Dream Womb
Red thread

Alone, healing the heartache of the cruel world and the twisting of the wheel of fate and unfathomable destiny, I was like being given a new breath. Relieved.

Although now I live in a narrow rented house, but still grateful for having a job and a quiet life.

Now I realize that calmness is side by side with loneliness.

It is true now that there is nothing to disturb, no shouting, snapping, psychic violence but also no family warmth. Being able to chat with people who really know me I haven't done in a long time.

Let me want to follow all this like water that never understands where the mouth is.

No. .. I'm not expecting it to boil down to a low place, even though it's the law of nature.

Now I just follow the life storyline to the owner of the heart.

I haven't seen Santi for months, it seems like our meeting in the hospital was the last one. Maybe that's the best, because then there's nothing to connect me with Haris. Who would have thought that Santi was the younger brother of that man.

Sometimes I laugh at myself in my life. As far as I went, it was as if his shadow would not let me go. Honestly, there are nights when loneliness reigns over the heart, there is a longing to just remember his face.

Haris was a good man who was once a small part of my life. Small but meaningful. Small but made my life momentarily fulfilled. Haris who gently treats women, the shady-eyed man illustrates the breadth of heart he has.

Ah .. It was like being pinched in my heart when I remembered it again.

"Keysha, don't be weak and careless, focus on your future." I strengthen and remind my heart.

Now things have changed. He was happy with his little family. If expected, maybe a tiny baby has been present complete his life is increasingly perfect. I live here to have a failure in the household. Who wants to fail in a household? There aren't. But if the time can be replayed, then I was asked to repeat back to be Mas Andre's wife, I will also not be willing.

I am alone now, but I am not at all sad or feel that my life is unfair. Instead God is so compassionate, opening the way for me better, living as a whole man without any theatrics.

Now I am a bird that freely flaps its wings without hesitation.

I never imagined I'd spend a lifetime with Andre. That whole life was not short, handing myself over to a man who did not know how to treat a wife was not my choice. Live but die, like a zombie.

Maybe this is my way of life. Now I spend my days happily teaching children their futures. While with them my heart is entertained by all their funny behavior although sometimes it also requires patience.

I could see the light from there, so I put all my strength into giving my best. It's okay to live like this, because my love has been taken away, becoming a memory at the end of my life.

I thought my life would be like this forever. Until I saw him I shouldn't have met. The sound of knocking on the door awakened my daydream. I'll open it immediately.

Ah, apparently this is part of my imagination. He smiled at me at the door.

"Haris," I mumbled.

It must be just a mirage. I patted my forehead thinking my brain was starting to go crazy. I better just close this door.

"Keys."

That sound. His greeting dawned on me if all was reality. I'm moving fast, we shouldn't be walking the same path. I tried to avoid disappearing from him for the umpteenth time. Immediately I pulled back the door but the voice continued to follow.

"Keysha it's me! Please open the door!"

Ahhh, the voice is real, this is not an illusion, that man is Haris! But, how did he get here?

"An-You're wrong man!" I wish he would believe.

"Keysha, don't joke. I won't wrong anyone. I got your address from where you work."

I close my eyes, anything can happen. However, why else would Haris see me?

"There's no reason for me to open the door, us-"

"I'm divorced! The child Diana conceived was not my child!"

This time my eyes rounded with a gaping mouth, let alone what actually happened? Without me noticing the doorknob I was holding was loosening, at the same time it opened the door revealing Haris who immediately hugged me.

"I won't let you go again!"

Tbc.

Duh, watch out for Mr. RT. 🙈🙈🙈