Dream Womb
Andre's aware?

Andre POV

In the silence of my anger peaking from the moment Diana entered the bathroom, I clenched my hands and exhaled a rough breath. Are all the women crazy? I certainly was not deaf when Diana called Haris' name, but she was with me, spurring the enjoyment of the world that finally felt bland. All because of that man, that son of a bitch who took Keysha from me. I put on the clothes on the floor. Take a quick look back and step away from there. I don't want to meet Diana for now, it's possible that I'll choke her if I remember the incident just now.

Along the way I pondered, why has my life become like this? I didn't think anything before. Just live life as usual, go to work and go home. Served by Keysha who always wait and cook for me. His fresh figure is remembered when he stood in the kitchen, cooking my favorite dishes with a negligee wrapped in his body. If you remember, Keysha never asked to buy anything, when was the last time I bought him a shirt?

I entered the house and checked the contents of the wardrobe, only Keysha's clothes were left. As I recall she had a small suitcase with her when she left, it must have been nothing. Years of marriage, it turns out that there wasn't much I did for her and it touched my heart. Disturbing pain, I never felt anything like this before.

I sat on the floor, chest tight. All the more real when the image of Keysha crying and venting his anger comes back to light. Keysha had been enduring the pain, and the sadness I had only realized when she was gone. What regret is this worth? I myself have disfigured our marriage by sleeping with Diana.

My phone rang, a message notification rang, Diana asked me to forget everything that had happened between us. I laughed amusedly, she was completely different from Keysha, it was just worth Haris leaving her. The woman easily accepted and cast away, even faster than my shadow. Instead of feeling guilty, everything seems ordinary. Oh, I'm like a mirror.

“Truly crazy, now I'm experiencing myself.”

***

I'm walking down the road to Ayu's house, I want to see Keysha soon. Even though I don't know what to say and what to do when I'm face to face with him.

It didn't take long, until I arrived in front of Ayu's house. From a distance the house looks empty. There was a nervous feeling when he set foot on the porch of his house. The first thing I have to do is apologize, yes! I have to apologize!

I heavily knocked on the door even though my hands were numb from the cold. While waiting, I pecked at a cigarette, sucking it deep before exhaling smoke through my nose, hoping to eliminate the jitters.

“Find si-” Ayu widened her eyes when she saw me turn around to face her.

“Ayu.” I smile stiffly hoping Ayu does not scream. However, it doesn't seem easy. He looks scared.

“Ma-want what are you?!” trembling at best. I immediately raised my hand like a person who was giving up in the middle of a war.

“Quiet Ayu, please let me meet Keysha,”.

“I told you Keysha isn't here! Quick go or I'll scream!”

I'm out of my mind, I can't go back empty-handed. For the first time I did something I never imagined. I sat down in front of Ayu, pleading.

“Please, Yu! Please let me meet Keysha.”