
Savannah was only able to bow when she heard what Joshua said. He did not dare to raise his head. Don't ask, how miserable he is at the moment.
Savana did realize that all this time he was wrong and mistakenly did not want to obey Joshua. Now, he has no choice. He just had to obey Joshua so that his son could have a complete family.
Since marrying Joshua, she became a kara, having no one. Therefore, he did not want his son to feel what he felt.
"So you understand what I'm saying?" joshua asked as Savana looked down. He felt anxious himself when Savana did not answer his words.
Savana fell silent then nodded. "Yes Uncle, I understand," he replied with a broken heart.
From now on, Savana will try to be the best wife for Joshua. He's gonna start learning everything. He was indeed sick when he heard something like this, because Joshua's speech to him was too frontal. However, he would try because he was aware, this was also his half-wrong.
"It's good if you understand" said Joshua. After that, he immediately put on the seat belt and then turned his head again towards the Savana.
"Wear your seatbelt, we go home" Joshua said. Tilda there was hospitality in the tone of the man's voice.
Joshua immediately started and ran his car back. While on the way, Savana fell silent. He looked towards the window holding back a cry from breaking. Joshua was focused on driving.
After a long journey, finally the car driven by Joshua arrived in the basement of the apartment. "Let's go down" said Joshua. He looked towards Savana.
"Not much drama, Savana. Remember what I said. I want you to try to grow up" Joshua said as he now looked at Savana like a weeping man.
Savana. He got out of the car without turning his head towards Joshua because he did not want the man to see his cry.
Joshua could only shake his head at that.
While in the room after entering the apartment unit, Savana immediately walked towards the room to release her cries. He did not expect that he would listen to this kind of thing.
***
At seven o'clock in the evening, Savana made sure she was neat in the mirror. Today, she wants to cook Joshua's favorite meal. From that moment on, he had thought a lot that he should not lose. He has to prove to Joshua that he can be a good wife and mother.
In fact, Savana also has gastronomy, only all this time he never used it for Joshua.
Savana out of the room. He walked straight to the kitchen. Actually seeing Joshua's face alone still feels tight for him, but he does not want the man to consider it excessive, so he must strengthen the mind.
While in the kitchen, Savana immediately opened the refrigerator. The woman immediately closed her nose when her stomach churned due to nausea when inhaling the spice in the refrigerator.
The savannah closes the refrigerator and rests her body behind her. He's stroking the stomach. "Son, let's cook for Daddy. Help Mom yes, so that Mommy does not get in trouble" said Savana.
Savannah closes her nose. The woman then opened the refrigerator until finally, an hour later the cooking was finished.
It takes an extra struggle for Savannah to cook a meal that looks really delicious. Of course because he's at war with nausea.
When finished, the Savana moves the food into a tray and then takes it to the dining table. However, when going out of the kitchen area, Joshua went out of the room.
Savana tightened her grip on the tray, because however, she felt slashed when she saw her husband. "Uncle, let's have dinner. I've been cooking," said Savana who ventured.
Joshua remained silent. He looked at the cuisine on the Savana tray. Silently the man screeched and of course the sight seen by Savana made him feel pain.
"You eat alone, I have an appointment with a friend. Don't wait for me, I'll be home for the night" Joshua said sadistically.
Joshua was unsure of the cuisine Savana made, for for years the woman had never cooked and she did not want her mood to deteriorate by tasting the food of the unsavory Savana, he decided to eat out with his friends.
After Joshua came out, Savana's body was still sculpting. Clear thread down without being held. 'Why is this so painful?' inner Savana.
'No Savannah, you must not give up, ' Inner Savannah again. He immediately walked towards the dining table, then sat down with a sore heart and weeping, Savannah eating her own food.
***
One month later.
It's been a month since his conversation with Joshua in the car, and for a month now Savana has been trying to be the best. From starting to prepare the needs of Joshua and others. He's always acting grown up. He also returned to active college.
