
"But you don't have a problem, do you have Del and Adam?"Rifi suddenly asked.
"Fi.. I'm actually confused!"I'm thinking all about my relationship with Mas Adam.
"What's Del? same story with me!"Rifi approached.
"I'm disappointed Fi is the same Mas Adam!"I breathe heavily.
"Why disappointment?"Rifi wanted to know.
"It turns out Mama Sari is Mas Adam Fi's real mama!Mama Sari also lied to me about this in fact! Feel like lying to me!"I smiled bitterly.
"So maybe they're not ready for your story yet! or they have something going on, we're positively thinking!"Rifi calms me.
"Yes but this is how Fi! Everything that Mas Adam hid is now exposed!Try to imagine what Fi you think if you were me!The doctor who handled Mama Sari was Mas Adam's ex-girlfriend, the doctor was beautiful, the printer was also from a family equivalent to Mas Adam who was,I'm an orphan Fi I also live dependent on Mas Adam.And all this time the relationship between me and Mas is also not clear, without status! the girl was dating Mas Adam!Can I still hope for this unclear relationship?Or all this time only I've been to baperan with the goodness of Mas Adam ?"My eyes started to glaze over.
"Propay for Del!I don't want any comment, you're my friend Mas Adam is also my friend! What I feel you both have is love!Maybe now I am misunderstanding! If Adam were your soul mate, God would have harbored him with you."Rifi hugged me.
Moments I cried in Rifi's arms.Until I calmed down a little, we let go of the hug.
"Don't you cry, a Fadela Hanifa cried?It's not in your big dictionary Del!"Rifi.
I smiled thinly.
"Thank you Fi I'm a little relieved now! I was going to tell Mom about this but I'm afraid you're thinking!"
"You can tell me the same story anytime! if Mahes ain't no fuss but!"Rifi liquefies the atmosphere.
"See Mahes sleeping gini adem huh Del?"I looked at the face of Mahes who had been sleeping.
"Yes Del, Mahes is the most beautiful gift after the mistake Al and I made!He's also the one who made us realize we could be someone better."Kiss the cheek of Mahes.
"But now do you repent, Miss Alfian?"I tease.
"Well, what is legal too?"Rifi pretended to be a manyun.
"It's late afternoon, I'm home Fi!I'll be waiting for me at home!"Watching the clock on my phone.
"Yes, I'm sorry I can't help, you be careful! If there's any similar story I don't hesitate, I'm still Rifi your best friend first!"Rifi hugged me back.
"Yes.ya has Mahes Aunt Adel's chest come home first!"I kissed Mahes' cheek.
At home I saw Mas Deni and driver Kak Restu.
"Mbak Adel!I picked her up at school!"Deni had not yet finished his words I gave him a signal to be silent.
"I'm home, tell Mas Adam!"Answer me with a ketus.
"My mother asked Adel to pick up Adel's mother!"Driver Kak Restu.
"Yes sir, I'll change clothes!"I walked in.
I don't care about all about Mas Adam.I just want to be alone, not until when.
I once thought of being a living part of a soldier whenever I should be able to take it off.Why should I later if now I'm ready.
"Sir there's Mas Deni outside!"Mom when I opened the door.
"Yes, I've met!"I'm just plain ordinary.
"Where did you come from said Mas Deni earlier you were picked up at school already home!"Mom followed me to my room.
"So Rifi's house briefly Bu nanyain work so just now!if you wait for Deni Kesorean!"My reasons.
"Yes, tell Adam that you've come home he must be worried, so this morning he's here to pick you up but you've left!"Mom tells.
"Yes buk, yeah,had met at school, followed by Adel Bawain Adel breakfast too.Now Adel wants to take a bath because it has been promised to his mother Kak Restu this afternoon want to come to the thanksgiving home Kak Restu.Sorry yes Bu later can not accompany mom to eat n salat magrib !"I looked at my mother's shady face.
After chatting with my mother and asking her permission, I immediately took a shower and got ready.
Arriving at the house of Kak Restu I have been waiting for Kak Restu at the entrance.
"I don't think you're here Del ?"Smiled when I saw me get out of the car.
"Sorry you were late there was a short show at school!"I approached her who was now sitting on a wheelchair.
"Get in yuk, Mama wait for you inside!"Invited me into his house.
And I pushed the wheelchair.
"Well, this is Adel coming!"Sister Restu shouted to her mother who was busy preparing food for the guests.
"Assalamualaikum aunty!"I greeted him.
"Wallaikumsalam, finally the one that has been waiting for comes!Restu was worried you didn't come so tell the driver to pick you up!"Smiling glanced at Sister Restu.
"Don't believe Del.Tadi Mama told the driver!"Brother Restu defended himself.
"Eh there's Adel!"Sister Nisa is the wife of Brother Gibran who bothered to carry his child.
"Yes, sister !"I greeted him with a smile.
"Well, look at Bang Gibran?I'm going to go to the bathroom to take Gilsa's nitip with you, brother!"Nisa's sister is looking for her husband's whereabouts.
"This is the same as Adel!"I offered myself.
"What is ngrepotin?"Brother Nisa.
"Ga..quietly Adel can carry a baby!"I'm kidding.
"Yes, thank you Del!go to the kebelet !"Nisa's sister who left immediately after Gilsa was in my arms.
"Hay.the little girl knows Aunt Adel's name is Gilsa!"I asked her to talk because this little baby is literate looking at me.
"You're flexible too huh Del's carrying a baby?Gilsa is with you!"Brother Restu praised me.
I'm just smiling.
From the beginning I knew Mr. Restu until now, Kak Restu always open with his life.Although honestly I was very disappointed and hurt when he knew that he loved others.I also never made it soar when first introduced to his family.
Here in Kak Restu's family I was well received.Hell never compared who and where I came from.Her parents also very much accept me.
But unfortunately the feeling is now a memory.I do not want to have it again.Today in my life only one happy mother.only he I have now.
Kak Restu and Mas Adam are indeed like two different magnetic fields.Mas Adam is closed and Kak Restu is open.
But both of them have disappointed me, and now I know that maybe God is jealous of me because I always hope for my fellow man not for Him.
I finally had to feel disappointment for the second time.
If you are still alive I am now being lectured about habluminalah and habituminanas.Honestly I miss him a lot.
Mr Adel kangen!Love that never makes Adel disappointed only the love of the father to Adel.Cinta sincere without wanting in return only the love of the father and sincere love without ever hurting only the love of the Father to his son.And now that love I've taken you to Jannah!Adel dear father!
I suddenly shed tears.Every time I think my father is out of control of my feelings.
Be grateful to those who now still have both parents complete.Now Adel can only hug the father with prayer and so that the father is also happy there.
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