Marriage Grief
Chapter 83 Return to Jakarta
"Why are you lying to me, Di?" sue Sapphire. Now he desperately needs an explanation from Divya.
"I-I'm sorry, Fir," he said in a voice that sounded trembling and also terrified. Divya who had not been far from the door since then, made her approach Sapphire immediately.
"I know Di, I'm a lot of lack. It cannot be according to your wishes. But this is not the way. I'm still afraid of death, Di. I let both my parents down because I followed your wishes so we wouldn't convey our closeness for a long time. I don't think I've got any apologies from my parents. So please, let's talk carefully so that we find a solution," really Sapphire so feel ilfeel on their relationship. Then how in the future they can do that again if Sapphire also becomes increasingly insecure. Though if it can be compared, the durability of Sapphire has been longer than usual the last time they were related. Then what about in the future.
"I'm really sorry, Fir. I got that advice from Santi. I think that by doing so, our alone time is more qualified. If I knew it would be like this, how could I dare to do such a reckless thing, Fir," Divya explained to defend herself. "I'm really scared of losing you."
"What did you say to Di?" ask Sapphire again to clarify his hearing.
"Which one?"
"You got any advice from Santi?" sapphire questions were only asked slowly by Divya. "So you're talking about our bed with the people out there?" jakak Safir is not responsible.
At once, Divya's eyes widened together with clenched lips. He realized that he had gone too far. "I don't mean to talk about our bed, Fir. I just want to get the solution."
"To get a solution is not in this way, Di. We can talk about it all right. We can go to the doctor so I know what my problem is. Because I've been feeling normal all along. How do I know it's going to end up like this. If you talk to someone else, even if Santi is your best friend, it's not appropriate. Astaghfirulaaaahh ... You can spread my disgrace like this."
"Fir, I can assure you that Santi won't be talking about this with anyone else. Because I only told Santi. I swear by anything" Divya tried to convince Sapphire.
"I have no face in front of our parents, now I'm ashamed that others know it too."
Divya quickly grabbed Sapphire's hand. He kissed the back of the man's hand. "I'm sorry. Really, I just want to find a solution. I promise, next time I won't repeat anything like this again. Please forgive me, Fir."
After the wedding invitation was over, Yusuf and Nissa who initially wanted to go home early, they added two days to the holiday in Semarang City. Surely the two of them wanted to spend time together with Queen as well as Vian. Especially with Vian, since they had not seen each other for a very long time.
After being satisfied around the city of Semarang, today they returned to Jakarta. Of course, all of Vian's personal belongings have been transported to Malang. While bekakas and others Vian give to his workmates to be useful. Actually, Vian really wants to bring his wagon back to Malang. Felt that the wagon was the result of his struggle all this time. But giving it to your friend will also be much more useful.
Along the way to Jakarta, Vian's feelings are getting worse on their own. He is more silent because soon he will meet again with Zen and Ruby after a long time. Vian is not ready. But if he does not force himself and make peace with the situation, then forever he will only feel guilty continuously. Until in the end, the car that had been speeding fast enough to hit the toll road, has now entered the yard of Yusuf's house.
"Alhamdulillah .." Thank you everyone. One by one, they got out of the car.
"Belgium ... Shane ... Shaneummm ..." Shouted Queen after getting out of the car.
"Greetings Queen, greetings" warned Joseph to his grandson who was about to flee.
"Oh yes. Assalamualaikuummm ..." Hail Queen while running fast. It feels like Queen is no longer impatient to see her three cousins.
While Yusuf can only shake his head slowly to see the Queen's installment behavior. But his heart was very relieved because now the Queen looks very cheerful.
Nissa who was just about to align her footsteps with Joseph, she immediately turned back because she did not see Vian coming out of the car.
"Vian, come on."