Your son must be back in your arms,” Freed said as he stroked Adeline's back he hugged Adelin sincerely.
“If need I will ...” suddenly Freed's speech was interrupted when he saw Amora was in front of him and Somehow this time he suddenly felt uncomfortable with Amora's gaze, Amora said, especially now that Amora's face is covered in tears.
Normally she would be indifferent to her lover's feelings but now upon seeing Amora looking at him as she hugged another woman it felt like Freed felt a little guilty.
It's been a few minutes since Freed and Amora stared at each other, and during that time Freed did not release his arms from Adelin. Even he still continued to stroke the woman's back, making Amora's heart ache even more.
Don't ask how devastated Amora is right now, for sure she really felt an incredible pain.It was never imagined she would see this painful thing, until unknowingly, she said, the poor woman was crying.
Of the many pains that Amora feels when dating Freed. This is the peak of his pain. Now that Amora's world was completely destroyed, She could only stare without being able to protest without being able to ask .
Amora's daydream was lost to the phone on the floor again ringing, apparently Farish called Amora back because just now Amora did not speak anymore. Until Farish turns off her calls, then goes back to calling the woman she loves.
Amora twitched, then she wiped her tears. Then after that bending down took the phone off the floor, then turned away in the other direction.
He went through his steps with excruciating pain, it felt like Amora could no longer breathe, the world of Amora in an instant blackened all the hope that Amora gathered was lost in disintegration.
***
Amora goes into the apartment, she immediately releases her bag no matter in her bag there is a laptop and others, the woman is like losing her direction.Amora's face is really pale with puffy eyes.
How not, from earlier on the trip until now Amora could not stop her crying. Now Amora doesn't care about some people who see her.
When he got to the room, he immediately dropped his body on the floor, he immediately cried loudly to his chest and the worst of Amora hit his head on the wall, he felt stupid he felt himself to be meaningless in front of no one.
chapter 10
Farish was running his car at full speed. I don't know why she suddenly felt bad. When she called Amora back, Amora picked her up. But Farish could hear that Amora's voice was heavy even she heard a small sobbing.
Not yet had time to ask, Amora had turned off her call, until in the end Faris who was worried immediately followed Amora and from the position of Amora's phone, Amora was in the apartment until Farish now headed there.
After a long journey, finally the car driven by Farish reached the basement. Farish immediately descended and ran towards Amora's apartment.
While in front of Amora's apartment unit, Farish directly pressed the bell, she banged on the door because Amora did not answer.
Half an hour passed, Amora did not also come out even some people who occupied other apartments came out because they were disturbed by what Farish did.
Worried Faris immediately asks the apartment manager to forcefully open the door for Amora, and luckily the apartment keeper grants Farish his wish.
An hour and a half later, the door finally opened and Farish quickly went inside, and she ran around looking for Amora until Farish opened the door.
“Amora!” peeking Farish, when she saw Amora lying on the floor, she grew even more panicked when she saw Amora's bruised forehead..Apparently, Amora was unconscious because she kept banging her head. And now, as fast as lightning Farish took Amora to the hospital.
***
Amora opened her eyes, she felt pain in her head, she looked back and forth. However he did not know this where and in a split second, he realized that he was in the hospital the moment let alone the medicinal scent was emanating on his nose.
He spread his gaze in all directions, there was no one there. But before long, the sound of someone's footsteps seemed to be going into his ward, until Amora closed her eyes again.
And apparently the one who came in was Farish, Farish pulled the chair and then he grabbed Amora's hand, then kissed her.
“ Amora Why are you so stupid to have to do something like this. Don't you know what your life means, at least if you don't want to live. Why don't you live for me who loves you.”
Suddenly a clear circle fell from Amora's eye, when she heard Faris' words and when she found out Farish was helping her and taking her to the hospital.
In the end, Amora opened her eyes. “Amora, you finally realized too," said Farish, sighing in relief as seen from Farish's handsome face, when Amora opened her eyes and it warmed Amora's heart.
“ Faris!” he nodded in a super-slow voice.
“Amora!” farish squealed as Amora rose from her lie, and as Farish rose up intending to return to tell Amora to fall asleep suddenly Farish's body stiffened as Amora hugged her.
Farish's heart beats twice as fast. “A-Amora ..”
three months later
Amora opened her small mirror to make sure that her face was beautiful, then she looked towards the paper bag where the paper bag contained the food she made for Farish, her lover.
He immediately went down and walked into the campus, today he deliberately did not tell Faris because he wanted to give a surprise to his lover.
Yeah, three months ago after getting out of the hospital, Amora was trying to let go of everything about Fred, and after deciding that she accepted Faris.
Do you know what makes Amora tick? when Paris said. ‘Come on me as her Amora.’ Farish sacrifices herself, telling Amora to think of her as Freed.
