Marriage Grief
Chapter 134 Will Never Get Married Again

Once out of Reina's ward, Sapphire immediately headed for the hospital parking lot. The purpose of Sapphire is of course to go home. Not until the car that had been driven by Sapphire entered the yard, Sapphire chose to pull his car over the side of the road, in the alley of his parents' house. The sapphire can only land its head on the steering wheel. Thinking about everything that happened.

The sapphire breathed a sigh of relief. It feels now Sapphire no longer need to fight for something and to keep the feelings of others. It may sound selfish, but this is what Sapphire feels.

Safir is sincere to fight for the happiness of his household. Sapphire thought, it does not matter if he struggled and improved himself. Resisting a sense of self for a legitimate relationship.

Sapphires are convinced, slowly Divya will change. But who would have guessed, the word talak that was not Sapphire thought, had to be thrown out because he felt underestimated and not appreciated by Divya.

The sapphire could only close both of its eyes. After all, he also felt guilty about this. After all, he had failed to become a husband and also the head of the household.

"What do I have to do now?" sapphire Gumam. He rubbed his head that felt dizzy. Her chest felt tight because Sapphire held a lot of guilt in anyone. Especially for his parents. Not wanting to stay too long like this, Safir finally returned to drive the car to enter the house immediately.

Once put the car into the garage, with a step that feels confident Sapphire entered the house and wants to immediately meet his parents.

"Dad, Mother," called Sapphire upon seeing her parents who seemed to be about to enter the room. The clock is time to rest.

"Yes," Zantisya and Arjuno turned around.

Both of them received well the arrival of their children who now shake hands.

"Where, where?" asked Zantisya because she did not see Divya.

"Not coming, Mother."

"Loh, why? Why are you coming home too? Aren't you guys still having dinner with Bu Reina and Mr Hendri?" continue to ask Zantisya because he had replied to each other with Reina.

"Yes, Mother."

"What's Fir?" now the one who asks the question is Arjuno. The man seemed to see something strange from Sapphire's face. It seems Sapphire has something that Sapphire is eager to convey.

"Safir wants to talk to Mom and Dad. Can you?" asked for fear that the time will actually make the break time both parents disturbed.

Now Zantisya and Arjuno re-entered the living room to talk to Sapphire.

Just now that Zantisya and Arjuno were sitting side by side, Sapphire was sitting in front of them. Landing his head between them. Not to mention Sapphire's crying voice, making Zantisya's heart ache. It felt like Sapphire's cry this time was so storing up her own wounds and burden.

"Safir would like to apologize to Mother and Father. Since the beginning of breaking a relationship, Sapphire has hurt the heart of Mother and Father. Though Sapphire has parents, but Sapphire is selfish for doing it all and does not appreciate the existence of Mother and Father."

The couple was certainly surprised. The problem is over, for what Sapphire discusses this again. And before that Sapphires had already got their apologies. Zantisya and Arjuno seem to sincerely accept everything. They both try to think positively that Sapphire and Divya's relationship will be happy.

"It was a few months ago, and it was over we discussed this matter, Fir," Zantisya's hand rubbed the top of Sapphire's head to calm down immediately. Although Zantisya's heart was full of questions, why did Sapphire cry like this. "We're okay, son. Most importantly now Sapphire and Divya can live well and happy. That's all that matters."

Sapphire realized, what she got now was not because she had denied the answer God had given her. Sapphires like feeling getting a reply that he must accept because it has hurt his parents. What can Sapphire do now besides an apology.

"Mama Reina's in the hospital, Bun."

"Well, why Fir? Mother had a chat with Ms. Reina, she seemed to be fine."

Both Zantiysa and Arjuno were shocked to hear their news.

"Mama fainted after hearing the burning of Sapphire and Divya."

"Why did you fight?" Zantisya did know that her son's household did not look harmonious. The sapphires they know love Divya so much obviously make them surprised that Sapphire and Divya quarrel.

"And Sapphire has also dropped 3 talaq on Divya, Mother, Father," continued Safir with a soft voice.

"Astaghfirullah psalm, Fiiirrr ... What problem do you have. Why can you put out such a sacred word? All problems have a solution. If you are emotional because of something, you should shut up and go first. Than such a word Sapphire. You are married to make us all surprised, now deciding to separate also makes us even more surprised. What do you want, Fir?"  sue Zantisya who is not finished with his son.

"Dec," Arjuno tried to calm the outburst of anger that Zantisya showed. Arjuno was sure, there was something that made Sapphire release the sacred word. "We listen to Sapphire's explanation first," he suggested, patting Zantisya on the back slowly. "Say the same to us. What's up, son?"

Sapphire lowered. He was confused to explain how to his parents. "Safir has not been able to explain clearly to Mother and Father. But for sure, we kept a lot of secrets. Use for a specific purpose that is not good. Sapphires have tried to improve even though Sapphire's struggle has not been much to invite Divya happy together. But everyone will not find the end result if only one person fights. And more painful ..." Sapphire stopped her speech. He closed his eyes as his heart was in complete pain because of all the words Divya uttered, as if humming in Sapphire's ears. The young man could only sigh slowly to return to feeling the calm. "After this, Sapphire will never want to marry again" he said confident and it feels Sapphire is unable to uncover everything. "Safir can't explain everything yet. Forgive Sapphire, Mother, Father. Sorry, Sapphire wants a break now."

After kissing Zantisya and Arjuno's hands, Sapphire immediately left the family room first. Remembering Divya's words is painful. Sapphire obviously did not want if he had to repeat everything from his own mouth.

"Oh Allah, Maaasss. Our son is there really a problem what else?" asked Zantisya who was not satisfied with the explanation Sapphire gave.