Marriage Grief

Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 148 Viewing Photos


"Sir, next week we try to survey the location of the land that we saw yesterday, sir" asked Safir who had been talking with Yusman since.


"Mas, interested in the land?" asked Yusman to make sure.


"Not really, sir. But if the location is quite far from the residential area, it seems there is no problem also if we buy the land and try to start dairy cattle. Even if later it can not be sold at least for consumption we can also sir. His name is still trying. Just get small first."


"Good, Mas. Then I'll make an appointment with the landowner first."


The location of the land that a few days ago was already Sapphire see. However, because it was too rushed about other work, making Sapphire pay less attention to the distance between the land and the house of the population. Sapphires just do not want if later his business to make other residents become disturbed.


After Yusman came out of his study, Sapphire also came out of it. Sapphire destination actually headed to the workspace that should be occupied by Queen.


It was two months ago that Sapphire met Queen in Jakarta. Every time Sapphire looked down and saw her hand, it felt like Sapphire remembered the moment she clasped Queen's hand. If only Sapphire's heart dared to follow the true direction of the heart, perhaps the meeting of the day was not the last Sapphire communication to Queen. Because until now, neither Sapphire nor Queen gave each other news. Being self-aware about himself certainly makes Sapphire able to realize its limits.


Both eyes of Sapphire circulate. He sat in the chair that was supposed to be Queen's place. Sapphire's smile was faintly imprinted as she looked at a picture frame of herself with Queen. A beautiful girl who wore a pink dress on the day of her wedding.


'I'm sorry, maybe right now I can't get rid of what I really want to get out of this room. Now I'm a little better and I can understand myself. In a moment, this room I will function as well as possible in order to remain useful. After all, you also will not come here again, ' murmured Sapphire's heart.


"Safir here?" ask Zantisya.


"Eh, ma'am," he said until stuttered. Spontaneous only her hand inserted the Queen picture frame in the drawer of the worktable.


Sapphire who had been daydreaming and drifting with his own mind, was certainly surprised by Zantisya's sudden presence. Sapphire was afraid that Zantisya would find out that since then she had continued to look at her picture with Queen.


While Zantisya came to this cafeteria because he wanted to see his son while bringing lunch.


"Mother knows that it's a picture of you with Queen at the wedding. There is no need to hide anymore" Zantisya said, smiling.


The look of the Sapphire changed softly. Besides what to cover again, if both parents also already know everything.


"Safir just wants to come here, Bun. There was no particular intention," he explained because Sapphire did not want Zantisya to think that he expected more from his feelings.


"Did you ask why Sapphire came here?" zantisya asked then smiled calmly. "Even if hope is okay, it's okay. You like each other too. Even if it is a soul mate, however you avoid it will definitely meet its own path."


"But Sapphire had no intention of going down that road, Bun. Mother knows why Sapphire has this decision."


Zantisya sighed deeply. She understands very well that Sapphire is traumatized by her marriage with Divya.


"Cure your feelings first, son. No need to force yourself quickly. Find your comfort if that's what makes you feel safe and secure. But Mommy told Sapphire. Allah has given the Sapphire an answer. And perhaps that was the fate that Sapphire was supposed to take. As far as Sapphires go, in the end all will meet their own destiny and find their own way. Remember, Son. The problem has a solution. Let's have lunch first. Mommy came here because she wanted to take Sapphire to lunch."


The sapphire immediately moved. Let her and Zantisya get out of the room immediately.


"Sorry, Mas. I just contacted the landowner" Yusman said, who had just exited the workspace.


"How Sir?"


"That land is already in someone else's DP, Mas."


Sapphire just nodded slowly. "Yes, sir. This land is not our sustenance. It might also be a good sign because my heart is also not so sreg."