I WAS CHOSEN
Accident

I walked home with all my feelings.

Happy because my victory is also worried about the condition of Kak Restu.

"Have you?"Deni is still waiting for me.

I nodded in agreement.

"Who's sick Ma'am?"

"Bestu Mas!He was in an accident."I'm brief.

"Hopefully get well for Restu!"Praying.

"Amin... Now we go home!"Get in the car and we're heading home.

My phone is shaking it's Mama Sari.

"Hallo assalamualaikum Ma?"

"Wallaikumsalam.welcome dear to your victory, you are proud of you!" Enthusiasm congratulated me.

"Thank you Ma... How's Mama doing?"Weaken.

"Alhamdulillah good... Mama again in Singapore may just be home next week! Tomorrow we set the schedule after Mama comes home, we go together!"

"Yes Ma... be healthy Ma!Yeah, Adel's on his way home, assalamualaikum!"shut me.

Along the way, I remained silent.

For me?is it true for me?all the questions came as if to corner me.

"Bak Adel was asked to eat first with Adam!"Deni broke my daydream.

"Go home, I want a break!I'll eat at home!"My head is really dizzy, I don't feel hungry there's only a feeling of guilt on Sister Restu.

"Good Ma'am!"

At home I heard the voice of my father and mother talking.I deliberately did not say hello.

"Tomorrow you will try to find a new job buk, just pray hopefully smooth and best."The voice of the father, weakly and sounding already.

"Want to find a new job?"Chat mama and gaffer.

"Adel! you've come home!"My dad was surprised to see me at home.

"Already sir! Adel still do not understand the words you want to find a new job?you still work at Handoyo sir, right?"Trying to convince yourself.

"Father fired Nduk! because there is already a substitute for the position of the younger father more understanding!"Father explained.

"But you did something wrong why you should get fired?"I started shedding tears.

"Have duk maybe windfall pak in Pak Handoyo just this way, tomorrow you will try to find a new job!"Forcing to accept reality.

I still do not understand and believe, I drowned my face was slammed.The tears began to rush sobbing I.Wind it I scream.

What else is God?

My phone rang one anonymous call.Actually I didn't want to pick it up, so several calls forced me to pick it up.

Adjusting my breath and muffling my cries.

"Hallo!"The rest of the noise is still heard.

"Gue already warned you to do away with Restu!"Sounded threat.

"Who the hell is this?"Curious.

"This is the last time I remember Lo ya farin Restu, if Lo can not diingetin Lo will fumigate much more than now!"Close it.

"Actually who is he?This is the second time I've been called by an obscure person! What does he mean, too?"I guessed but still didn't understand.

Suddenly Rifi called me,

"Hallo, assalamualaikum Fi!"

"Wallaikumsalam, are you at Del's?"Sound worried.

"Yes Fi I'm home, why?"I'm still sobbing.

"I'm going there!"

"Yes...!"

Rifi phone was cut off.

I thought back to the person who called me earlier.Is this all related to Kak Restu's accident?

What called me to Kak Desti?But earlier I heard a male voice.If it's true Kak Desti why did he do this to me?Then the accident of Restu's brother, is he not dear to Kak Restu?

"Assynnya!"Someone knocked on the door, and said hello.

"Gallaikumsalam!"I answered, stepping open the door.

"You why Fi?"

"Kangen knows!"He still hugged me tightly.

"You're here on a bike?"I saw a matic motor parked.

"Yes... why?"He glared at me.

"Alfian where?"

"Yes, that's a silly kid!I'm surprised you don't make sense when you ask!"Nyelonong came into my room.

"Wahhhh!So now someone's got this silly girl."Looking at my picture and Adam's.

"Heh son of worms, Tumben suddenly came here?"I closed the door to the room.

"I miss the same thing you know! all of a sudden, you know what a bunting guy wants?"

"Yes!"I'm back to thinking about all the events today.

"Why are you Del?"

"I'm tired of Fi!"put my body on the bed.

"What was your match?"

"I won Fi champion one!"Proud of me, with a wry smile.

"Well, good dong you!Then why did that sad face end crying huh you?"Looking at the tears on my cheeks.

"Bestu Fi accident!"My story is short.

"Haaaa accident?when where?"Cerocos.

"I don't know where he was, he said he wanted to see me fight, keep crash crash crash sidewalk, now at the hospital his hand broke his head there was a little bump until now has not been quiet."I told you what I know.

"Then, now you cry because of him?Do you love her?"Staring at me sharply.

"Honestly Fi, I'm starting to love Mas Adam,comfortable I feel understood he is very mature never demands me anything.But lately Brother Restu also approached me he attention until I have been introduced to his family.Honestly I have closed my taste for Kak Restu, I take it the feeling has passed because I know she still loves her ex-boyfriend."My eyes glare.

"Then,"

the flashback

You really don't like Restu?"

"What does Desti mean?"

"I know Restu is close to you!Restu's parents are also close to you!I see you're comfortable with your relationship, too."

"Sister! Me and Sister Restu are just friends.And close to Kak Restu's family is also not me who asked!"

"Del I love Restu!I can't leave him!"His eyelids are starting to fill up.

"Sister!Aware Kak Desti already has a husband, do not like this pity Kak Restu!"squeezing Brother Desti's hand.

"But I love him!I can't get away from him." His tears started to get unstoppable.

"Sister! love is not always must have.Love is not against destiny but a sense of sincerity, if Kak Desti and Kak Restu mate someday will be united!"I try to give understanding.

"I've lived the destiny God gave me, but why didn't God give me my blessing?"His eyes were bulging as if they were harboring pain and anger.

"That's a sign Allah loves Sister Desti, now it may be for a while you are separated, but someday if the match will definitely be united."I stroked his back.

Sister Desti left me alone, as if she was not satisfied with our conversation.

flashback off

"So until her ex found you?"Bummer.

"Yes... Kak Desti is the son of his boss father, so you know who does not know him in this village!"

"Crazy, girls are married too!"Shaking his head.

"And Mama Kak Restu yesterday asked me to accept Kak Restu, so that he would not be in contact with Kak Desti again."

"Wow, you're indirectly being proposed to Del?"He was amazed by everything I told him.

"I don't know what it means!My mom just said that!"

"Well, did you keep Adam?"

"I don't know Fi, our relationship isn't clear either!"

"What is clear?"

"Yes dating is more than that too!He gave me all the facilities, but he's still in our relationship!"

"Patience is Del.sakinin first your heart wants to choose which, then you step!"holding my hand, and encouraging me.