I WAS CHOSEN
Suicide

"What do you really want Des?"Shouted Restu when he saw Desti was at the end of the roof top of a cafe and ready to jump.

"You don't care about me!"Desti with crying.

"I don't know why you're like this?What are you trying to kill yourself for? If there is a problem, it can be discussed!"Restu tried to persuade Desti, who did not flinch back from the end of the building.

"You still ask what's the problem? the problem is you!"Her yelling.

"You get away from there, if that's the case, I'll have a good talk!"Restu stretched out his hand so Desti could grab it.

"There's something to say again, and you can help me too!go there just as girls don't know themselves!"His shouting.

"Des... What do you really want? Girls don't know who you mean?What do I do to make you not like this?"Restu continued to try to convince and persuade him not to commit suicide.

"Make what!you don't care about me now, which you care about the girl who doesn't know herself!"He still insisted on his thoughts.

"OK.I promise I will do anything for you, so long as you don't act weird rich gini again!"Restu's promise to Desti thwart his plans to commit suicide.

"You promise?"Yakinja.

"Let's promise!"And Restu managed to persuade Desti not to commit suicide.

Restu pulled Desti's hand and hugged her comfortably, so that Desti did not feel alone.

"We sit down!"Restu led Desti to sit down.

After Desti calmer, and his mood better.Restu again invites Desti to talk from heart to heart.

"Des.kamu if there is any story, do not get rich again gini!"Restu asked Desti not to repeat his actions.

"Why do I live if the person I love doesn't care about me, he's more concerned with other girls who don't love him!"Desti is back on fire.

"You mean, me?I'm more concerned with Adel, is that what you mean?"Clarify what Desti means.

"Yes.you are more concerned with girls do not know themselves, you accompany him every day!you always have time for her, but don't care about me, who's obviously your boyfriend?You've always reasoned for our relationship, but what good does he do for us?He's just ruining our relationship!"Desti always thought that Adel was the cause of Restu not caring about him anymore.

"Des ..I love you!but I beg you to understand with all our conditions, our relationship is actually not true!I need time to fix everything, my parents already know about this relationship, and so does Gibran!From the beginning we have agreed to include Adel in our relationship story, he is the helper of this relationship.But you are now thinking no-no, accusing Adel who is not worth it!I was there for Adel because he was sad!"Restu tries to explain his closeness to Adel, only to empathize with Adel and cover up his relationship with Desti because his family already knows.

"You're just arguing!You're not just empathetic, but you're already using your heart!The heart you gave me you gave to her too! as you know, she already has a boyfriend!"Desti looked at Restu sharply.

"I just want to return the favor, you know when I crashed yesterday!Adel has accompanied me, take care of me! Now he's in need of a friend yes I'm trying to be a good friend.You can ask him directly, me and Adel are just friends ga more!"Trying to get Desti to change her outlook on Adel.

"How happy?"Restu did not understand Desti's intentions.

"You're happy that Adel died with his girlfriend! That way you can get him!You're not shameless Res!"

"Okay.we don't bring Adel, actually this is just our problem!We just misunderstood!"Restu diverted the conversation.

"You're protecting him? Okay.. Now I want you to stay away from him!"Pinta Desti's.

"okay!but you have to divorce your husband!"Restu asks for conditions that are no less complicated.

"Oh so you're abstaining from me?You don't love me!"Beg.

"Des...A relationship like this will be up to when?I can't have you completely, don't you feel sorry for me?When will it be like this?"Restu who had started to give up with the state of the relationship between them.

"You've agreed to this!"Desti turned around Restu's words.

"Des.I give you time to think!You choose me or your husband?If you've made up your mind, call me!"Restu looked at Desti seriously.

"I wouldn't do this if I didn't love you!"Grasping Restu's hand tightly.

"I love you too!but I don't want to be like this forever!"Restu stood up and with a reflex Desti hugged Restu from behind.

"Don't stay in me Res!I love you!"Desti was crying again.

"Des... affection is not like this, justifying all means to be together, I realize that what we are doing is wrong! Eat it I want to fix it.If you love me, finish your business with your husband first!I'll wait for you until you're ready, if you love him we better walk with each other's destiny."Restu let go of Desti's hand that had hugged him earlier, and passed away.

Desti was just speechless to see Restu stepping away.Dibaknya, in the same way as this Gibran used to return to his arms.But it turns out that Restu is different, the way of thinking Restu more logical than his brother who is more into feeling.

Though by making Restu love to die to him is how Desti returned his heartache to Gibran.

Gibran is tougher on business and life but he's more fragile in attention.Restu was indeed a kid yesterday afternoon, but he's calmer in any case.

Restu turned on the motor.

On the way he thought of Adel.He knew Adel had liked him,but Restu instead makes it as a shield so that his relationship with Desti is not known by his parents.And now Restu only realized when Adel turned out to be more loving Adam, a man who always protects his woman, and now Restu just realized when Adel was more loving Adam, a man who always protects his woman, become the most comfortable place in the life of the person he loves.And become a person who is grateful for having been chosen among those who come, to be the only one.

Restu feels guilty to Adel.So far he wants to make amends by always being there for Adel.Walau he knows it is too late.