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Married to Duda
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Married to a Duda.
part 1 Marriage
Sah's voice echoed throughout the room, a pair of humans, just officially tied to the sacred bond of marriage. There is no smile or happy look of the two people who have just been tied to a husband and wife relationship. For the two couples, the marriage that had just happened, was so bland and scarred.
Albi, the bridegroom, pronounced kabul ijab with no zeal. His eyes were blank, like an uninhabited house. The man, who is now 39 years old, got married after years of graduation.
.He loved his late wife who died giving birth to his daughter 7 years ago. Actually, he did not want to marry again, but he also knew that the princess needed a mother figure. That is why, he received an arranged marriage arranged by his mother, until now, he was married again to a girl who was younger than 19 years from him.
Pramaina Lastri, a woman who is now 20 years old, did not expect that she should get married so soon, with a single widower.
It doesn't matter if he's married to a widower. It's just, it's all too sudden. He has been an orphan since the age of 15. During this time, his family received help from Mahira and Gani who were none other than Albi's mother and father, and now, they became his parents-in-law.
He who was in the boarding house, wanted to refuse when Gani and Mahira asked him to marry Albi, their son. Honestly, besides being very young. He also loves others, he loves santri who lives in the same boarding school.
He has no one in this world, he is a kara. During this time, Gani and Mahira were the place to depend. In return, she gave herself up, and accepted her destiny of becoming the wife of Samuel Albi Maheswari.
Every woman wants a warm and loving marriage, as does Lastri. She also dreams of having a loving marriage. However, no matter how strong his desire is in the end he must bury his will when he hears Albi's remarks before marriage.
"Lastri, I accepted this matchmaking and married you not because I wanted to really get married. But, I just need a mother figure for my daughter. But you don't worry. If there's a guy who loves you and you love another guy, then I'll let you go."
Like lightning in broad daylight, Lastri had not expected to hear that remark from Albi before they got married. But, when she said she agreed to marry Albi, she was determined to forget the man she had always been in her heart.
Albi's words completely pierced and pierced through his heart, his chest throbbing pain. He must put all his dreams of a warm and loving marriage at bay. Now, she is the wife of Albi if outside the house. But, her status changed if inside the house, she was only a nanny for her husband's daughter.
•••
"Arni, are you happy now," said Albi softly as he stared at the photo of his wedding with his late wife. His eyes glazed over as he looked at the photo before him.
After kabul, Albi prefers to lock themselves in the room. He left Lastri with his family.
When entering the room, tight squeezed his chest. He used to be alone in this room, he was used to reminisce with his memories with his late wife. But now, he had to get used to the presence of Lastri who was going to stay in his room.
It could have been, he told Lastri to stay in a different room. But he didn't do that. His parents had warned Albi and Lastri to sleep in one room.
Albi's daydreams crumble when he hears the door on tap. Albi wiped her tears, then walked towards the door to open the door. He knew it was Lastri who knocked on the door.
"Sir, sorry. Where is my room?" lastri asked slightly in a whisper for fear of being heard by others.
There is a sense of tightness when you see Lastri, to be honest. He felt sorry for the girl he had just married. But, inevitably he must have the heart to be indifferent and self-limiting, he does not want, Lastri hopes more for him.
"You can sleep in this room" replied Albi, he opened the door, letting Lastri into his room.
"Where am I sleeping, sir?" lastri asked again making Albi secretly sigh. He was really upset because Lastri kept asking.
"We sleep in bed. So don't ask anymore" said Albi coldly. After saying that. He went into the bathroom to clean himself up, leaving the silent Lastri.
Lastri bit her lips tightly, with all her might, she held back her tears from getting out of her eyes. He looked at Albi's walking back with a pushy look, whether he was strong in this situation.
Can I hang out with Mr. Albi.
Chapter 2 is trying to accept
Lastri put herself in bed. He looked at the photo of the bride Albi and Arni with a pushy look. A clear thread immediately fell from her eye patch when she saw a photo of her husband and a photo of her late wife. In the photo, Albi looks very happy, in contrast to Albi when he married her.
