
A few days later
Giseel clasped Arsen's hand, he smiled, strengthening Arsen with his smile, because he knew Arsen was feeling a tremendous nervousness.
Currently, Gisel is accompanying Arsen to his health control and to consult about his illness and what steps are being taken in the future. After entering the room, Arsenn's face looked very pale.
As long as Arsen was suffering from the disease, Arsen never listened to the doctor's words, he always ignored whatever the doctor said. But now, he had to hear about his condition. Of course, it made Arsen so nervous, as well as feeling scared.
“I'm here,” said Gisel, Arrsen smiled then nodded. Then before long, the door opened came the doctor who was going to deal with Arsen.
“You want to go somewhere? or do you want to eat out?” gisel asked, Arsen who was driving turned his head, then shook his head.
“We just go home to the apartment,” replied Arsen, because now they are in the car, and headed to go home to Arsen's apartment already got the operating schedule and after getting out of the examination room, Arsen, Arsen looked dreamy, because to be honest he was so scared.
“We'll just go to your apartment?” gisel said, because he knew Arsen was not comfortable in his apartment. Arsen nodded, then refocused on driving. After passing a long journey, finally the car driven by Arsen reached the basement, he also came out as well as Gisel who also came out of the car.
As Arsen walked ahead of Gisel, Arsen stopped his steps, when he felt Gisel was not following him, and he turned. Turns out, Gisel was still in place. As Arsen turned around, Gisel extended his hand, The sign he wanted to be held by Arsen, until Arsen smiled and went back to Gisel and clasped Gisel's hand.
“You want something, I think in my fridge there are some snacks?" arsen asked as they had walked into the apartment, Gisel shook his head.
“ You need rest, look at your eyes red once!” gisel's word, because Gisel already knew that Arsen never fell asleep at night.
“Sleep, I'll wait here,”ucap Gisel again.
“You want to accompany me to bed?” asked Arsen, Gisel nodded excitedly, certainly not Arsen who pulled Gisel's hand, but Gisel who Arsen's hand to enter the room, and after arriving in the room they immediately lie down in a position to hug each other. No one speaks, they dive into each other's feelings.
Arsen did not expect, after many years passed finally he could be with his former sister-in-law as well as Giseel, he did not expect to be at this point. After a long silence, Gisel distanced his face, then he immediately aligned himself with Arsen's face.
He stroked Arsen's cheek, then removed the corner of Arsen's wet eye, because he knew the arsenic wanted to shed its tears. “After marriage, let's travel the world .. honeymoon and have many children!” gisel said and this time the cry of arsenic could not be held back.
“Aren't you disgusted by me?” asked arsen with an unusually poignant heart, to be honest he really felt his confidence was lost in front of Gisel, he felt He was a despicable man who no one deserved to have. His parents just throw it away, his adoptive family just use it, plus the sins of the past he committed, so he felt he was not worthy of anyone.
Crazy sad so Arsen 😭