I WAS CHOSEN
Debates

"Mas!"Called him.

"Yes!"He stood his back to me.

"Please!don't give me any hope, let me and mom live by our own efforts.We already owe too much to you and your Mama, I thank you for everything you have given!Pursue whatever you want to achieve, and let me be an independent Adel.About the promise to the father, just assume it is paid off because now he is also dead."I can't hold back my tears.

"If you know how deep your love is, I've wanted to justify you.I just want to be a man who can keep a promise!What good would I have survived to this day if not for the sheer magnitude of this flavor!I don't want you to know how tormented I am with everything, I just want to carve a smile on your face!Enough I'm tired, enough I'm sick to lose everyone I love.I just want to be a shoulder for you,be the most comfortable place for all your complaints.But I beg to be patient for one by one I tell all about my life.Be my place back when I am no longer strong.I stand again after seeing a smile on the lips mu! Del... much to be done, give Mas Adam time for everything!"He rested before me and held my hand that was placed on his forehead.

"We leave it all to God, if we are meant to be together there will be a time when it all happened.Reply live each of us, correct ourselves.Maybe it is now the best!"I immediately let go of my hand and walked into the house.

If you also know how much I love you, but I don't want to be a burden in your life.

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I told you to stay away from Restu!So you rock girl!

And I got a message like this again.I already know who sent.She must be Desti because the one who always wanted me to stay away from Restu was just him.

I don't care about him at all.

"Assynnya!"Someone knocked on the door early in the morning.

"Gallaikumsalam!"Mother from the kitchen.

And walk to the front door and open it.

"For Ma'am...Is Adel's mom gone or not?"Deni is still picking me up.

"Yet!Monggo come in first, wait inside!"Friendly mother as always.

"Sorry Mom. I'm outside!"Deni was as usual waiting for me outside.

Mom just nodded and smiled.Said Mas Deni.

"Nduk, wait for Mas Deni outside!Hurry up, you'll be late!"Mom knocked on my room.

"Njih buk! soon it's a real veil!"I sat down because I knew I was picked up.

I told you I didn't want to be picked up why I was still picked up.

I lazily went to Deni.

"For Ma'am Adel !"Sapa Deni's.

"Morning!"I lazily answered.

"Please Mommy!"Open the car door for me.

I got in the car without looking.

"Morning!"Someone greeted me in the car.

I looked over and was surprised to find Mas Adam in the car.

"Why do you see I'm rich ?"When I look at him.

"Remain here ?"I'm reflex.

"I'm going to work, Dong!it's my car!"Leisurely.

I'm not aware if today Deni brought Mas Adam's car, not his car.I also did not realize that Mas Adam was wearing his TNI uniform.

"Mother has breakfast?"Staring at me who from earlier looked at me.

I didn't answer and still didn't look.

"Den..later stop at the usual porridge stalls huh! pity first lady hasn't had breakfast like that."Adam was on Deni who focused on driving.

"Ga..ga try!I'll be late!"I reflexively refuse.

"But I haven't had breakfast yet!Don't you feel sorry for me?"He's welding.

"Well, bodo!I had breakfast!"I mengyel.

"Yes, it's not necessary Den, the important thing is that Adel's already had breakfast!"Adam was a crybaby.

If it continues like this, I can't stay away from him.Oh God, how should I? Every time I wanted to get away from him, he didn't want to get away from me.

"Today Mas went to the office because while Mas was mutated to the office of KODAM!Later you will be picked up by the driver first because Deni there is an important meeting.Insyallah later in the afternoon Mas pick up Mama's nose, said Mama kangen his daughter-in-law."He explained his activities today.

"I don't have to be picked up, I can go home by myself!"I am still the one who is still.

"Yes, I'll pick you up if you don't want to be picked up by a driver!"He is no less resourceful, though Mas Adam is busy with his cell phone.

"I told you not to take me!I can do it myself!"I'm getting impatient with Mas Adam's persistence.

"I also don't want to know, you have to be under Mas Adam's watch twenty-four hours."He's no less strict.

"Mas!"My voice began to rise.

He looked at me sharply.

"Mas ain't gonna let you go!You are the responsibility of Mas, will go home to training school.Mas do not want any reason to want to work or anything!So what do you want, you know?"He really doesn't want to be rejected, I know his nature.

I just fell silent and shed tears.

"Del...I'm sorry!"Voice smoothes.

But I don't care.I don't like the way he talks.

"Remove your tears! Again I'm sorry, Mas doesn't want anyone to touch you like they touched you!I love you, I'll do anything to make you comfortable."Gently wipe my tears.

When I got to school, I went down without a word.

Leaving behind Mas Adam who was still staring at me until I drowned in the school area.

My phone vibrated one call from Mama Sari.

"Hallo assalamualaikum!"open me.

"Wallaikumsalam, are you busy baby?"Mama Sari's soft voice that always makes me miss the truth.

"It just got to Mah's school!"I tried to cover my disappointment with him.

"Yes already, Mama just want to ngabari if today Mama can go home, Mama ask later accompany Mama ya home!Mama's gonna ask Mama's driver to pick you up at school."I heard Mom was very excited.

"God willing Mah, Adel has no promise because there is an exkul coming home from school later!Yes Mah, already bell me in first yes! Assalamualaikum !"I'll hang up right away.

Actually I just reason not to linger talking to Mama Sari.

"Thankful Thank God Mama can go home, good health continue to be Mah!"I looked at the screen of my phone that was locked after the phone call from my mother closed.