Can he survive with Albi, facing his cold and rude attitude. Should he sacrifice himself in the name of return.
•••
Half an hour passed, Albi was still at home under the shower. Something was missing and felt strange. In fact, he had already guessed that this would happen.
Truly, he felt that he had betrayed his late wife. But what power all has happened. he just has to accept and live this all.
The cold starts to penetrate the skin. Albi turned the handle of the shower and turned it off, took a towel and wrapped it around her waist.
When he came out of the bathroom, Albi steps silent when he saw Lastri's back vibrate, Albi's heart seemed to be crushed when he heard crying from his wife.
Unknowingly, Albi advanced towards his wife. After approaching, he patted Pastri on the shoulder until Lastri turned his head.
Quickly, Lastri wiped her tears and got up from her seat. "I'm sorry, sir," he said. He dared not look at Albi.
"I'm sorry, Lastri" said Albi to make Lastri lift his head.
Lastri was still silent, he was confused what to answer to Albi. Apologizing? Apologize for what? The question swirled in his mind.
"I'm sorry if there is my attitude that makes you not tasty," replied Albi made Lastri sigh.
"I'm not okay, sir. I just miss my late father's mother," she said. He looked back down as Albi stared intensely at him. Really, Albi's gaze was so piercing that it felt to the heart. Until Lastri prefers to decide his view.
"I know it's hard for you. I'm also sorry that you had to be dragged into my life with Anisa. But ka ...."
"Sorry, Sir. I want to go to the bathroom. Maybe, we can discuss this later." Lastri cut off Albi's speech. She could not hear word for word that her husband would say. He was also unable to hold back the tears that had been urgent to be released.
Albi rubbed a rough face as he looked at the back of Lastri who was walking away. He does not want to be selfish, which forced Lastri into his life to accompany his daughter.
•••
At dinner time, Gani and Mahira look at each other, when they see Lastri and Albi seem to be silent to each other. They were once in the position of Lastri, only, their story was a little different.
When Lastri Anisha. Mahira is suddenly bowed, she remembers the early days of being Gani's wife, whom Gani considers only as Dita's nanny. And he did not want, the married life of his son and daughter-in-law, just like his married life before.
Dita who is none other than Kaka Albi takes care of all his family. He saw the mother's face that looks sad, so he may have to talk a little to his sister.
"Albi, eat already. Kaka wants to talk to you" said Dita in the middle of an ongoing dinner. Until everyone looked at Dita.
The albis who were chewing ate it. Nodding languidly, it seemed like he knew what his older brother was going to talk about.
And this is where they were after dinner Dita invited Albi to talk in the living room just two.
Albi bowed lethargicly, while Dita stared fixedly at her sister.trying to picky words so as not to offend her sister.
"What do you want to say to Albi? "
Dita was still trying to pick a word, then she sighed a few times. "Al, I want to tell you about the past of father and mother, I hope the story of father and mother can be a lesson for your marriage with Lastri."
"First father same mother ...." Dita told me everything, what she remembered about the beginning of her father-union relationship until when they were 7 years apart and they met again when Abi was 6 years old.
•••
Albi opened the door of the room, he leaned his back against the door and looked at Lastri who was lying down curled up.
At the sight of Lastri, the words about her sister telling the story of her mother and father's marriage were ringing in her brain.
Should he forget everything, try to accept Lastri as his wife so that he does not regret it later. Or should she behave as usual to think of Lastri as just her babysitter.
After being silent and thinking about what step to take, Albi advanced towards the bed. He sat down next to Lastri then gently rubbed the hijab that is still in use Lastri, until Lastri turned his head.
"What's up, sir?" Ask Lastri.
"Lastri can we talk? "Ask Albi. Albi leaned his back while Lastri got up from his sleep justifying his hijab and looked at Albi with a question mark.
"What's up, sir?"
"From now on forget our agreement ... I want you to be my real wife. Although it takes time, but I will accept you and hope you also accept me as your husband," said Albi, making Lastri gawk.
Lastri's breath was severed .. His throat suddenly dry he looked at Albi with question marks. How could the man who had said coldly to her change his mind in just a matter of hours whether he was dreaming.
