I WAS CHOSEN
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After eating Mas Adam's favorite soto, we continued our journey home.

And as usual I was full I always fell asleep, my habits that Mas Adam had memorized.

We arrived home almost afternoon.

Aunt Nugraha was seen crying and was being soothed by the mother.

"Assynnya!"Me and Adam together.

"Gallaikumsalam!"Aunt Nugraha immediately hugged me with a cry.

"What's the aunt?Aunt why?"I returned his embrace, also confused because he suddenly cried.

"Restu Del, Restu koma Del!"Aunt with a sob, I was surprised to hear the news.

"Go home first, there's important business!call me later!"pamit Mas Adam with his mouth language is like reading a mantra, but I know he said that sentence.

I grabbed his hand, I prevented the departure of Mas Adam.Seems like Mas Adam understood I mean, he stopped his steps and just looked at me.

"Tante, we're in for a chat!"I asked him to come in and talk about what was going on inside the house.

I gave Aunt Nugraha a drink to calm down.

And he began to tell me about the pain of Brother Restu.Since the accident at that time, actually Kak Restu often felt a great headache even often fainted.Yes, I admit I never knew it.

And lately Brother Restu often fainted and the worst two days ago he complained of headaches and fainting, until today still unconscious.

At first glance I looked at Mas Adam who seemed to be busy with his cellphone.I know he certainly did not want to hear anything about Kak Restu, but I do not want him to misunderstand the actual condition.

"Actually Brother Restu is sick what aunt?"What I want to know is the cause.

"The accident of that time, the violent collision of the time of the accident that now caused the effect! some of his veins broke."Definitely Aunt Nugraha.

"Tante, it's not that Adel doesn't want to go there but it's already want magrib!there will also be a study for the father so Adel apologizes, God willing, tomorrow Adel there!Patient aunt, Aunt must be strong for Sister Restu."I Strengthened It.

"Yes, thank you Del!Adam, I'm sorry instead Aunty wants to disturb your relationship but Aunt just wants Adel to know how Restu's condition is now, because Auntie knows Restu also loves Adel.Walau everything comes back to Adel's decision to choose who!"Aunt Nugraha rubbed the arms of Mas Adam, who had not spoken a word since.

"Adam knows auntie!Adam also handed over all the decisions to Adel.Adel has not yet validly also chose Adam, so Adam will not curb Adel to connect with anyone."Adam is always mature and calm in dealing with anything.

Not long ago Aunt Nugraha paid for getting a call from her husband.

I approached Mas Adam who was sitting in the living room seat.

"Mas!"Whether he was really busy or just playing his phone, but from meeting Mama Kak Restu he became quiet.

"Falme!"The answer is very subtle.

"Why silence?"I'm trying to figure out what his heart really is.

"Mas must go home Adel, there is work that must be completed.Tomorrow Mas also have to go to the central Mabes office, flight early in the morning!"It seems he just switched our conversation.

"should?"I started to suppress my words.

"Adels...You know, you wonder how Mas Adam feels about you?and you also think about how Mas and Restu feel now?"He could always guess what I was thinking, God he could understand what I meant.

"Mas Adam gapapa you deket same Restu, even you pay attention to him!it's up to you, from the beginning Mas just say your name in Mas' prayer! By accident we met and suddenly I loved you, then I understood when I had to be away from you the main purpose of prayer was to ask instead of force!Del.. everything is in your heart, God the owner of all destiny.We humans are only able to pray and try!All you have to know is one Mas Adam's love for you!"Mas Adam's gaze this time made me a grateful woman, honestly I no longer have any taste for Sister Restu, I just think of her as my own sister.

I didn't realize my tears were dripping hearing Mas Adam's words.

He wiped my tears gently.

"Be the woman who plays a role for everyone, so the best around you!Adam will remain a part of everything you decide!"This man was chosen by God, only that word was spoken in my heart.

Adzan magrib reverberated, Mas Adam said because I knew from earlier his phone did not stop ringing, but was left alone.

"Mas Adam go for a while, if you want to go to the hospital let Erda deliver! you know what happened on the road, it could happen again, I said, okay!"Before he left.

I nodded, now that I know where and what he wants to go.Quite calm even though there is still a little fear of losing again.

Tonight I really thought about all Mas Adam said, but Sister Restu also messed with my mind.

Since this afternoon, Kak Restu's mother kept asking me to come to the hospital.Honestly I was disturbed, but I also could not resist.

I sent a message to Adam,

Tomorrow I want to look at Sister Restu!

Okay..let Erda drive, don't go anywhere without me Deni or Erda okay! Remind her.

ok fine!

Usually if it's not busy I send a message he will call, maybe this time he is really busy.

"Not sleeping yet?"Mom saw me I was still busy with my phone in the living room.

"Not ma'am!You're not sleeping either?"It turns out that my mother hasn't slept either.

"Tomorrow to start school again, right?aren't you sleeping at school tomorrow?"My mother sat with me.

"But soon!not too sleepy!"I grimaced, putting my phone on the table.

"Tomorrow a school trip?"

"Tomorrow from Aerda,Mas Adam is not allowed I go alone buk! because we were almost on the street!"remembering what happened last afternoon with Mas Adam.

"Oh God!how can you do it, but you're gapapa?"mom was so worried.

"Alhamdulillah gapapa buk,Mas Adam can fight them!but Adel can't go anywhere alone!"I'm actually a little constrained to Mas Adam who is now a little possessive but I think this is all because he's worried about me.

"Adam wants you to be safe, respect him!What about Restu?"Mom asked me something I really didn't want to talk about.

"God willing, tomorrow I'll go home to the hospital, I'd like to know how Sister Restu is doing!"

"Sir, if you have dropped the choice of one of them do not forget the goodness of the one you did not choose.Stay intertwine a good friendship."Mother's advice.

"Yes buk, Adel understands!"I looked down at Mom's words.

I have been steady in choosing Mas Adam in my heart, but I also do not want to break the cord of friendship with Kak Restu's family who have been good to me.