Dream Womb
Photo Haris

“You didn't say that people's husbands!” Ayu squealing.

I put my shoulders down. “This I just told you.”

Ayu restored her hair rough, her face riled up. He must have given up the intention to support me after knowing Haris' status. Of course, as a wife who would be willing if her husband cheated? Even if it's someone else's husband. At least, the soul of a fellow wife was against it.

“Duh .. kirain I'm still single. Better not to continue, Key!”

“Iya, I've decided it, kok.”

“Totally?”

“Iya, last time on the way, I sent a message to him. So later I want to change the number so that we do not connect with each other again,” obviously I make Ayu sigh of relief.

He held my hand for a moment. “You've done the right thing.”

I smiled thinly. I'm glad I didn't disappoint Ayu. I have no one but my friends. Want to complain to the parents? They no longer exist in this world. I just felt how much the nelangsaanya living alone without relatives.

My parents' brothers are still around, only they live outside the area, so it was quite difficult for me to come to them. Plus I haven't had enough supplies to travel far. The number that I can call also I do not have because Mas Andre had reset my phone.

“I'm curious, like what the hell is your affair?” Ayu put on a curious face.

I was silent, honestly we had a photo together and there were 1 photo that I have not deleted. I want to remove it, but close it. I still want to look at him, even if it's just a picture. Love it in your heart and keep it in your memories. I should have forgotten about it, but it would have been very difficult. Slow down, that feeling will diminish over time.

Since Ayu is the person I trust, I held out my phone to her. There's a picture of me with Haris. Ayu received my phone and then widened her eyes.

Ayu is not wrong, Haris is handsome. Because his wife was as beautiful as Diana, they were a very compatible couple. I became ashamed of myself realizing a self that was not comparable to his wife.

“I met him during the pregnancy program control,” my light managed to make Ayu turn away from the photo Haris.

“He's also promil?”

“Yes, he always comes with his wife.”

Ayu increasingly shakes her head. “You know who his wife is?”

I nodded, Ayu immediately shook both of my shoulders. “How much does the story tell you that you can cheat? Clear everything!” ask Ayu to be impatient.

“Everything just happened, originally because I found Haris' employee card left in the gynecologist, then I returned it. From there we kept in touch, Haris gave me his mobile number.”

“He first who gave number to you?”

I moved my head to answer Ayu's question.

Ayu sighed again, since he had done it like an old man who had TB disease. Perhaps, soon he would have that history. Who wouldn't be asphyxiated to know the person closest to him has such a complicated problem? Just listen to my story Ayu like a person who participated in frustration.

“Men always start the game and women will be blamed in the end. Supposedly, I'm more sensitive and can be your back, Key. All happened because of circumstances. You must be very desperate and when you find comfort, you are too complacent. I'm sorry yes ...”

I blinked, Ayu expressed her regret that moved me. Maybe it was because I became like this? Or am I the only one looking for a gap? Apart from that I am very lucky to still have Ayu who continues to encourage me with her good prejudices, who thinks in my position. It made me realize the mistakes and sins I had committed. May God still forgive me.