
“You're tired of taking care of people with mental disorders like me?" ask Jonathan. For the first time perhaps in a year, Jonathan spoke to Syakira by looking into her eyes, because he had never been like this before.
Shakira smiled, Shakira's smile was so alluring that it made her heart beat twice as fast. Slowly she stroked Jonathan's cheek, and instead of replying, Shakira turned closer to Jonathan and hugged him, causing Jonathan's body to tighten.
“Sha-Shakira,” call Jonathan. She could not believe Shakira was holding her. Jonathan's body was electrocuted as Shakira hugged him, so she could only fall silent.
Shakira hugs Jonathan looking for answers about how he feels. When asked if Shakira loves Jonathan back, the answer is, Yes.
As time went on, this year her feelings for Jonathan grew again. But he was too afraid to step up, he was too afraid to start again with the same man. For yesterday's wounds were not dry and he was afraid that he would be hurt for the umpteenth time.
“Jonathan hugged me for 10 minutes" said Shakira. Jonatan's body trembled, his consciousness increasing many times over upon hearing Shakira's words.
In the end Jonathan returned the woman's embrace, then unexpectedly Jonathan hugged Shakira so tightly that made Shakira strangled and what made Shakira most surprised was Jonathan who cried while hugging her.
Jonathan was not crying softly but in a very loud voice, the man spilled all what he felt, about guilt and other regrets, etc, shakira immediately stroked Jonathan's back, letting Jonathan cry.
***
Time showed at 2pm, Jonathan came out of the room. The surrounding atmosphere was so quiet because it was already early in the morning. Jonathan walked slowly, the man intending to go to the small church next to his house.
Jonathan sat himself in the chair, then he clenched his hands and then he kept his hands on his chin, then closed his eyes.
“God, I know it's too late to pray to you. But can I ask you something?” lirih Jonathan with tears.
During this time, Jonathan did not believe in God and had no religion, he lived as an atheist man but today he changed, for the first time in his life he remembered God, so he came to this place and prayed.
“Jonathan ... Jonathan!” Syakira looks for Jonatan to and fro, she who just took a drink sees Jonathan's empty room, she is afraid something will happen to her ex-husband.
“Jonathan!” call Shakira again in a panic. Just as he was about to squeeze the bell to call everyone, he suddenly saw a silhouette of a shadow walking towards him and it turned out to be Jonathan.
“Jo!” call Shakira.
Jonathan smiles, leaving Shakira stunned for the first time when Jonathan looks at her and smiles back.
“Why are you awake?” asked Jonathan. again Shakira was silent this man like he was 100% healthy%
“I'm looking for you. But you're not there you worry me" Shakira said. Jonathan stroked Shakira's hair, then grabbed her shoulder and then invited Shakira to go to the room..
“Tonight, will you accompany me to sleep?” ask Jonathan. Shakira was astonished by Jonathan.
“Let's rest I've healed, I don't have to hurt you,” Jonathan replied as Shakira walked in daydreaming.
Jonathan's heart aches even more, considering today may be the last day he can sleep with Shakira, before he lets go of the woman to be happy.
After talking to Shakira in the room, Joshua says that Shakira has an offer in Africa and Jonathan knows Shakira is desperate to go there and Jonatan intends to release the woman for Shakira's happiness.
Although he let go of Shakira, but he will still try to get Shakira's heart again. Whether God will return Shakira to him or not, he will now make Shakira happy.
Whether when Shakira returns to Russia will return to her again or not, Jonatan will only pray that Shakira will be his again.
“Jo, are you okay?” shakira asked as they lay face to face. Jonathan stroked Shakira, making Shakira's heartbeat beat twice as fast.
“I've recovered Shakira,” Jonathan said.
Instead of answering, Shakira looked at Jonathan strangely. “Jo, are you okay? you worry me" Shakira replied, giving Jonathan a chuckle. When he saw Jonathan laughing, again Shakira's heart was like it was going to come out of his chest cavity, the woman was really in disbelief when she saw Jonathan smiling and was willing to look at him.
“Will tomorrow date me?” ask Jonathan.
“Why did you ask me out?” ask Shakira.
“Wind it, if you don't want it's okay.”
Jonathan approached, then took Syakira into his arms, he peeped into Shakira's brow-like account. Shakira did not protest she was so comfortable needed Jonathan that in the end the woman closed her eyes, then fell asleep differently to Jonathan who could not sleep at all.
The shadow she would not see Shakira again flashed through her brain, but she had to classify everything to get the woman back.
***
“Where are you going?” ask Nael from behind. Jonathan and Syakira who were about to walk towards the elevator turned their heads.
“I want to take Shakira for a walk."
“You okay?” nael asked, it's not usually her son like this.
“I'm cured, Dad," he replied again. “We're already going," Jonathan directly pulled Shakira's arm, then brought her down.
“May be happy with you, Jo." As a father he felt grateful Jonatan had recovered and he was very grateful to his former son-in-law for helping Jonathan.
***
“How are you happy today?” ask Jonathan. Right now, they were sitting in the park, all day they spent together, they were walking to places of memory where they used to still be dating.
Shakira who had just drank her drink immediately turned her head, then she smiled. ”Hmm, I'm glad we're flashbacks in the past" replied Shakira.
“Shakira!" call Jonathan. “Do you want to go back to Africa?” ask Jonathan. Shakira turned to Jonathan. It seems he knows who Jonathan knows from.
“Shakira pursue your wish and also ...”
“Jo, is there a pa with you?" ask Shakira. Jonathan changed his seat, going cross-legged as well as Shakira. Somehow Shakira didn't accept Jonathan telling her to leave...
“You don't need me anymore?" ask Shakira.
Jonathan held Shakira's hand. For a year he never apologized to his ex-wife, and now he says. “Shakira, it is impossible if I apologize and you will forgive him. Because I know the wound I gave was very scarred. But last night, I thought a lot. You have the right to continue your life Shakira, go to Africa. I'm fine, I'm cured.”
Shakira lowered her head, for some reason she felt claustrophobic when she heard Jonatan's words, as if Jonathan didn't need them anymore. “I let you go not because I don't love you, but I want you to be happy and not stuck with a guy like me anymore. When you leave, I'll change for the better and by the time you get back, either God will bring us together again or not But I'm going to resign to your decision, you understand I mean.”
Shakira, who had been moody, now understood what Jonathan was saying, Jonathan wanted time to change and wanted to reassure him with another version.
Shakira developed her smile then she stroked Jonathan's cheek. “Hmm, let's come back with a better version from now on" Shakira said.
***
Finally the painful moments for Jonathan arrived, he was at the airport to take Syakir. From earlier in the car, Jonathan was unceasingly clasping Shakira's hand.
There is no statement from the two about those who will unite again or not, there is no word of invitation from Jonathan to invite Shakira to refer, nor does Shakira discuss what will happen in the future, they are just committed to being better than ever.
Shakira said goodbye to everyone, as Jonathan's entire family also drove him to the airport. And now, it was time for him to enter the departure terminal
Shakira took her hand off Jonathan, then Shakira turned to Jonathan until the two locked eyes.
“Jo, take care of yourself.Never eat spicy and never drink beer, remember your stomach is problematic,” said Shakira.
Jonathan did not answer. She hugged Shakira. Until, in the end, the crying that he was holding was finally spilled.he did not care where he was, for sure he wanted to hug Shakira.
“Take care of yourself Shakira,” Jonathan said. Shakira lets go of his embrace then he tiptoes kissing Jonathan's lips.
“Bye.” In the end Shakira turned around then walked and before long she turned her head and waved her hand.
“Go my dear." Jonathan replied to Shakira's hand with tears.