Understanding of Lastri's confusion, Albi pulled Lastri's hand and grabbed it ....
Chapter 3 foreign feelings
Lastri's eyes rounded as Albi pulled his hand. He tried to pull it again but Albi held it back.
"Sir, what do you want?" Lastri asked as Albi held her hand. He stopped asking and looked down when he saw Albi sighing violently, he knew. Her husband was forced to hold her hand.
Yes, there was a foreign taste when Albi grabbed his wife's hand. He wanted to release his wife's hand immediately. But he realized, from now on. He should start getting used to it.
"I want to be your whole husband and I also want you to be my whole wife" said Albi, making Lastri immediately raise her head her eyes immediately whistled with her husband's eyes.
Lastri's face instantly dimmed. She knew, and she was sure, what her husband said and what his husband felt was different. It was obvious from the way Albi looked at him.
Lastri sighed, he looked at Albi deeply and then he ventured to pull his hand back until it slipped from Albi's grasp.
"Sir, don't believe it. I know my position. You don't have to make it what you don't want. We just walk everything according to the agreement at the beginning," said Lastri made Albi stunned.
It was too revealing of his feelings he also realized Lastri realized what he felt. Slowly Albi came forward to Pastri, he pulled Lastri's hand and kissed him, rounding Lastri's eyes.
Albi changed his position and approached towards Lastri he caught both cheeks of Lastri making Lastri feel surprised instead of playing.
"Let's start slowly Lastri, it's not easy for me or for you. But at least, we can try to accept each other," said Albi, although saying so, there is still a sense of foreign. His late wife's face was in her brain.
He realized, Lastri was too young he also realized that is what brought Lastri into his world and inevitably he had to get used to accepting Lastri as his wife even though it was not easy.
Albi rose from his seat to his position half-standing slowly He opened the hook of the needle that stuck in the veil Lastri made Lastri strangled in shock.
"It's okay, open your hijab. I'm your husband now," said Albi made Lastri unable to say anything.he resigned, let Albi open his hijab.
Albi's heart, like being stabbed by thousands of needles when the Lastri hijab was open, Albi was eager to cry when he saw Lastri's hair was broken, Lastri's hair was so similar to the late Arni.
Albi trying to control himself, he smiled making the most grounded lastri for the first time he saw her husband smiling at her.
slowly Albi pushed Pastri's shoulder to lie down to make Lastri 100 times more surprised yet Lastri got up Albi has overstimulated his body
"I want my rights as a husband" said Albi. indeed seem selfish, but he did this to convince himself that he could accept Lastri completely.
clear hair immediately fell from the eye pelukur Lastri somehow he wanted to cry so much he did not understand what he felt between happy sad angry and disappointed into one.
when Lastri from her daydream without a cue Abi kissed Lastri's lips made Lastri round her eyes because of her husband's sudden movements.
Albi Aldi kissed Lastri's lips slowly********* made Lastri close her eyes, he said, he bit the lip of Lastri and teased Lastri with his tongue so that the tongue of Lastri moved until finally Lastri was tempted by slowly he returned the kiss Albi Although a little stiff because this was his first experience.
and in the end they also did a husband and wife relationship, even so there is no happiness that afflicts both of them Lastri did not enjoy it at all because she knew her husband was forced to touch her, and so Albi he just imagined that he was doing it with the late Arni not with Lastri.
After the two lovebirds separated, they lay down with their backs to each other. It seemed, Lastri was unable to see the face of her husband.
He should have followed the original plan, that he had indeed made Lastri his babysitter. Albi thought by touching Lastri, he could convince himself that he could accept Lastri. But in fact, he was wrong ... The uncomfortable feeling is getting
become so. In fact, he was a little disgusted considering his romance just now.
He felt a burden after touching Lastri, he was really sorry, he should not have touched his wife.
Si Albi, fucek boynya ilang2 ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Chapter 4 retaliates against Albi's attitude
Lastri's body still crumpled. His groin was painful, he was crying silently.capping his mouth, so that his crying was not heard by his husband who was also lying behind him.
