Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 10 Surviving

Usually if Queen contacts Vian, then Queen will tell you a lot. Especially about family. At least with that, Vian can reduce his longing for both parents.

It seemed that Queen had no secrets at all against Vian. Because Vian was the only person Queen told me that Queen liked Sapphire all this time. Even if some people are aware of Queen's feelings. But only Vian Queen made a place to confide in Sapphire.

Vian's heart became very worried when he saw his sister crying loudly while beating her own chest. The cheerful Queen can arrive like that which means the Queen is really in pain. But Vian was confused, in fact Queen was crying over what.

Vian wanted to ask a question immediately. But he chose to be quiet for a moment. Because according to Vian, Queen does need to let out her tears that may have been held back since. Vian really hopes that after this Queen will feel better.

"Fetch the Queen, Brother. Queen wants the same sister. The Queen is not strong in this house," after her cries subsided a little, now Queen spoke again.

"What's the matter, Queen? Say the same to Brother."

Queen rubbed her two puffy eyes. He also rubbed his nose using the clothes he was wearing. "Snow, Brother."

"What's wrong with her? Did he hurt you?"

The Queen lowered her head and shook her head slowly. "Salju is our sister-in-law's candidate" he said quietly in a trembling voice.

"What!" Vian was strangled for fear of mishearing. "What did you say just now?"

"Salju is the man who proposed to Divya's sister tonight. Queenn's heart was very sick. The Queen could not see all of this. They're getting married in a month, brother. Please get Queen. Better the Queen is the same Sister, than to have to witness this all. Queen is not able to sister," he said complaining with a vibrating voice and also a cry that again makes the Queen as happy as possible.

"Is there a single person in the house who knows about this?"

"Mama guessed and thought we had a relationship. But Queen dodged Mama's estimate. If only Brother Divya ..." Queen's speech hangs. He may have wondered if Divya was not his sister and he would have taken Sapphire for himself. Queen took a slow breath. Her chest felt so tight. "Nobody knows about Queen's feelings other than Big Brother."

"Queen. Everything's been like this. Divya's sister is getting married soon. Just hold on for a second, okay? My sister is not ready to go home and face Mama and Papa. If you go on an impromptu trip like this, Mama and Papa will definitely be sad and wonder."

"So Queen should what Sis?"

"Stay in that house for a moment. Just one more month, right? After that, Brother will pick up Queen. I'm sure you can."

"Queen isn't sure he can be strong. How could Big Brother ask Queen to hold on and see them get married. What if Queen collapses suddenly. Wouldn't that be so embarrassing? Queen can not," he said giving a rejection of the advice just uttered by Vian.

"For so long Queen has been able to hide the Queen's own feelings. Even Sapphires are unconscious. Divya's obvious sister Queen's sister also couldn't be aware of her own sister's feelings. Just hold on for a second. This suggestion is evil, but it's the only way for Mama and Papa not to be sad because the Queen is gone all of a sudden."

"Will Queen try Brother. But if the Queen isn't strong, what? If not forced, even the Queen's legs are difficult to move since then."

After a long chat Vian and Queen. Queen immediately washed her face. He immediately changed his nightgown so that he would immediately feel comfortable. Upon exiting the bathroom, Queen again grabbed her phone, seeing who was currently contacting her.

"Maira," he murmured.

Queen's tears are back. She knew that Ruby would definitely contact her and ask about her situation. Because all this time, Ruby was the most excited to say her feelings to Sapphire. But Queen dodged and argued that she did not have any feelings for Sapphire.

Up to three times Ruby makes voice calls. But Queen chose to ignore her best friend. Queen did not want to cry to Ruby about her feelings clapping her hands. Until now, many messages that Ruby has sent. Queen could only wipe her tears while reading all the messages Ruby sent. It is read that Ruby is very worried about her.

The next morning, the Queen was ready. Because this morning he and Sapphire had an appointment with a client. Unlike usual, Queen now uses makeup to disguise both her puffy eyes.

"Hello," by force, Queen received a voice call from Sapphire.

"Is there a driver who's dropping off?"

"There," replied the Queen briefly. After that, he switched off his phone. If it's like this, Queen is sure that they will meet at the location that has been promised.

Just now Queen came out of her room, simultaneously she met Divya who also just came out of there. It made the Queen with a flutter spread a smile on her clearly sad face.

"Good morning, brother."

"Morning," Divya smiled so sweetly and noticed her beautiful-looking sister this morning. "You go with Sapphire, why not ask him to pick you up?"

Queen smiled wryly. He felt like he was a fool all along. Sapphire must have told Divya everything that the man would pick her up. Now Queen can realize everything. Just every time Sapphires cross paths with Divya while being with her, Sapphire smiles. Things he thinks are weird. Queen guess, it was Sapphire did because Divya was older than Sapphire. But everything turned out to be wrong.

"Let the driver have a job."

The two of them immediately went down to head to the dining room. There, everyone gathered. There was no warm talk like usual. Though usually Reina always there is something to talk about as well as the Queen. But this morning it was so quiet.

"Had eaten?" reina asked quietly when she saw the Queen had moved. Reina's heart grew even more restless as the Queen ate only a little.

"It's Ma."

"Is Queen's stomach still hurting? Last night I wanted to enter Queen's room. Tumben once the Queen locked the door," Reina clearly knew that the Queen was hiding something, Reina was eager to scout the Queen. But how else. Whatever the outcome, he could not change things either.

"Queen's stomach doesn't hurt anymore. Queen pegi now."