I WAS CHOSEN
Crumbed

They seem to be talking.

My heart crumpled, what I saw today really hurt me.

Didn't Mas Adam say I have to go to Magelang this morning?and now I see she's with a woman.

I don't know how long I stared at the sight until my tears finally came.

Buuukk...

Someone accidentally hit me.

"Sorry mom!"He apologized.

"Yes gapapa!"I immediately left the place and ignored the person who hit me.

I tried to hold back my tears but could not, along the way in the angkot, my tears dripped when I remembered what I saw earlier.

Is this what you're really gonna show me?slowly though?I am nothing compared to Erli but this is not the way.

I really want to stay away from you but that does not mean I can you do like this.Yesterday you say that you are seducing God so that we are fooled but today you seduce other women.Such is the real you?

Maybe this is the answer to everything I need.

My phone vibrated one call from Sister Restu.

"Hallo assalamualaikum!"open me.

"Wallaikumsalam!are you home, Del?"Sister Restu kalem.

"So, Brother, just now! How are you, Sister Restu ?"I held back my tears.

"Del you why?you cry?"Brother Restu seemed to hear my voice mixed with the sobbing.

"Come on, just from the sneezing continues to be a bit rich crying!"I reasoned.

"Oh... I thought you were crying again because of your father's miss!Take vitamin gih, do not fatigue as well.Don't cry again ya!Brother Restu is sadder if you see you are sad!"

"Yes, calm down!"I pretended to be okay.

"Tomorrow Saturday there's no show?"

"Ga there's Brother! why ?"

"I got an invitation to launch a new cafe meen college, want meenin ga?"

"Where are you, brother?That night I can't be sorry mom's home alone!"

"What's the afternoon, how?if you can't do it later let me ask Nisa's sister aja gapapa!"He doesn't seem to feel good to me.

"Yes God willing if afternoon can be brother!but I don't promise!"As usual, I hung it.

"Should I ask Mas Adam's permission to take you?"he's hesitating.

"Ga nak!"I cut.

"Oh yes! if so you rest yes.besok Kak Restu pick up! Assalamualaikum."close Brother Restu.

"Wallaikumsalam !"

Actually I do not want to be considered revenge on Mas Adam.If the same path Kak Restu.But I am also confused if I have to refuse!

Whatever my business with that, Adam is also nothing to me.

My phone rings again but this time the name Mas Adam appears on my phone screen.

"Disn't the phone call the same pretty doctor? Basic all the other guys lipped another hearted!"I grumbled and just looked at my phone.

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"Buk... later in the afternoon I want to nemenin Kak Restu to the ceremony, can you?"I slipped on the back of my mother who was busy arranging the newly folded clothes.

"Chew ma'am!"I hugged mom.

"Your mother.g my father has been gone for almost a hundred days! It looks like it was just yesterday!"Suddenly imagined the face of the father when I wrestled spoiled to mother, surely the father will always say"I must have wanted!"

"Yes nduk!It felt like time was spinning faster!"The mother who has now turned into a sad.

"Your!"

Now my position has changed to sleep on my mother's lap.

"Yes!"

"If I work so take care of Sister Restu can be?"

"Caring for Restu?"I think mom was a little surprised.

"Yes, yesterday Kak Restu's mother asked me to help take care of Kak Restu, but I want to be given pocket money in return!"

"Well, how is Del? actually, the mother also did not feel well too much helped by Adam, but indeed we do not have income.The money left by the father is exhausted!"Mom thinks hard now.

"Yes, Adel told his mother Kak Restu that Adel must go to school!But my mother Kak Restu said that there is an important gapapa who controls my brother Restu.Ya Adel said that you must permit mother first or not!"

"Yes mom is up to you, because it doesn't interfere with your school and study time alone!"Defending me.

"Well, if you can tomorrow I want to talk to Mama Kak Restu!"

Because I got the green light from mom somehow I was so excited.

"But if Adam knew what not to be angry at?"Suddenly I talked about Adam.

"Mas Adam already has a candidate Mom. A beautiful doctor! They have known him since school!So Adam is keeping us from helping us because we promised him!"I tried to give a slow explanation to my mother, even if remembering what I saw yesterday it hurt.

"What is Nduk? Know that Adam's mother loves you! Because every time he comes here, I see that he loves you not because of his father or mother!"According mother.

"Mother.but maybe now Mas Adam has found the right person,doctor Erli name they used to date but broke up because doctor Erli had to go to college and work abroad and now they have met again!Adel is dear to Mas Adam but Adel will also be happy if Mas Adam is happy!Adel asked the same mother also we can kok independent, Adel did not want to ngrepotin Mas Adam continue!"I tried to hold back the tears that had been at the end of my eyes so that my mother was sure that I was sincere with my relationship and Mas Adam.

"Yes already!mom is up to you, the most important thing is to keep a good relationship ya Nduk ! Because somehow you love each other, Adam also promised to keep you up at all times!Adam is a good man.If indeed you guys have not been fooled just assume this is a school that will one day graduate because it has learned!"My mother's smile always cheered me on.

"Yes buk!We open the day in our own strength!Prayer in Adel can be school and work simultaneously, Adel can also go to college later!Let me be proud of you that this beautiful father's only daughter can be a pride."I hug my mother because every time I tell my father these tears can't be dammed and hugging my mother is a strength I always get.

"Amin.iya Nduk the best is always a mother's prayer!You are now the only spirit mother now seeing you mother is like seeing father!"Mother was crying too.

For a while we both cried in arms.

"Already almost dzuhur you shower and get ready he said want to go with Restu!Virgin child if the holiday rarely shower!"Mom pretended to scold me with a smile.

"Yes my beautiful mother!"I shake with a jail smile.

When I checked my phone there were dozens of calls from Mas Adam and dozens of messages from him.

But I just opened it without me retaliating.

Del later Kak Restu pick up at three o'clock.

Message from Sister Restu.

yes Brother

My reply.

It was almost three o'clock and I was ready.

Tok.dok...

The sound of the door being knocked.

"Surely Sister Restu!"My guess, and rushed to open the door.

When I opened the door, it was not Restu's brother as I thought but Mas Adam.