You know what is most exciting? when you want to cry, but can not get it out and can only cry stifled as if you are strong to accept this.
Because he was uncomfortable with his body. Lastri decided to go to the bathroom.He got up from his lying down while holding his stomach down. He grimaced as he got out of bed, then limped to the bathroom.
Albi who felt the movement from his bed, turned his head. He rubbed his rough face when he saw Lastri limping. Now, how should he? should he repeat his attitude as before, an evil attitude that ignores his first ex-wife. But, he will be depressed when he has to be kind like a husband in general.
While in the bathroom, Lastri turned on the shower. He sat himself on the floor and let the shower wash over his body with the clothes still on. Tears returned to memory, washed away by the swift water that poured from above.
Under the shower, Lastri cried. The feeling of tightness can only be released through crying. His body is so broken. However, his heart was much more broken.
••••
After bathing and cleaning himself, he went straight out of the bathroom. His body was a little fresh. Even though his face still looks dirty.
When you get out of the bathroom, the bed is empty. Albi was no longer in bed. However, before long his heart beat twice as fast, as it turned out that Albi was sitting on the sofa holding a mobile phone. The face looked cold, making Pastri's chest throbbing pain.
Not wanting to continue feeling claustrophobic, Lastri walked to the walk in closet to change his clothes. He's got himself on the dresser. Then I saw his face fixed.
No matter how he held it, still the tears he kept were urgent to be removed. He took a comb, then wrapped his hair, with tears flowing. From the reflection of the glass, he still continued to stare at his own face without blinking.
Is she that cool, is her face that disgusting, until her husband immediately turned away after they had intercourse. Wasn't her husband asking her first. Why is it now as if he is guilty.
The sound of the footsteps resuscitated Lastri from his daydream. Quickly, he wiped away his tears and finished his activity, then. He got up from his seat and took the hijab.
If her husband builds a barrier with her. He will also build the same barrier. Her husband dragged her into the household. She was innocent, so why should she care about her husband's attitude.
•••
At 10pm, Albi who was sitting on the bed kept looking at the door, astonished. Why Pastri had not yet entered their room. No, he wasn't expecting Lastri to come in. He was only afraid that his parents misunderstood him, and thought that he was hurting his wife.
Before long, there was the sound of footsteps, making Albi sigh in relief, and then the door opened. The figure of Lastri came into the room.
When Lastri entered, Albi pretended to play his phone, then felt the movement from the bed, it turned out Lastri laid his body on the bed, he curled up with a hijab that was not separated from his head.
Looking at Lastri's attitude, Albi's forehead frowned. Whether Lastri is also regretful has carried out his duties as a wife. But, not long ... He pulled the corner of his lips, it would be great if that were the case. At the very least, they could execute everything like a plan in the beginning.
One month later..
A month later, their relationship remained the same. Right, alleged albi, that,. Lastri, just like him, both build distance. Makes Albi feel relieved.
Two weeks ago, Mahira and Gani returned to Turkey. Up in the luxurious house of Albi, only lived Albi and his wife's children, as well as some of their household assistants.
And just as Mahira and Gani are leaving, Lastri moves into Anisa's room. He no longer roomed with Albi, but with Anisha.
The cold attitude is both getting worse. They will wean each other, when they accompany Anisha to study or play. The rest, they will return to their original attitude.
In fact, before marriage, their communication went well and smoothly, but now?
"Mother is leaving?" anisha asked, as she saw Lastri preparing. Pastri who was looking looked over. Today, her first day of college, and inevitably, Anisha has to be with her aunt at home.
"Mother, go to college. Anisa playing with aunt, yeah. Mommy promised, Mommy going won't be long," said Lastri. He gently rubbed his stepson, bringing comfort to the little girl.
"Promise?" Anisa thrusts her pinky at Lastri, making Lastri chuckle.
"Anisa's taking a bath with aunty, yeah. Later breakfast, Mommy wants to go now," said Lastri. The little girl's lips were pursed. He didn't want Lastri to leave. Yet, even so. Anisha kept up with Lastri's orders.
After making sure her daughter went into the bathroom, Lastri came out of the room for breakfast. While walking, his steps came to a halt when he saw Albi eating his breakfast.
