I WAS CHOSEN
Expressing feelings

"I have not told Mas Adam because Erda said, Mas Adam is indeed being mutated there somehow to when!So yes I tell you, just the same!"

Is it true that Brother Gibran said that Mas Adam was risking his position? But what is the purpose of risking his position?I wondered in my heart.

"Dell!"Sela's sister wagged her hand in front of my eyes."Well.he daydreams!"Sela who saw me daydreaming.

"Emh.yes Brother!Sorry.sorry! suddenly I thought of something!"Disperse my reverie.

"Dreamy I'm the handsome one, huh?"Smiling teases me.

"May he be there healthy and always protected by God!"My eyes are flat and smiling thinly.

"Amen!Erda and Mas Adam were there watching each other, I was also a bit strange first with their friendship but long salute them solid!"Sela also seemed to be imagining Mas Adam and Aerda.

I smiled faintly, "Yes, my brother, I'm entering again!let me know when and what time, God willing, I will try to come!"pamitku before leaving Sela.

"Let me call you again!"Legally.

"okay!"I raised my thumb and passed leaving Sister Sela alone in the cafeteria.

I'm rethinking about his mutated duties of Mas Adam.

Is there anything that Adam has hidden from me?

Ah no!I have to believe in Mas Adam, I'm sure no matter what he's dealing with right now he'll be honest with me. I have to learn to trust him.

After school I went straight to the hospital, and suddenly someone pulled my hand and shut my mouth.

"Gue has repeatedly warned Lo yes, plain pretentious girl! If Lo wants that Lo guy to come back here alive, stay away from Restu and his family.Ngerti Lo!"He pushed me until I almost fell.

I'm sure I know the guy, from his voice.But what does he mean to say that?

But he had repeatedly threatened me and it was just a bluff.I don't want to think of the person who is setting off a grudge in his life.

I went back to Brother Restu's room, when I wanted to knock on the door I heard Brother Restu was arguing with his Papa.

"If Papa prefers Brother Gibran over me, I'd rather live without you!"Kak Restu's voice was firm.

"It's not that Papa chose one of you but Papa doesn't want you to constantly misunderstand this all has to be straightened out Res!"The voice of Om Nugraha did not want to lose.

"What for Pah?does Papa still want to live with people who have been lying to us all this time?Try asking Papa how does Nisa feel if she finds out? because of him I'm like this too!"Now it's getting higher.

"Yes, we'd better hear what Gibran's excuse is!He must have had a reason Res!"

"There's something Pah has to explain!I told Aunt Ami to come home from here I'm with Aunt Ami there!"The end of the father and son debate ended with the decision of Kak Restu who did not want to go home.

I knocked on the door after everything had died down.

"Assynnya!"my broom.

"Gallaikumsalam!"I heard from both of them.

"Adel! Enter Del!"Om Restu is friendly even though they are arguing but invisible from Om Nugraha.

"Yes Om!Um not work?"I made small talk because the atmosphere was still stiff, because Brother Restu was silent.

"Yes.tadi Bi Runi came home so Om here change!but now you're back in the office again!"Approaching Sister Restu and stroking her head."Papa back to the office ya Res, don't bother Adel!Del...Om nitip Restu yes, Auntie will be home soon!"

After Om Nugraha came out, Kak Restu was still speechless with an unpleasant look on his face.

"Daddy has eaten?"I tried to get him to talk.

He was still silent with a look of anger.

"Sister!Adel is wrong with Sister Restu?"For some time he still did not open his mouth.

"Yes, if Adel had it wrong, Adel apologized!Adel pamit yes brother, sorry if bother Kak Restu! Assalamualaikum!"I left, but Sister Restu took my hand.

"Sorry Del!it's not my intention to be angry with you!"

I let out a long sigh, "So whatever we face, don't face it with anger because anger will only make us regret it!"I sat down next to the bed.

"I don't know Del anymore!I'm so disappointed in Gibran!After that she was with me with Mama who was definitely with Kak Nisa too!"Grasping my hand tightly, like channeling energy.

"Sister.Kak Restu and Kak Desti's relationship used to be also family do not know!"

He nodded and looked at me.

"It's all just a misunderstanding, brother!Back then, Kak Restu story about the origin of the relationship between Kak Restu and Kak Desti was also started from the relationship of Kak Gibran and Kak Desti!And you guys are dating but the backstreet is the same, brother!Brother Gibran and Sister Nisa are married for an arranged marriage while Sister Gibran loves Sister Desti, you love the same woman!Only way you're wrong! now that the conditions are different, you have decided not to be with the woman, Brother Gibran is happy with his small family and Sister Restu must rise from the present condition! You're a family, we're just ordinary humans, the khilaf is human, but we also have to learn to forgive it's important!"

Sister Restu looked down and shed tears.

"Sister.learn to understand and understand it is difficult but it will all make us more mature!"I stroked his shoulder.

"For now I still can't accept Del!"Answer irent.

"It's okay Brother all that process takes time!Most importantly you should try to forgive!"I give you spirit.

"Thank you Del you were always there for me!"He looked at me with a smile.

"Sama-sama Brother! Don't hide the story, say it's better!"Strengthened her.

"If I had known you first it would have been more beautiful!"He looked at me full.

"We never know what God has outlined for His servant but as human beings we just need to be patient and learn from everything that happens!"

"But I can still ask God to open your heart to me a little?I know it's too late for Del because now there's Mas Adam in your heart, but everything can still change, right, Del?Just need to be patient and learn to open your heart to my name!"Our eyes met each other, I pulled my hand that was in his hand earlier.

"Sorry Brother, I leave everything to Allah!Yes I only ask for the best of all the good!"I lowered my face.

"You're a good girl Del, patient and tough!Mom used to ask me to propose to you after you graduated!But now I can't possibly compete with the great Mas Adam, whereas I'm just gonna trouble you."He came back not confident.

"Can we not talk about this first?The most important thing now is that Kak Restu is healthy first, and the problem with Kak Gibran can be asked Adel to immediately be resolved properly ?"I persuaded him back.

"To that give me Del time!"He shifted his eyes.

"Father Brother, the most important thing is that you must heal first!"

Actually I want to say that Mas Adam has proposed to me, but I don't know it feels awkward because Kak Restu's condition is now not good physically and psychically.

May Adam also understand my condition now.