Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 164 Seeking the Husband's Attention
Feeling an irregular heartbeat, make Queen immediately move from the top of the body Sapphire. The more chaotic his feelings became as the closer they got, the harder it felt for Queen to hold back. For now Sapphire is her husband. So Queen did not want to lose the opportunity to take over Sapphire's feelings.
"I-I came out first" said Queen until stuttered.
"Haaahhh," Sapphire's breath was so long. He rubbed his face rough. Relaxing a body that suddenly wants more things.
Don't blame the heart for worrying. Because basically Sapphire is still not sure about all this. Even his mind seemed to be divided over two choices. Related to Queen. What Sapphire thought, he did not want to disappoint other women anymore. But, Sapphire also did not want to lose Queen. Especially now that they have officially become a married couple.
Since then, many guests have arrived. Surely it's a big family business associate and the most fixed of DS Group associates. Not only that, because today Fahmi also came to defend his condolences. Hearing Divya die, Fahmi and Amanda are shocked. Really, age nobody knows.
"Thank you, Brother, it's been nice to come here" said Queen sincerely.
"Me and Amanda were shocked to hear all this. We're in for condolences, but I'm sorry Amanda couldn't come."
"It's okay. Amanda's sister is pregnant. Must be tired of traveling from Jakarta to Malang. Oh yes, when Kak Di was talking to Queen, Kak Di left a greeting for Kak Fahmi and Kak Amanda," said Queen slowly.
Recalling the talk in the last hours of Divya's life, only made Queen's heart become very sad.
"Sir Di apologized for all the mistakes that Kak Di had made. Whatever Kak Di's idiosyncrasy. Intentionally or unintentionally, please forgive me Brother."
Really, Queen is confused why when Divya delivers a message to Fahmi and Amanda, Divya to tears. It's like Divya's fault is so much on the couple. However, Queen did not want to know what was holding her back. Enough Fahmi and Amanda to forgive Divya, obviously that's enough.
"Aku maafkan. Semoga dialam sana, Divya juga memaafkan aku dan Amanda jikalau kami juga memiliki kekhilafan."
"Aamiin's."
"Oh yes, Sapphire and Queen. Congratulations on your marriage. Although you must marry in such a way, but the soul mate will indeed meet with their own path. I pray you are always happy."
"Aamiin" said Sapphire and Queen simultaneously.
"Oh yes, Queen. After this I want to make a pilgrimage to Divya's tomb. May it?"
Even if there are bad memories that have happened between them. However, Fahmi still considers Divya as his best friend during school. They had a very good relationship. So now, Fahmi wants to send a prayer to Divya and directly at the funeral site.
"Of course you can, brother. I gave you the address. There's a father in charge of guarding the grave kok sak."
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Grief let it pass. It is not good to cry for who died first. Like anything, all humans, will return to the thief. All who live are waiting for their turn.
The day of alternating. Making everyone's sad face cheerful again. But anyway, life goes on. Those who are still alive, must stretch their lives and responsibilities.
Zen, Ruby, and the 3 twins have returned to Jakarta since the 3 days of Divya's death. Last night, there was a joint prayer for the seventh night.
Today, Yusuf and Nissa also have to return to Jakarta. Both of them clearly could not bear if they had to linger in Malang. Moreover, the twins are indeed familiar with Nissa and Joseph.
Now, Sapphire and Queen were both sitting in the room. They have to talk seriously about their future lives.
"What about your college?"
"I just quit."
"If the University there is indeed your desire and your own dream, I do not care if you want to study there. And I'm here to take care of my work."
"Then?" ask Queen seriously.
Honestly, Queen did not agree if they had a long-distance relationship. Adjacent like this alone the Queen does not know when it can snatch Sapphire's heart for itself. What if they were going to be far away. Obviously it's not the right choice.
During the 7 days here, Sapphire and Queen remained sleeping separately. Not that the Queen's heart wanted anything weird. But this can all be evidence that Sapphire is maintaining its distance.
"If I am free, I will visit you there."
Sapphire thinks, if they are apart from each other. Maybe it will also make Sapphire can find the right way of mind. And convince the heart not to make a wrong decision.
"I just quit college" said Queen.
"Don't you just move to college?"
"I've only been in college for a few months. I just quit. Next year if you go to S2, I'll go to college too."
Sapphire just nodded. But his heart was relieved. Even very relieved because Queen chose to settle down with him. Strange feelings and continued to make Sapphire's mind more worried.
"Tonight we go home to Daddy and Mommy. We will spend the night there for 7 days. I'll find an apartment that's strategically located and comfortable for us to live in.
"okay."
Queen's heart wanted to cheer happily. The opportunity to seek the attention of Sapphires is obviously more free, if they live together in the apartment.
'Yes. There's no harm if I'm constantly looking for the attention of my husband?'
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