Marriage Grief
Chapter 37 Changing the Life Map
Vian takes Queen to a beach tour that is still affordable from the hotel location. He wanted to make Queen's mind a little better. Until a few hours they took a taxi, now they have reached their destination.
"Why did you bring Queen here?"
"For a few years away from home, you've never had a vacation like this. Mumpung Sister is on work permit, so Big Brother is eager to breathe free air like this. Come on," Vian grabbed Queen's hand. He held Queen's hand firmly and they soon approached the shore.
The atmosphere on the beach is pleasant and soothing. Blowing wind as if able to hit the burden of the mind.
Because this is not a national holiday, the tourist attractions are not so crowded visitors. As they were about to approach the shoreline, Vian immediately let go of his hand. He let the Queen approach the water by herself.
Vian continued to follow Queen who seemed to be looking for a quiet place by visitors. But Vian chose to keep his distance. Give time to Queen to calm her own feelings.
Vian sat on the sand. He was under a big tree. "Forgetting someone isn't easy, Queen. I know that feeling well. This feeling is even still felt.But Brother is self-conscious and knows that God only brings it so that we know the taste. What can we do besides sincerely seeing someone we love happy with his soul mate. We can only give up and try to be willing," Vian grasped the sand, then he sprinkled it slowly. "Although you will also feel difficulties like you experienced in the beginning first. But I'm sure you can."
Vian was very hopeful, Queen did not drag on with her grief. Maybe that's harder than the story before. If you want to do a comparison, then the story of Queen and Sapphire is indeed more memory.
Slowly, the Queen tried to sit on a large rock. He dangled his legs so that he could be hit by the pounding beach water that continues to pull over alternately. The Queen stared wistfully at the rumbling waves as if scrambling to pull over. Not long after, Queen smiled even though her heart was not fine.
"We were born from the same womb. Raised with the same love. But in fact, it can't make us understand and understand each other. Our blood is so thick it flows in the body. But I was wrong because all this time I thought, the closest person could read his brother's reaction even though the truth kept me covered," muttered Queen thinking about Divya. Queen realized she could not ask people to be able to understand the meaning of her implied heart.
"Safir Al Ghani" Queen murmured softly. Calling the name of the man alone has made Queen's chest feel tight. "How long have we been together and been close to each other? Almost 8 years old, Fir," Queen wiped her tears that fell back. He could no longer say anything. Talking about Sapphire will only make Queen's heart hurt again. "I don't know where to go? Because it's all about you. But in an instant, I had to change the map of my life that I had compiled and so I dreamed. I hope you will be happy. And I ...?"
"Have you felt better?"
Queen first grabbed another ice dugan, which was certain for her. "Ahhh hrsweaa ..." Queen smiled looking at Vian. "Little."
Vian got rid of the haircut that covered Queen's face. He also rubbed the two Queen eyes that still looked wet. "Now listen to Brother. This does sound pushy as well as hearty, but Queen has to go back to the party."
"Sister," had just felt better, but now Vian had pushed her back to where she wanted to be.
"Queen, I'm sure Mama and Papa must be looking for you. The rest of the party is only a few hours away, right? You've been holding out for a month, Queen. Hang on for a little while longer for Mama and Papa, huh? If everyone knows you're sick now, do you think Mama and Papa will let you go to Australia tomorrow?"
Queen did not give an answer as her gaze returned wistfully. But now Queen shook her head slowly.
"Sister take you back to the hotel. Come to the party tonight. Just be present for a while. At least show everyone that Queen is okay. So that tomorrow's plan can keep going. How's it?"
"If you think that brother is the best, the Queen will obey. But Brother must promise Queen, if tomorrow Brother will allow Queen to come with Brother. How's it?"
"According to the promise you made from the beginning. Brother is coming here now because he wants to keep the promise of Big Brother. We're back at the hotel now, okay?"