Dream Womb

Dream Womb
Anger Haris


The POV Haris


I've been coming back to this apartment for almost a month, to this prison. Yes, the prison of the heart, where I have to live again with the woman I do not love, the woman who has already become my wife.


Mski doesn't mean I'm back with Diana. I only spent my days being a standby husband while his wife was pregnant. I kept my distance from Diana. Until now, that's the best I can do. I used to sleep on the sofa, while Diana was in the room. It has to be.


I'm here because Diana often needs help carrying groceries or checking the contents. I should have been happy because the pregnancy program we followed for so many years had finally come to fruition. But, in fact, it is not so. It is true that human feelings change so quickly, as well as my heart which is now attached to one name, Keysha. I feel guilty when I remember him.


"Darling, I'll be shopping tonight, yeah. I'm going to buy some monthly necessities. Boost a lot of fruit so that our children can get a lot of nutrients" said Diana with a sulk.


Now little Diana makes her pregnancy an excuse to go with me. I don't have a problem. Inevitably, indeed I had to take the time to deliver it. At least this is what I did because of humanity and because she was pregnant with my son.


Diana took the trolley into the hallway after the supermarket, bought whatever she wanted, so it didn't take long for her shopping bed to be full. I pushed the basket to the cashier after paying, Diana grabbed my arm, and we went home.


When I stopped at a red light, a mother crossed the street, I suddenly remembered my mother. Why hasn't Santi called in a while? Usually once a week Santi always calls me. Yesterday I did not pay much attention because my work in the office was a lot. Only now did I realize that there had not been a single call from Santi.


The next day I went back to work, and when I arrived at the office, I would definitely be so busy that again I forgot to call Santi.


I came home with a body that felt very tired. Arriving at the apartment, Diana leaves. He slipped a message in the fridge magnet.


‘Haris, don't wait for me because I want to see friends.’


Diana's bad habits don't change, hanging out with her friends, hanging out in the mall. It seems Diana had forgotten that she was pregnant and had to maintain her body condition so that the pregnancy was smooth.


I opened the fridge and took a cold drink and drank it down.


This is the right time to call Santi.


The phone is connected, but Santi doesn't pick it up. I tried again until Santi's new fourth call picked him up.


"What's up, brother? Still care about us?" I heard Santi's cynical tone.


"Why are you, San? How angry is this?"


"Who is angry? I'm not angry with Brother, only I'm trying to understand that Big Brother now doesn't want to be bothered with us anymore."


"What do you mean? Why did you say you didn't want to be disturbed? Brother always cares about you, it's you who haven't called Brother for a long time" I said in a slightly raised tone.


"I don't know, Mother yesterday had fallen in the bathroom and almost not helped. But while on the phone, Aa turned off her phone. Is that what you said you cared about family?"


"Wait a minute, when did you call Brother?" manya curious.


"The old man about three weeks ago. Anyway it was the morning of the red date, so Santi did not go to school. Santi remembered very well," said Santi still sounding sniffling.


 "Awhile."


I thought for a moment and remembered that Diana's Baby Shower coincided with the red date night of the national holiday. I also remember because the next morning, I didn't go to work either. I growled and tightened my phone.


"Someday you have to believe, not that big brother turned off the phone, maybe Diana's job. Yes, Mom, how is she doing now?"


"Your mother is well, she is fine now. I went home after three days in the hospital."


This time Santi's tone of voice softened. Oh my God, I was hospitalized and I don't know?


"Santi, listen, Brother is really sorry, but Brother also does not know you call," I said to calm him down.


Silent for a moment, it seemed like Santi was digesting my words.


"Santi, Brother hang up the phone first huh. Later Brother call you again. Most importantly, I'm healthy, greetings to my mother. Brother's really sorry."


"Yes, Brother. Santi can understand if it's not the brother who died in the phone really, just it still feels good. When Santi needed help, it was ignored."


Santi nagged a little, I can understand his feelings. I turned off the phone, then dialed Diana's phone number.


Several times the ringtone, Diana lifted it.


"What's up, Mom? I have sent a message, don't wait. I'm having fun with my friends."


Of course my ears are hot hearing Diana's words.


"Go home now! What the hell are you doing? Why are you daring to turn off the important call from Santi? My mother was almost dead and I could not be reached. You think this is funny? Diana, come home now, or I'll drag you!"


Tbc.


hayo is fighting jotos all of you, make this gemes emang Diana. Uh, but Kasian too, he's a mummy.