Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 30 Ruby Advice for Sapphires
Looking at Sapphire's face, Ruby made a faint smile. The woman casually finished the food on her plate first. Ruby hope, Sapphire can wait patiently and can calm her heart that is in a state of turmoil.
"I asked about Divya because I was curious. In a few days you will be married. Instead of thinking about your future wife, or where you're going to go on your honeymoon, or doing something unique after it's legal, but you're thinking about something else."
Sapphire rubbed her face roughly. "How can I not think of Queen, Sister. He stopped working suddenly. Usually when he wants to do anything, he always says the same to me. Now then? This is not Queen's custom. I'm talking this to Brother if maybe Queen told Brother that maybe I had the same fault. I apologized the last time we called. But Queen also kept saying I wasn't wrong."
"If you know Queen's habits like this. Then do you know what Divya's habits are?"
"Why is Big Brother like comparing Divya and Queen?"
"Firs. Have you ever thought that Queen did that to keep you away?"
For a moment, Sapphire was silent for a moment to think at a glance how Queen. Sapphire so think that the Queen's decision was indeed made to stay away from him. Especially since the last time they talked to each other, until now they never again gave each other news.
"Even if he stays away from me, it means I've made a mistake. Butwhat? That's right no more than 24 hours, suddenly deciding unilaterally like this."
"Are you stupid or what about Fiiirrr?" furious himself finally Ruby on his sister. It feels like Ruby currently wants to throw a spoon to hit the forehead of Sapphire. Hope Sapphire's brain can work properly and think everything well.
"Why is Big Brother so stupid of me anyway?" instead of getting a solution, now the twin brothers actually began to fight.
Ruby breathed. I try to patiently face my sister. "I if I was Queen, I would have quit my job immediately after knowing my best friend proposed to my own sister. Queen definitely does not want Divya to misunderstand that she continues your cooperation. Moreover, you have almost every day gone everywhere together. College, work, you guys always go together more often. To make a lot of people think that you have a special relationship."
"Divya has been fine. Not jealous even if we go together. Because he knows we're in college and working."
"Firs. Isn't it strange that Brother Di isn't jealous of Queen, not even Queen's younger brother?" ask Ruby seriously.
"For a long time Queen did not know that you and Brother Di had a serious relationship. If you told me about your relationship in the first place, I'm sure Queen stayed away from you a long time ago. Queen will not work with you, and you are also not necessarily up to the level of success as it is today. You need to remember, your success was Queen's intervention."
Ruby. He tidied the dishes into the food cabinet. Then Ruby washed the dirty dishes. After that, Ruby made a warm drink and was about to leave from there.
"Have you ever thought that you actually liked the Queen without your noticing?"
Ruby's words managed to make Sapphire turn to look at Ruby. He did not believe what Ruby had just said.
"The comfort that Queen subconsciously gives you. Your worry is about the little things you fear. Think of everything about yourself, related to it."
"Sister, the three of us have been in office for a long time .."
"Don't cover everything with the word friend, Sapphire. There is no pure friendship between a man and a woman. Because one of them will definitely have more taste," said Ruby scolded Sapphire. "You need to know, Queen does this not because she likes you. But he should keep his distance from you. That's what Queen has to do because your closeness has managed to make a lot of people wrong."
As much as possible Ruby must cover from Sapphire if in fact the Queen likes Sapphire for a long time. Ruby wanted Sapphire to feel and be aware of her own feelings.
"Have you tried night prayers to get a clue?"
"So Brother. But I'm sure my choice wasn't wrong. The estimation of Brother and the others was not correct."
Ruby nodded slowly. "Whatever you say now. I give advice, because from tomorrow you are not out of the house until the wedding day, then from tomorrow you try fasting. Lots of worship and don't forget, pray every night. Ask for peace of mind, because what you should think is Divya, not others like now. Appreciate Queen's decision, because it's the best. I hope you get an answer soon" Ruby patted Sapphire on the back several times. "It's still three and a half. You eat sahur now, keep praying. Don't forget the many dhikr and sholawatan. I'm going upstairs now."