Father's Status On My Son's Deed
31. Go away

“Sorry, Asha. It's true what your father said, it's better that he stay in an orphanage. She'll be happier there" said Mama Nisa without looking at her daughter.

Actually he did not have the heart, but the woman also thought about how the good name of her family. During this time he and his husband always try to make them a family of honor, which might let it crumble just like that.

Honestly Asha was disappointed by the words of her mother, as if she did not think about the rights of children who should be great together with her parents, the obligations of parents who should take care of and take care of their children.

“Ma, B. Do you guys have the heart?” asha asked in a soft voice, her embrace of the son was getting tighter.

“He will remain great in our watch, but not great with us. Don't worry, Asha. Papa will fulfill all his needs until he grows up. As long as you do not appear to be his mother, Papa will make the child live properly.”

Asha. Although his father promised all good things though, it felt unfair for him to live far away from Khairi. Moreover, she must not acknowledge herself as the mother of this child. The pain of childbirth has not healed, now he is forced to forget the son.

Asha's cry broke, her heartache deepened over the treatment of her parents, as well as Tia's speech and her father's selfish desires. She is now a mother, who may leave her son and leave her life.

Traveling further and further, Asha understood where the father's destination was after this. It's too far to go home. Their only destination right now was the orphanage.

“So, you want me to leave it at the orphanage?”

Roni fell silent, glancing at Asha from the rearview mirror was smirking her son's face greedily. He tried to strengthen his heart if this was the best choice.

“You will not be able to change our decision! Our decision is already round, Asha!” said the father in a furious tone.

Khairi suddenly cried, as if he understood that he would be banished and separated from his mother. Asha immediately breastfed the child with her sad cry. He was not willing to leave Khairi there alone with a stranger let alone with a very long time.

Bik Ika glanced at Asha who was hugging Khairi tightly, the roar of the cry of the woman who had just become a mother that she could feel was very heavy.

Asha looked at the son's face while thinking of something. She did not want to part with her son, whatever she would do in order to always be with the baby.

“Pa, I can't stand it. Can I go to the toilet for a minute?” asha asked as she tightened her legs, as if she could not stand it. "I also need to change the diaper Khairi,” continued the woman.

Roni glanced at the wife who was still wiping the tears that flowed past her cheeks. Surely Nisa also felt the sadness her daughter felt.

“Do not long! We stop at the gas station later,” said Roni ketus then drove his car to find the nearest gas station.

Bik Ika glanced at her foster child, long life together with Asha made her sure if this woman has a plan. He swore he would help.

“Don't be long,” Roni told Asha.

Asha gave a short nod and took her child to the toilet accompanied by Bik Ika who would help her take care of Khairi.

“Bik, help me. Can Auntie give them the same reason? Say aja Bibi to minimarket and do not see me in the toilet,” said Asha begging. Asha looked towards the direction where her father's car was.

Bik Ika took some money and opened a ring of hers, then gave it to Asha. He was sure that this woman would need him more than he did. Bik Ika also wrote down an address on the small paper he found.

“Bring this. Neng Asha will need him more than Bibi. Go to that address, there's Auntie's son. Let Aunt explain the same thing over the phone,”, said the middle-aged woman. Asha looked at Haru at the woman who had been raising him. He could not believe it, even Bik Ika was better than his mother at the time like now.

“Bi—“

“Already, cepet go.”

Bik Ika looked to the right and to the left. He found a woman who had just come out of the toilet with a large bag in her hand. Asha watched what Bik Ika did. The woman took out the money in her shirt pocket and gave it to the woman.

Soon Bik Ika returned to Asha and gave her a jacket and a large veil to Asha.

“Neng, wear this. Bring Khairi from here, this veil can definitely cover Khairi's whereabouts. Father's business, let Auntie handle it. Fast!” bik Ika.

The woman helped Asha wear a large hijab that when worn covered up to the waist. The hijab can cover the existence of Khairi well. Bik Ika also put a jacket on Asha's body so she was sure that Roni and Nisa would not recognize her daughter when she left here.

“Masknya don't forget!” said the woman.

Asha put it on quickly and asked the woman who had made the transaction with him to go along with Asha to get on the public transport. He will go to Bik Ika's hometown by using the bus so that his tracks are not detected.

“Still, Bi.” Asha was moved, very sad to have to leave here. Bik Ika couldn't bear it, hugging Asha tightly before releasing the woman to go to a distant place.

“Be careful yes.” Not to forget Bik Ika also kissed Khairi who had been guarded since she was in the womb of the mother.

“Thank you yes, Bu.” Bi Ika said to the woman. Asha did not know what Bik Ika told him so the woman wanted to help him.

With a thumping chest, Asha walked over and tried to be inconspicuous and arouse suspicion. Until finally Asha managed to sneak in and enter public transportation that happened to pass by, then take her somewhere. Finally the woman can breathe a sigh of relief to be separated from her papa. Although he did not know how his future fate, but this was better than having to be separated with his son.