Usually they will have breakfast three, so the atmosphere is not too stiff. But this time, Anisha was still bathing until they had to have breakfast together.
Lastri again stepped up his legs, he pulled the chair then sat himself in the dining chair, making Albi a little glance.
Silent.
The atmosphere at the dining table was so quiet. Only the sound of the twang of the spoon clashed with the plate. They're husband and wife. But it is not like a stranger.
Albi wiped his mouth with a tishu. He reached into his bag, then took out his wallet.
"You went to college in the anter of Ikram's sir," said Albi suddenly, making Lastri look up at Albi. "You can take the money on this card, the PIN is Anisha's birthday," Albi said as he handed the atm card to Lastri.
"Thank you" Pastri replied. He took the card and put it in his wallet. After handing it over, Albi left the dining table, after which Lastri also left the dining table and prepared to leave.
After traveling a long way, Lastri finally arrived at the campus. Actually, he did not intend to go to college, because after marriage, he only intended to focus on taking care of Anisa.
However, seeing her husband's attitude, made her think of something. It could be that someday Albi will throw it away or divorce him, and before that happens, Lastri wants to have a high education, so that later, he can have a job that is populated.
As Lastri got out of the car, a man called out to her. When he turned his head, Lastri's eyes rounded when he saw the man.
"Ihsan," she said, Lastri's heart beat twice as fast as when he saw the man he had loved.
Pastry ...
Chapter 5 to go home together
lastri's heart beat twice as fast when she saw the man Ihsan who had been filling her heart. His heart rate increased as Ikhsan got closer to him.
His eyes could not escape looking at the figure of Ihsan who was so soothing. His blood rippled, and he was eager to express his feelings that he loved the smiling man and walked towards him. No, it can't ... Her status was already the wife of Samuel Albi Maheswari and she would no longer be able to hope to be with ikhsan Pramudia.
"Hi, Las, we haven't seen each other in a long time" Ihsan said, cupping his hands together, as well as Lastri shaking hands without touching.
"Sister, you also went to college here?" asked Lastri with a red tinge. This was the first time Lastri had spoken face to face with Ihsan, because if in the boarding school he only saw Ihsan from a distance as well as Ihsan who only saw Lastri from a distance. They both never said hello. They just know each other.
"She, I'm in college here. I didn't think we'd meet here. What are you majoring in?" Ihsan asked.The man's heart was pounding violently. Apparently, not only did Lastri love him he also had the same feelings as Lastri. He fell in love with Pastri since the first meeting.
not yet Lastri answered the sound of a car squeak, making Lastri and Ihsan turn their heads in unison.The car that just came parked his car next to the car used by Lastri.
lastri's eyes rounded when she saw her husband get out of the car. Lastri thought her husband would come to her.
But, apparently not. Her husband just passed through her body. Albi does not know himself. Before long, he remembered something. In addition to being the director. Her husband also became a lecturer at one of the universities. And he did not expect, that Albi taught at the same university.
"Nlas ...." Ihsan leaned Lastri from her daydream. Until Lastri woke up.
"So, if that's what I'm going to get in first, right?" lastri. No matter how strong he felt about Ihsan, he had to keep fortifying himself. Because of her status as a wife, she could not hope for Ikhsan anymore.
After saying that, Lastri also entered the campus. Leaving the Ihsan who was sculpting. His forehead frowned in surprise when he saw Lastri's change in attitude when he saw the man who had just got off the car.
•••
After teaching, Albi dropped out of the classroom. His friend was the rector of this university, and he was forced to become a lecturer. At first he was reluctant and intended to stop. But, it turns out to be a lecturer quite fun. He could forget a little about the late Arni.
When he left the class. His eyes looked at Lastri who was looking at the notice board. No, lama. Lastri also looked towards him. As their eyes locked onto each other, Albi quickly decided on his gaze.
Lastri smiled bitterly. Now, he is conscious. That Albi doesn't want their status to be known. Especially when ospek. He heard the news that Albi is one of the dream lecturers on this campus, let alone the status of Albi who is widower. Albi is typical of lecturers who are jutek, until their Chairism is increasing.
