I WAS CHOSEN
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"Yes but not like this too mama responded.That everything we do must be in return but that does not mean we have to pay it now!God has his own court!if this is the name is not those who do not care but mama!Mama must recover for their sake, mama's children need mama later.Sobbed mama's mistakes in the past with mama's health!"I was too fiery to encourage him.

"Mama just wanted her to know that she loved him so much! I realized that my mother was not a good mother!From that mama wants to follow Mama's daughter to atone for her sins in the past!"

"Well.don't judge yourself!If your child does not love Mama, Adel love Mama! don't talk about this anymore, Mama take a break!"I tried to calm his mind.

I was so dizzy today.

After I saw Mama Sari asleep, I went out to find Mas Adam who had not caught up with me.

I called repeatedly but didn't answer.

"Gusti.. handsome kok koyo jaelangkung!"I nagged myself.

Then I looked into the parking lot.

"The car is still there!where is it om..om!"I feel anxious with him because I often say nothing clearly.

"Why look for me?"He suddenly slumped behind me.

"Astaghfiullah!"I was shocked, my reflexes pinched his stomach.

"Aduuuihhhhhh!"Adam was squatting in pain.

"Oh Allah I'm sorry!sorry for not intentionally.sorry!"I was worried to see him in pain.

"Haha!"He laughed amusedly.

"What..what...kok laugh?"I was confused to see him who suddenly laughed, scratching my head which is not itchy at all.

"You're funny to know that when you're scared!"He's still laughing.

I punched him in the arm.This time I don't want to be tricked again by pretending to be in pain.

I saw that this time he was in real pain.

"O Allah, be thou nduk!It's called kdrt!"He glanced at me with a clear face.

"Bodo very!tell me who's pretending!"I looked at him with a look of wanting to prey on him.

"Gallags are girls!later the boys on the run if fierce!"Trying to tease me.

" Bodo!"I felt more and more anxious to be angry with him, without me knowing what was wrong.

"Wanna go home?"

"Who said?"I'm still ketus.

"It's eight o'clock Del!you go to school tomorrow too!"Reminded me.

"How do I sleep here?I'm home tomorrow morning!"I suddenly thought of accompanying Mama Sari.

"You need to create a mystery story, Del!Not funny, pity mom home alone!"He thought about mom.

"But pity Mama, if there's anything with Mama how?"And this time I was really worried about Mama Sari until I cried.

"This is it, Mas ordered Mama's guard here!but you have to go home pity mommy at home!"I know Adam couldn't see me crying.

"Mas, Mama's still stubbornly unwilling to operate! He's still waiting for his son, I can't see he's so rich!"

"Let's take care of Mas, which is important now you go home take care of mom at home tomorrow school!There will be another match too, you smooth away!Wanna?"He is always decisive, if he has made a decision.

"I'll say goodbye to mama!"I turned to tell Mama.

Suddenly,

Adam just smiled.

"Loh Mbak Yuni is here!Whose mom is inside?"When I found out Mama Sari's assistant met us outside the room.

"Mother break Ma'am!I want to go out to eat for a while!"The answer.

"Oh that!Yes, if that's all right with Mama I'm home! god willing I'll be here again tomorrow."I paid my respects to Mama's assistant, because I didn't want to interrupt Mama's break.

"Okay Ma'am Adel, I'm sorry Adam!"He passed away.

On the way home I was actually curious to ask about Mama Sari's assistant who seemed to have known Mas Adam, but I saw Mas Adam was busy contacting someone.

As usual I fell asleep if Mas Adam was always busy alone.Thus I woke him up after arriving at home.

"Wake up...Del's!already nyampe...!"He woke me up by rubbing my head.

I squirm and open my eyes.

"Well nyampe?"rubbing eyes.

"Already!I didn't stop by. It was a bad night with the neighbors!"Adam came down and as usual opened the door for me.

"Yes!"I got down and walked into the house.

"Dell...!"Adam called me.

"Yes!"I lazily looked.

"Thank you for today, thank you so much for your mom!"I don't know what he said but I can't digest it because I'm still sleepy.

I just replied with a nod and a smile, then walked back into the house.

After I entered and closed the door, there was the sound of Mas Adam's car slowly leaving.

This morning after the dawn prayer, I made breakfast for my mother.

After my father died what my father used to do now I am the substitute.

"What cooking is nduk?"I saw that I was busy making breakfast.

"Buk fried rice! Adel can't cook rich dad, sorry ya buk!"I apologized to Mom for not being able to change the position of father to mother.

"Father papa.important, there are eaten!I made you breakfast thanks!"Mom's smile was so accepting.

"Mom..today Adel came home a little late, want to look Kak Restu and Mama Sari!So if you want malem later Adel masakin make it day and night!"

"Lohs... Mama Sari's in the hospital too?"I was shocked to hear that my mom was hospitalized again.

"Yes buk.. Mama Sari's condition drop!He should have had surgery last week for his kidney transplant but he's postponing his schedule until his son comes home from abroad!"I told mom.

"O Allah, when will his son come home?"

"Ga tau buk.. seems like her son does not want to know about Mama Sari who is sick! They have a family buk problem!I don't know how myself!"I myself am confused by the matter of Mama Sari's family, because I don't know the real problem.

"Yes!the important thing is not to forget to eat!"My mother reminded me.

"Yes buk!Sorry buk, Adel has not been able to take care of mom like you take care of mom!Adel's busy with Adel's own business."I hugged mom.

"You're a mother's son!not my mother's husband!all you have to do is go to school, so sweet girl like you still have, never change!"Squeezing my back.

Every dawn usually we three pray together, that's what makes me always long for dawn.The body also makes us warm.The sound of the father teaching.Aroma cooking father.And the last memory before the father left for good, He always reminded me not to leave prayers.

Memories of the father make me miss him even more.Bapak is the man of my first love who always protects me.Menyyangiku more than his affection to himself.