But during that month too, Savana struggle as if not seen in Joshua's eyes. The man was still cold, never even asking what he wanted or how their son was doing.
When the Savannah was cooking, Joshua never ate it, and just now the Savana had finished doing a content check that turned out to be in a slightly weakened state. How not, he always goes through every day with overthinking, stress and others, until the content drops a little.
Savana had also tried to get Joshua to check the womb, but the man only gave money and could not drive on the grounds there was work until he was forced to go to the hospital alone.
When he got home from the hospital, Savana decided to take a walk in the mall. She wanted to release her stress as well as look at the baby clothes. However, just stepping upstairs, she felt her stomach ache.
While daydreaming, Savana looked down. I think he really wants to cry. He's been asked to be the best, but Joshua hasn't changed. Though he thought, if he changed the man could act a little warm. But it turns out Joshua's attitude is the same.
While Joshua, he's giving Savana punishment. He did not believe in the change of the woman. She was afraid that if she turned into a warm husband, the woman would return to the way she used to be. Though without him knowing, his attitude really hurt Savana.
As she was about to get up, Savana turned to the restaurant where she saw her husband eating with a woman, who was none other than Joshua's friend who worked as a lecturer.
Apparently, they accidentally met at a restaurant and decided to eat together.
The thing that made Savana devastated was, Joshua was being warm to the woman. They even eat while talking. Something she never saw from her husband.
Emotions instantly hit. Savana no longer cared about the pain in his stomach until the woman immediately rose from her seat and approached Joshua.
"You can be friendly with him but why can't you be friendly with me?!" savanna asked when she was in front of Joshua. He spoke with a slight increase in his voice, until Joshua and his friend immediately turned their heads when they heard Savana's voice.
Instantly, emotions immediately whack Joshua because Savana makes him embarrassed, let alone some restaurant visitors looking at them. "What are you doing?" ask Joshua.
Savana immediately took a drink and then splashed it on Joshua's face, making the man's eyes round. He immediately stood up, then took a break to his friend and pulled Savana's arm to take her out of the restaurant.
Savana tries to pull his arm from Joshua's grasp, as he walks very fast. Even his stomach was cramping.
"Uncle!" pinta Savana when they're in the basement. He immediately pulled his hand from Jonathan's hand violently until the man turned around.
Emotions still hit Joshua. The man was really embarrassed by Savana's behavior.
"Gavana!" shout Joshua. Luckily the basement was quiet, so no one heard Joshua.
"You demand to change, you tell me to be what you want and I've done it all, but you're a—"
"Enough!" yelled Joshua, "just drop the boy. I don't want my son to be born to a woman like you who never knows manners and always throws a tantrum!" Joshua shouted with a very reddened face.
Upon hearing that, Savana immediately looked at Joshua wistfully, she could not believe her husband had told her to abort their child. The feeling of anger also changes with pain. Fall out. It was that one word that left him completely devastated.
"You want me to abort this child?" ask Savana. This time he asked very quietly. He looked at Joshua with a disappointed look.
"You think my son would be proud to have a mother like you?!" hardik Joshua's. He spoke because he was in an emotional state. No one had ever treated Joshua like this, that was why he felt such overwhelming anger towards Savana that it let out those words.
"Now take care of yourself. Whatever you're gonna do. I don't care."
After saying that, Joshua immediately turned around and left Savana who was grinning with a sullen cry. He held the edge of the car next to him, trying to brace himself.
***
Time shows at four in the afternoon.
After coming home from the mall, Savana did not stop crying. The woman really did not believe what she heard from Joshua.
Before long, the bell rang until the Savana who was sitting immediately got up from his seat. With a grievous heart, the woman walked towards the door, knowing who was coming, the drug courier she had illegally ordered because it was not sold in any dispensary.
The drug is a drug of abuse. Savana was too devastated when he heard Joshua's words, so unable to think clearly until finally decided to follow the man's wishes, namely aborting their child.