Not wanting to keep thinking about Albi, Lastri chose to continue his steps and chose to go home.
While in the parking lot, the driver was waiting for him, while Albi's car was still parked next to the car that picked him up. But, what does it matter. He decided to get in the car immediately.
•••
"Mother why haven't you come home yet?" anisha asked after they performed the Isya prayer together. Not yet Lastri replied, there was a sound of footsteps coming from outside. And before long, the door opened. The figure of Albi popped out from behind the door.
"Misha!" call Albi, the little boy immediately catches his face and runs towards the father. For a moment, Albi's eyes and Lastri's eyes looked at each other. However, before long they both decided on his view.
•••
Two Weeks later
Lastri sat languidly on a toilet bidet, holding a flat object in her hand. Her eyes began to heat up, she wanted to cry as hard as she was phocytip pregnant.
Not that Lastri is unhappy and unhappy. But, he was just confused. How to tell Albi. Their relationship is far from good. They stay away from each other. It would be strange to tell her she was pregnant.
"Mother!" there was a sound from outside, making Lstri rush to put the tespack into his game pocket. He got up from his seat and came out of the bathroom.
"Hmm, Honey?" ask Lastri. He gently rubbed his stepson's hair and gently pulled Anisa's hand. "Why mother, hmm?" ask Lastri.
"Mother let's have breakfast, bribe Nisha," he asked, making Lastri speechless. During these few days, he avoided having breakfast together. He was always claustrophobic when he saw Albi, and now, he knows why it happened. Because it's the baby that's in her birth.
But this time, he could not bear to refuse Anisa's request, moreover his stomach was hungry. It's impossible to go to college with a rumbling stomach.
"Yes, come. But the promise of eating vegetables, yes," said Lastri. After Anisha nodded. He came out of the room and walked into the dining room. Not to forget, he brought his bag because he was going to college.
•••
When the sound of footsteps rang out, Albi who was eating her breakfast turned her head. For the first time, he was stunned to see his wife. He hasn't seen Lastri in days. During this week, he didn't go to teach, because the hospital work was so piled up. So he didn't see Lastri at home or on campus.
And today, he was stunned to see Lastri's face slightly pale. However, he soon regained his senses as Lastri walked closer to him.
Silent.
As usual, the dining table was very quiet. Lastri continued to feed Anisha and Albi unknowingly, quietly glancing towards Lastri..
•••
After breakfast, Pastri went to college, as usual. He went among the drivers. Albi chose to play with Anisha. Because today, he didn't teach or go to the hospital.
At 10pm, after accompanying Anisah to play, Albi exited her daughter's room and walked downstairs to pick up her phone. However, when he came down, his forehead frowned in surprise when he saw the driver who drove Lastri had gone home. Shouldn't be the driver waiting on campus.
"Sir, why don't you wait for Lastri on campus?" albi asked, the driver stopped his steps and turned towards Albi
"Fuck, Den. Miss Lastri told me to go home first Den. She said she wanted to go somewhere else" said the driver. Making Albi's forehead cringe. Why Lastri told the driver to go home. Shouldn't Lastri have asked the driver to take him anywhere.
Suddenly Albi's feeling suddenly uncomfortable. He immediately remembered the pale face of Lastri.
•••
She left the class in slow steps. His body was so limp, today he plans to go to the hospital to check his contents. Since then, she had thought a lot, she would keep her pregnancy a secret from anyone, including her husband. That's why he told the driver to go home first.
Despite walking slowly, finally, Lastri reached the exit gate. Just as he was about to order a taxi online, his movements came to a halt when he saw a figure leaning on the car. Who else if not her husband. For a moment, Lastri and Albi's eyes locked onto each other. However, quickly. Lastri shifted her eyes and looked back at her phone to order a taxi online. Maybe her husband is waiting for her.
However, not long.Lastri's hand was pulled by someone made Lastri raise his head.
"Pa-pak," Lastri said stammered as Albi pulled her hand.
" Let's go home with me," asked Albi to leave Lastri stunned.