I WAS CHOSEN
Discontact

Almost all day accompanied Kak Restu .This day I did not open my phone at all.There were some calls from Mas Adam.Some messages too, too,

Del what are you doing?

Adel why didn't you answer Mas's phone?

Adel...can't you worry about Mas Adam?

"Why you?"Sister Restu when I was confused to see the messages on my phone.

"Father Brother!it's too bad Adel came home! pity mom and dad!"My reasons.

"Yes, let Brother Gibran take you home, this hour must have been rarely angkot!"

"Yes Del..Let Gibran drive home!"Mama Kak Restu.

"Ga need Aunty, sister.ini want to be with Rifi also happens to be he finished checking up this hospital too!"I was forced to lie because I asked Deni to pick me up.There's something I want to talk to him about.

"real Rifi?not Deni!"Brother Restu reassured

"Yes Kak, here she just chatted me again check up the contents!"

"Yes, be careful to go home straight to sleep you must be tired here!Tomorrow if you're tired of not coming here, you don't want to get sick!"Staring at me attentively.

"Yes, sister, don't forget to eat medicine!let's recover quickly, pity Auntie and sister Gibran!"i encouraged.

Arriving at the Loby hospital I called Deni.Suddenly,

"You've come home with Adam's assistant!"The voice of Brother Gibran was behind me.

"Sister Gibran!"Struck to know my plan.

"You're lucky to know Adam, he's a good man in charge!That's Deni coming!"Looking at Deni who was walking towards us.

"Good night Adel sir Gibran!"Say hello to us.

"Good night Den, send Adel home safely to home!No one touches it!If you can't keep him tell Adam, Adel will be my sister-in-law!"Brother Gibran on Deni.

"Okay sir, excuse me!"

"Adel go home first Brother!"My pamit.

Brother Gibran nodded and smiled.

"Mas Deni could ask for help calling Mas Adam?"When we just got in the car.

"Can I.... just a second!I'm trying to contact Adam!"Deni pulled his phone out of his pocket, then busy pressing the exact number Mas Adam.

Several times he tried to contact but there was no answer like that.

"Sorry, sir Adam didn't pick up my phone maybe he was busy!"Explain.

"Yes, I've already lost Mas, but please call Mas Adam I want to have an important talk with him!"Maybe this time I forced Deni, because I was afraid that Adam misunderstood me.

Last night I could not close my eyes at all.I tried to send a message to Mas Adam up to dozens of times but there was no reply.

I feel guilty, I should have asked her permission if I wanted to look at Sister Restu earlier!I was so worried when he couldn't be contacted at work, but now I'm concerned about other people.

Adhan dawn reverberated, I still can not close my eyes.I take the water of ablution and fulfill the call of prayer.

I haven't had time to take off my face because I feel sleepy to ambush him.

My phone rang, I was very distracted but I thought that the one who contacted me was Mas Adam.

"Morning...!"A voice across there.

"Gallaikumsalam!"My answer.

"Not yet awake!"Her voice was soft, but not someone I was waiting for.

"Capek must be you!yes it's booby again, brother won't bother!Love you!"Close it.

Yes it's Brother Restu, not Mas Adam.

I lay my body on the bed, looking at my picture with Mas Adam.

"Mas.. sorryin Adel, Adel love the same Mas!do not lose contact again.Adel worry Mas!"

I'm still trying to get back to Mas Adam but I still can't.All the messages I sent were not opened.

Today I decided not to go to the hospital because my mood was not disturbed.

It's almost four in the afternoon but I still haven't been able to reach Mas Adam.

I felt a necklace wrapped around my neck, tears just flowing.

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This is the fourth day I have not been able to contact Mas Adam.Ask Deni he also could not contact him.

Today Kak Restu was allowed to go home from the hospital.I also accompanied him again.

In the car Kak Restu leaned his head on my shoulder, his eyes closed.To be honest I want to reject it with scenes like this but he does not seem to want no rejection, and comfortable beside me.

My brain is not working, there are only the names of Mas Adam and Mas Adam.I should have been able to choose and make my heart choices but I disappoint someone who has given me his time, his sincerity, his sincerity, everyone has it but I still let him down.I don't deserve it.

I opened my phone, notified all messages I sent read.

Adam read my message. There is a feeling of hope that Mas Adam will return my message.

But until nightfall he did not contact me at all, let alone contact me to reply to my message just not.

The next day as usual Mama Kak Restu asked me to accompany Kak Restu because Kak Restu asked.

I bribed him because Brother Restu always reasoned his hand could not return to normal.

"Why are you so sad?"Brother Restu wondered as I daydreamed.

"Father Brother!I'm a little unwell, today!"My reasons.

"You sick?"And his hand grabbed my forehead, measuring my body heat.

"You rest when you get sick!Sleep in the guest room, let me call you!"Brother Restu persuaded me, looking at me with concern for my health.

"Ga for Brother! Adel went home, it was nice to see people if Adel sleeps here later what people say!"I gave an explanation, nor was I in the mood to accompany him today because my thoughts were on Mas Adam.

"Yes, you rest, let the driver go home!if there's anything call Brother okay!"I brush my head.

Arriving in front of the house there was Deni who was waiting there.

"Thank you sir!"to the driver of Kak Restu who drove me home.

Deni stood up when he saw me walking towards him.

"Mas Deni, how come you didn't call me?I can go home from there!"When I approached him.

"Yes Ma'am!I'm sorry, I think Adel's mom is busy so I don't dare to contact Adel's mom!"

"Let's go in Mas, we're talking inside!"I let him in.

Now we sit facing each other.Deni is busy with a cell phone in his hand.

"Sorry Ma'am, here's a letter from the Ministry of Defense to Mbak Adel!"Give a letter.

"What letter is it?"Ask me with all the confusion.

I opened it slowly, I read it my hands were helplessly limp.This body felt dead, the paper fell down and tears unstoppable.