Amora's heart really warmed it turns out there is a man who loves Amora with incredible fierce and Since the time of 3 months Amora trying to accept Farish, at first it is heavy, she feels foreign. but over time finally slowly Amora was able to reply to whatever Farish did.
During these 3 months, Farish never let Amora alone. If you don't teach Farish will accompany her everywhere, appreciate whatever Amora does.
And Amora doesn't know how Freed is, because ever since Freed hugged another woman, Amora doesn't want to find out more about the man, there's no breaking word between them because Amora is convinced, Freed won't care and he also doesn't want to care about the man who ruined her, he just wants to focus on his relationship with Faris the man who really made her his queen.
“ Amora!” calling Farish from a distance, Amora who was waiting in front of the room the man immediately smiled she waved her hand.
The smile was so fluffy on Amora's lips when Farish quickly approached her that Farish was walking with another lecturer, but the man seemed not to allow her to wait for a long time
“why didn't you come here to tell me?” asked Faris she was surprised. But looks happy.
“I want to have lunch with you. So I cooked at the apartment.”
“Lucky I haven't eaten yet,” Farish replied enthusiastically. ”Let's go in, we eat inside.” Farish quickly clasped Amora's hand and invited her in and closed the door
***
Time showed at 09:00 p.m., Farish continued to stroke Amora's hand that was leaning on her shoulder. When Amora's breath began to be regular, Farish tried to lay Amora's body on the sofa and after that she intended to carry Amora's body to the room.
But as Amora was lying down and Farish was preparing to get up, Farish suddenly suffocated, propping her legs up.
“Amora you haven't slept?” ask Farish. Amora laughed when she saw Farish's shocked face, and she got back up. In fact Amora pretends to be asleep, this is the moment Amora likes the most when they just finished the activities Farish accompanied her.
Farish accompanied her in the apartment and would return home when she was already asleep.
“Why are you pretending to be asleep?” ask Faris.
“Why have you never kissed me?” ask Amora. Farish stared confusedly at her lover.
“ What do you mean?”
” you never kissed me. Don't you love me?” ask again.
“So, can I kiss you?” farish's gaze now changed, staring at Amora like a wolf staring at her prey, making Amora shudder.
“Fa-Farish,” said Amora as Farish brought her face closer. Really, Amora was scared. He's afraid Farish's messing around.
When Farish's face was close to his, Amora closed her eyes. Before long, however, he re-opened his eyes when Farish simply kissed his forehead.
Amora thought Farish would kiss her lips, but it turned out to be wrong. “I love you,” says Farish. Amora opened her eyes.
“Farish you pranking me?” amora asked, she immediately took a pillow and beat Farish's body until Farish laughed.
next day
Amora was looking in the mirror, and today she wants to go to her aunt Mary's house. Marena she's not in a job. After she finished reflecting, Amora went straight out of the room and when she was about to get out of the mobile apartment in her bag rang. One call came in from a very familiar number.
Although she had deleted the number, but Amora remembered who owned Amora's body she was sculpting, even her hands trembled when she saw the number which was none other than Freed's number.
For the first time, Freed called him first. Amora breathed in as much oxygen as she could, it's been 3 months she hasn't communicated with Freed since she saw Freed hugging another woman.
And it seemed like he had to affirm that their relationship and it was over
“Hallo,” Amora reply. “Oh well, we meet there.” Amora closes her call, strangely now there is no pleasure or excitement when Freed invites her to meet.
In the past, he really hoped Freed had the initiative to invite him to meet first. But now, it felt like he was just plain ordinary
And this is where Amora is, in front of her there is Freed, this has been 10 minutes since Amora arrived and for 10 minutes also Freed and Amora both do not speak.
“Why did you call me here?” ask Amora.
“I just wanted to ask, why did you quit being an Adeline.” lawyer Amora smiled bitterly, gratitude instantly facing her when she was able to let go of Freed.
“I don't think I can be with a client that I believe I won't win. So I prefer to retreat,” said Amora Freed did not answer again.
His eyes were so straight that he looked at Amora. “Then why you ..” Freed's speech came to a halt as Amora looked about to speak.
“In two months I will be married, I do not know when we meet again.So I prefer to tell you now. I was hoping you could come.”
Upon hearing that Freed was creative as usual, as if not affected in the slightest and it made Amora grateful she could let go of Freed who never considered his presence.
“That's all I can say, see you.” After saying that, Amora also prefers to leave she no longer wants to deal with the man of her past.
***
Freed get off the car, man, he staggered because the man was drunk lucky he was delivered by the driver until nothing happened on the road and lucky also Freed managed to arrive at his apartment unit.
Freed opened the door, though,.Then he walked straight away. Several times he almost fell down but he managed to keep going. Freed dropped his body on the sofa then he laughed out loud.
“Cih basic liar, Amora you said.ksu. will wait for me!” Freed shouted with a laugh and before long he fell silent, eyes that had been closed until soon clear circle immediately fell from the eye patch, because he ....