Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 33 Beautiful
Who could have guessed, just now Sapphire turned her head back, not Divya who was seen using the bride's kebaya in Sapphire's vision. The shadow of Queen who smiled sweetly and looked at her.
Queen's long smile was never Sapphire's. Queen's smile that can thrill Sapphire's heart. The smile that turned out to be so Sapphire missed. Until without feeling heartbroken because looking for answers since one month ago, finally Safir get today.
'Do I not recognize myself? Can't I understand what I really want? Why is it like this now?' sapphire's heart is now broken by his own decision.
Sapphire thought, God gave the answer to the immortality of his heart on the wedding day because this is a reply to all his behavior. He broke the hearts of both his parents. And now these are the results that Sapphire must accept.
All the piles of sins now it feels to have weighed on Sapphire's back. He no longer knows what will happen to him in the future. Given that there were already many people who had reminded him. Zantisya, Ruby, and Reina were the ones who had been vociferously reminiscent of him. But from the beginning, in accordance with the decisions that Sapphire has made, then Sapphire still chose Divya.
All the words of the parents now filled the head of Sapphire. Even Reina as Divya's parents and Queen instead asked him to rethink. Maybe this is what Reina means, if what Sapphire really likes is Queen. However, with all the rejection of the advice that has been given, once again Sapphire has made a promise to Reina that he will be responsible for the decision he has made.
'Mommy, Dad. Maafin Sapphire, ' the heart murmur of Sapphire is full of regret.
Even if kabul ijab has not been done, but still all this cannot be broken Sapphire in accordance with the answers he has found. Be self-aware if Sapphires are to be held responsible. Realize that he can not disappoint two families who already look happy. Or even embarrass the two families who will unite.
Sapphire became self-conscious, she must have hurt Queen. So now he can't hurt Divya either. I don't know what it would be like if his mouth was spouted to the point of hurting many people.
Seeing his son who returned to wipe the tears, making Zantisya move while reaching for a desperate tissue in his handbag.
"Is Divya that pretty, that it makes you feel moved?" asked Zantisya while rubbing the two eyes of Sapphire.
"Let's sit down" said Zantisya as Divya approached the chair.
Once Divya is close, the Queen's shadow disappears. Because for a moment, Sapphire saw the real Queen down. When Reina and Nissa deliver Divya to the kabul ijab chair, Queen and the other siblings go straight to the chair that has been prepared. Even for a moment, the Queen did not raise her face to look at Sapphire. Now Sapphire is fully aware, why Queen decided to stop working suddenly.
'I'm sorry, Queen, ' Sapphire's heart murmured. Then the man sat down. Alongside Divya.
"It looks like Mas Safir is no longer impatient to get married? Until stunned and moved to see Mbak Divya," said penghulu who idly mocked Safir.
Sapphire just smiled faintly. His face was embarrassed as his heart was crying.
"Why look at me like that? Do I look so pretty?' tannya Divya whispered.
For a moment Sapphire fell silent. His hands clutched tightly to his knees. Because suddenly, his legs felt vibrating because they realized themselves.
"Yes. You're so pretty, Di."
Divya smiled faintly, if only her face was not wrapped in makeup, maybe now Divya's face would be clearly visible if her face was flushed with embarrassment.
"Alright, since the bride has entered this room, it is time to perform the kabul ijab. Please, Mr. Hendri."