I WAS CHOSEN
Hospital

There is a feeling of guilt leaving Mas Adam in such a state.

But what can I do, I also can not refuse Mama Brother Restu.

I just pray that Brother Restu will heal quickly, and I can be with Mas Adam next like today.

Today I was happy despite the same heart shock as Adam with the incident, but I became happy because I was able to accompany him in a state of pain, I know where his home is.At least I began to know his background.

"Mas Deni, you don't have to wait, I'll take an angkot aja gapapa!"I asked Deni to drive me to the hospital.

"I'm sorry, but Mr. Adam asked me to take Ms. Adel home too!"Deni who always obeyed the orders of Mas Adam.

"O Allah, I still think of others!You stubborn!"I nagged myself.

Deni seemed to hold back a laugh hearing me nag.

Arriving at the hospital, I went straight to Kak Restu's room.

In front of the room I saw Brother Gibran with his sister Nisa.

"Assalamualaikum sis!"I greeted both.

"Gallaikumsalam!"Answer them simultaneously.

"Adels... Thank goodness you came, come in!Restu called out your name!"Nisa is impatient.

"Come Del!Rest is waiting for you."Brother Gibran also asked me.

I nodded, and went into Sister Restu's room.

I saw Aunt Nugraha crying beside the bed Kak Restu.And Kak Restu still lay weak with occasional mention of my name.

I approached him, Tantante Nugraha seemed surprised I had come he immediately hugged me.With the roar of tears getting louder.

"Adel Alhamdulillah you have come!Restu from earlier called your name on!"With hiccups.

"Yes Auntie!"I can't speak.

Seeing the situation of Kak Restu who only lay weak his eyes were open and could already speak, but all I heard from earlier was my name which he called.

We let go of a hug, and I approached Kak Restu.His eyes were focused only on the ceiling of the room.And his lips spoke my name.

"Sister this is Adel Brother!Is Restu conscious?"I asked him to talk.

He still did not respond to my words.Up to several times I called his name and rubbed his hands, he still did not respond.His eyes were open, his lips spoke my name but why did he not respond to my words?

"Sister...Adel is here for sister! Come on, brother, for the sake of Adel against sister's disease!"Inadvertently my tears were dripping down his arm.I couldn't see him like this.

Especially seeing Ma Kak Restu who had been crying since seeing his son with this situation.

"Yes this is how Restu from earlier Del, he did not respond at all to the speech of aunt!And the doctor said maybe Restu was not fully aware, he was still in his subconscious mind.And what he was thinking was you!"Mama Kak Restu explained.

How important am I in your life, brother?In your subconscious, it's me you remember.

I saw tears from the corner of Restu's eyes dripping.When I was shocked to see it.

"Sister. Restu this is Adel! you can hear Adel!Adel love brother,ayo Kak against sister disease, Adel here with sister Restu!"I hope he will respond to my words this time.

His heart rate is getting faster, visible from a heart rate detector attached from his chest.

"Tante, please call the doctor! it seems like Brother Restu is responding to my words!"I was a little panicked about this.

"Yes...!"Mama Kak Restu directly pressed the button beside the bed kak Restu to contact the nurse.

Not how long the sisters came.

"What's wrong, ma'am?"When a nun walks into Sister Restu's room.

"Sus seems like Sister Restu is responding to my words!please call the doctor!"I really hope that Brother Restu really responds and is fully aware.

A doctor came in, and asked Mama Kak Restu and me to wait outside the room.

"What's Mah?"Gibran's brother who was outside the room was confused by the incident.

I just fell silent to see Kak Restu's family.I just think if it's true Kak Restu siuman because of me, how much his affection for me?

She used to be a dream for me, but has she ever understood that she indirectly hurt my feelings.

the flashback

"Now what does my sister want?"my voice trembled slightly as it held back tears.

"I just want to meet Desti!"sound resolute.

"Then?"I looked at the fragile man.

"I wonder what he wants?why did he disappear?"rubbing the face rough.

"Why didn't you try to go there and ask your family?"I pointed at Kak Desti's house.

"I still hold my promise to Desti about my relationship with her." she said.

Why does this heart ache for the reality I already know.

I should have been aware of this, but why do I always want to be near Kak Restu!I couldn't stay away from him, the more I intended to erase his name he always came back to shake.

"If my dear brother fights!"I patted him on the shoulder, then left Sister Restu who was being wilful.

His face was empty, his face confused.

I didn't feel these tears coming, I tried to hold him down but kept dripping.

Flashback off

Since then I realized that I had never been in his world, I was just a figure player in his love story.

But the world is turned upside down, when I have fallen in love with someone who is sincere always there for me.She loves me in her way, making me a grateful woman to know her.

"Attribute!"Mama Kak Restu called me lirih.

"Yes aunt!"I'm appalled.

"Why daydream?"Mama Kak Restu saw me daydreaming.

"Father aunt!I want Ashar Adel to pray first aunt!"I pray for prayer.

I was walking towards the hospital mosque.My mind was messed up, suddenly someone pulled my hand.

"www!"I scream in shock.

And it was Mas Adam who did that, he shut my mouth, so that I would not scream any louder.

"Ngapain screaming?"Whisper, he's the one who's hugging me from behind and shuts my mouth.What's this scene?like I was just gonna get kidnapped.

After I calmed down, he took his hand out of my mouth.

"What hell! surprised to know..fear kirain who?"I'm manyun.

"Sorry!"He chuckles.

"Gapain's here! Being told to rest even here, it's hard to say!"I'm getting upset, because he doesn't care about his own health.

"I don't think you've eaten before, I brought you some food!"Show the package held.

I smiled, you weird guy!there's a reason.

"You want to eat first or pray first?"Ask.

"Shew first!"Answer smiled.

He pulled my hand back, towards Mushola.I walked in his hand, but my steps were always left behind.

I saw this man, was it true that I would be betrothed by God to him or that there was another man?I have laid his name on every prayer.

This feeling was already too comfortable to be beside him, which was always there.