
Flashback
The clock is nine o'clock at night.It feels like he wants to see Adel but surely he is not going to see me anymore.
I opened my phone.
"That's very lonely!"While scrolling my phone and finding Adel's name there.
These few days I have been very possessive of Adel, but I only reasoned to Mama and Papa to cover up my relationship with Desti.But somehow lately I always do not like if there are other people who especially Deni, even though he was only asked by Mas Adam to take care of Adel.
I don't know Desti is possessive of me too.She asked me not to make Adel's excuse.
Cellphone's ringing.
There's no name there, I'm used to it maybe Desti.I thought because we were arguing a little bit this afternoon, I wanted to fix it.
"Hallo...!"
"Hallo, assalamualaikum!"Her voice was foreign, but it seemed like I had heard it.
"Who is this?"Little ketus.
"This is Adam Res!you still remember?"He's very friendly.
"Mas Adam Mas Gibran's friend?"
"Yes, how are you?"
"Good Mas!what's up, Mas?"Suddenly I didn't like it when I understood who called me Adam.
There's a sense of rivalry in this chest.
"OK.. it turns out you don't like stale!Do you like Adel?"He's to the point.
"meaning?"I pretended not to understand.
"You're a man who doesn't like pleasantries, but now pretends not to understand!Adam just wants to know if you love Adel or not?"He began to emphasize his words.
"Then what does this have to do with Mas Adam I love or not with Adel?"Honestly I dare not answer because I fear a lot.If I answer no I do not want to be far from Adel, if I answer yes I am also afraid of losing Desti.Posisiku at this time is very difficult.
"May Adam conclude?"
"If I love Adel Mas Adam can stay away from Adel?"I thought about attacking him back.
"I'll take it off for anyone, because he can be happy to give it the safest and most comfortable place!but I wouldn't let a single man get close to him if that man was just for his sake."He's very firm.
"Then why did Adam not stay away from him, because I loved him!"
"Leave Desti!"Cut my words.
"What the hell do you want Lo?"I'm getting angry.
"Just think about it, I'll give you a chance to prove that if you love her, you hurt her one time, you won't see her forever!"shutup.
God damnit, man,I was threatened.Honestly I really like being trampled.I only know Mas Adam at a glance he was always friendly even mama always look for him if he did not come home after school.But today he sounded like a lion preparing he did not explode like a stupid man, but he was loudly fighting for a woman, who had also stolen my attention.
My phone rang again.Desti's name there, but it was disconnected.And he sent a message,
Meet me at Cafe City now
This is also why suddenly met, he said he wanted to go back to Jogja.
Ok
My reply.
Actually I'm not looking to see Desti, but I don't want her to sulk all the time.
I locked the car and rushed to meet Desti who was waiting for me.
"Where'd you go Res?"Mas Gibran saw me coming out of the room to the exit.
"Yes be careful, do not club ga dikasih pocket money Lo ntar!"Disturb her.
I just replied with a smile.And continued the steps.Reply the car a little quickly, because I know Desti does not like me late.
Twenty minutes I got to where we promised.I directed a waiters to the roof top, because surely Desti was there.
"You're late I don't like it!"When he saw me.
"You suddenly!"
"Because you're busy with your affair!"He started to argue.
"Adel mean you?"
"Well, that knew right away! it means right?"He repeats.
"You know for yourself how I got to Adel! why are you in trouble now?"I'm still trying to be patient because I know he's jealous.
"You, it's taking a chance in the narrowness!just use reason for our relationship by using him, whereas he is now in your heart and your mind!"He's starting to explode.
"Then how should I? Everything has already happened, from the beginning you agreed to this.I have to how?You don't think I'm sick seeing you have a husband, I ruined Des. Now just because Adel is already meritorious in our relationship you blame him, you're the same house as him.I'm confused about you!I've always been there for you but just because of this you don't believe me anymore!"I try to give understanding.
"I believe in you, but you take advantage of my trust!Stay away from him now."Desti pressed me.
"I'll stay away from him but you have to let go of your husband!"
"meaning?"
"If you can make your relationship with your husband the reason why our relationship is backstreet, why not Adel?"
"That's different Res!I'm married because for the family you know that too, if you're with Adel it's because you already have the same taste of him!"
Our debate ended because I left him alone there, I did not want to continue the debate because of our respective anger, definitely will not find a common ground.
I drove my car fast, this brain feels full.Now I think I want to leave Desti because honestly I am afraid if papa mama and mas Gibran know about our relationship.
Uncertain direction, suddenly my car stopped in front of Adel's house.I looked at him, quiet because it was twelve o'clock at night.Pasti the plain was slumbering.
Adel a good girl she also never hurt me, even she was always there for me.She accepted me for no reason.I'm too evil if it's her.True Mas Adam,I have to be the safest and most comfortable place for her not to hurt her.
Tomorrow he will play in the final.I have to come, accompany him give him spirit.
I turned my car around and went home.
Somehow call I got from Desti but I didn't answer.He also sent dozens of messages, which I let.
Today I was determined to watch Adel's game.
"Where are you, baby?"Mama who saw me was dressed up.
"You watch Adel plus play Ma, Doain Adel win yes Ma!"Kissing Mom's hand.
"Honey dear dong, doain would-be ghost!"Smiling teases me.
"Restu said yes Ma.. assalamualaikum!"My pamit.
"Gallaikumsalam!"Answer Mama.
I decided to ride my favorite bike because it was a little late.On the way I thought of giving a gift to Adel, I thought I gave flowers so he could forgive me.
On the way I felt someone was following me, or it was just my feeling.
In a slightly quiet street suddenly there was a motorbike that cut my way.I tried to avoid it but I instead hit the sidewalk and bounced away from my motorbike.
And I started to become unconscious.
I heard the cry of a woman, whom I memorized her voice.She called my name, but it sounded far away.
I wanted to answer it, but it felt heavy, so that his voice could no longer be heard.