Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 147 Regret Divya
What can Divya do other than regret the circumstances. If only he made good use of the time when Sapphire was also trying to improve their household, maybe everything would not be like this.
Every day Divya can only daydream. Thinking of a way to get himself back to Sapphire. However, if he had to marry another man and had to do that relationship with someone Divya did not like, of course Divya was reluctant. Imagining his body touched by someone who is not pleasing to Divya's heart alone makes Divya shudder in horror.
Though if remembered again, long enough he waited for Sapphire to marry him in accordance with the promise made by Sapphire to him. Because the goal is to hurt Queen and take advantage of Sapphire's insensitive feelings, it makes Divya fall so far. Until the rest is a regret.
"Sister, explain everything. If Brother continues like this, Brother will continue to feel his own heartache. Even though Big Brother was willing to marry another man first, but is Big Brother sure that Sapphire wants to go back to Brother?"
Divya who had been looking down since then, now moved to look at Vian. Really, Vian's words don't feel like making him aware. Because what Divya wants is Sapphire.
"While from the beginning Brother also knows, the direction of the man's heart is where it really is. Conscious Kak, the Sapphire given all this time to Big Brother was not entirely a feeling of love. It was all because he was amazed by Big Brother. Brother Di knows that, right?"
"Hiks .. hiks ..." Divya was crying again. He breathed out his heart that was back in pain and full of regret. "Why should I meet Dafa that day? If only I had gone straight home with Lusi, none of this would have happened. It's all because of Dafa, Vian."
Vian sighed again. He must be able to provide the best possible explanation so that Divya can understand.
"Relax, don't blame anyone else for this. I think that if you are honest from the beginning with Sapphire, it is certain that this will not happen either," said Vian trying to give understanding to Divya. "Something good will end well, and vice versa. Come on, brother, just let this feel go. Brother open a new and much better life sheet. Love is like this, brother. It doesn't always end the way we want it to. What matters now is that Brother is healthy, and can get together again with all the family. Including our sister, Queen. I don't even know how to make excuses for him anymore. Because he misses you so much."
Until several times Divya sighed roughly. It feels so stifling chest when everything is gone and now he just realized.
"Is this the kind of pain you feel, Fir? Why are you a fool who is insensitive to your own feelings. Can't tell the difference between love and friendship. If only you hadn't given me a gap, maybe I wouldn't have gone this far. Now what do I get? I lost it all."
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"Omaaa .." call Queen when approaching Nissa who has been sitting on the porch of the side house.
"Why Nak?" ask Nissa. His face immediately turned worried because he saw the two Queen's eyes that looked red.
"Did you never call Oma or Opa? It's been over a month that Kak Di parted ways with Sapphire. But why up until now Brother Di never contacted Queen. Brother Di really why? Where'd he go with Vian's sister, Oma? Did you know Vian never received a voice or video call from Queen? Why does Queen feel that she has something wrong with Kak Di?"
"Queen, don't have anything wrong with Kak Di, son. At the moment, Brother Di is just calming down. Let him seek the serenity of his heart after parting with Sapphire. If Kak Di had felt better, surely Kak Di would have contacted Queen. Patience is!" said Nissa while rubbing Queen's teary eyes.
It's been a week now, Queen's feeling so bad on her own. As a little sister, of course Queen misses Divya a lot. The girl was envious, why Divya could go with Vian to calm down. But not with him. Queen realized that she was in college. But at least, Divya gave her the news directly. That's enough.