Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 172 21 days

"What, Mai?"

Although Ruby has spoken twice, but still Queen can not believe the words of her best friend. All this time, they were close and trusted each other. There was nothing in the friendship they were covering up.

"Safir is in love with you, Queen. Sorry, I have no right to precede Sapphire. But, I don't want you to leave because of misunderstanding. If you had heard everything until we finished, I'm sure you'd believe me."

"But I don't believe it, Mai. How come? All this time, the Sapphire love is only Kak Di. You must be persuading me not to go, right?"

Honestly, Queen's heart trembled. He hopes that when his heartbeat gets irregular. There was a soul that suddenly flowered. But Queen tried to hold everything back.

"Everyone knows that Sapphires like you, Queen. Everything was wrong from the beginning. But things are going wrong. Because one month before marriage, Sapphire's heart began to be troubled. Confused yourself. Maybe that's when he started to feel like he was losing your existence. As long as I'm in Jakarta, the one with Sapphire is always you. I told him to worship a lot. To keep his heart and feelings calm. So that he also gets the clue that Sapphire really wants. Unfortunately, everything he got when going to get married. I can't explain further. But I hope, you can feel how Sapphire looks at you when you meet again in Jakarta."

Queen has been silent since. Listen carefully to what Ruby says. Between joy, confusion, and disbelief. All flavors merge into one. But if remembered again, Queen can feel the change of Sapphire. How to look warm sapphire at him. Even last night when they ate together. Although only once, but clearly Queen found Sapphire looking at her with a different view.

"Trust me, Queen."

"Did Sapphire and Brother Di part from me?"

"No. They split up because of their own mistakes. I hope, you don't need to find out about Sapphire's problem with Kak Di. It's nothing, Brother Di is no more. Let him calm down there without us needing to discuss things that no longer need to be discussed. Most importantly now, you believe the same as I say that Sapphire loves you."

It is undeniable, if the Queen becomes curious about the problem of Sapphire and Divya. But Queen agrees with Ruby, if they don't need to discuss the past. On the other side of the heart, Queen was clearly afraid of knowing the truth which would only make her own heart feel wrong and hurt.

"In that case, why is Sapphire not frankly the same as me, Mai? What's difficult?"

"There is one thing the sapphire has. And that's what makes him not confident with you."

"What do you mean Mai?"

"On this matter, let Sapphire speak for itself to you. Your business to accept him or not later, it's also with you."

"I want to know from you, Mai!" forcing doors. "If not, I'm leaving right now from the apartment" he threatened.

Across there. Ruby's confused. Frankly wrong, because this is Sapphire's personal problem. But Ruby also doesn't want Queen to leave.

"We've had 21 ples, right? So it doesn't matter if our conversation is a little adult."

Hearing Ruby's words, made Queen frown. I don't know what Ruby really meant. "Ngomomomg the obvious dong Mai."

"That, Queen. Sapphires seem to have confusion about the relationship of the bed because it is not durable," explained Ruby slowly and feel guilty and her heart is doubtful. "But, Sapphire has taken the doctor's examination, even to the psychologist as well. Everything is actually normal. So maybe the problem in Sapphire itself is not focused. I really feel guilty about Sapphire for telling you about this. Later, you and Sapphire talk to each other, please pretend not to know anything Queen. Please," Ruby pleaded.

"Yes." Yeah."

"You're not leaving, are you?"

"So. Yes, yes, assalamualaikum."

"QUEENZAAA ..." Shouted Ruby annoyed.

Peware ... Tuuttt ... Tuuttt ...

Queen quickly turned off their video connection and disabled her phone.

Queen pulled her suitcase. He sat down on the couch there. Queen tried to win herself and also her feelings were shocked.

*

"Queennn ..."

Sapphire's call was so loud that his voice filled the apartment room. Seeing no Queen in the room, making the sapphire leg feel weak. Especially at the dresser, it looks empty because there is no Queen facial care tool.

To make sure once again, Sapphire approaches the closet. Sure enough, some of the Queen's clothes were no longer there. Sapphire immediately reached into his phone. He tried to contact Queen several times. But Queen's cell phone number is off.

While Queen, who had been in the dining room while enjoying a warm drink, was clearly surprised to hear the sound of Sapphire calling her.

Queen's feet continued to step towards her room. Following Sapphire who called out to him with such a loud voice. Queen's heart felt that what Ruby said was true. Because now, Sapphire was afraid of losing her.

Queen remained silent on the doorstep. He still saw Sapphires who were trying to contact him, until now, Sapphires turned back and made them look at each other.

"Queen," called Sapphire then gave a small smile. Showing a feeling of relief because it turns out the Queen is still here.

Grep's!

Soon the Sapphire approached the Queen. And he hugged the Queen very tightly.

"I thought you were gone. I was so scared" he said, hugging him again. "I don't want to be away from you anymore. I'm sorry I just realized everything. It's too late but we're married now. I love you" Sapphire said wholeheartedly.

In the end, the phrase that Queen wanted from Sapphire, the Queen had already heard. Queen returned a tight hug to Sapphire. He was crying because it was like a dream. A long and new desire has now been achieved.

"I love you, Queen."

"Me too" said Queen as she pleased. "I love you too, Mom."

It felt like it was just melting. Their hearts felt so relieved that they had revealed all their hearts. Until now, they stretch their arms because it has been long enough.

"Why are you crying?" sapphire asked while rubbing Queen's face. "I must have made you cry a lot. I'm sorry."

"Why is your face bruised like this?" ask Queen while touching the tip of Sapphire's lips. "You fighting?"

"Owh, this is just a misunderstanding. It's nothing."

"You should protect yourself, Dong Mas. Why was your face hit like this?" demand the Queen be more worried.

"It's okay, I deserve this. Don't worry."

"Wait here for a second, I'll get some ice cubes to compress. Let it not get sick."

"no need. This is okay. Let's talk first" Safir said, taking Queen to the edge of the bed and facing each other. The sapphire groped Queen's hand quite tightly while looking down.

"Honestly, holding back with people I like is hard. Very difficult," said Safir then took a deep breath. He convinced himself to confess everything to Queen. "I love you but I don't want to be selfish either, Queen. There's something I have to say. And I will accept whatever your decision is. Because it will also be important in household relations."

Queen took Sapphire's hand. He could already guess what Sapphire would say now.

Sapphire hands come out cold sweat because of fear and also nervousness. The Sapphire worried was Queen's answer after this.

"A-I actually have a deficiency about ran affairs ..."

Cup

As if the Queen did not want to see the weak Sapphire in front of her now, then with such bold confidence, the Queen landed a kiss in the sapphire. The actions that succeeded made Sapphire surprised and stunned.

"Let's complement each other. You have flaws, then I must also have a lacking side. Therefore, let's complement each other's flaws."

Sapphire clearly saw the seriousness of all the Queen's sayings. Sapphire wants to put everything first. But now their hands are getting closer and closer to each other. And make their faces come closer to each other.

Treeett ... Treeett ... Treeett ...

"Allahu akbar, Allahu akbar."

Though just now their faces were really close, but now they both chuckle because they heard the prayer time alarm from Sapphire's phone.