Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 142 Self-Awareness

As soon as Queen approached some of her college friends, Queen and the others immediately entered the event room.

Only Queen had added the envelope in the box without her friends' knowledge. Because they have already dues to buy some household supplies. The gift they will give later when their friends have occupied a new home.

Queen and others are very impressed by the beauty of this hotel ballroom room. It is so elegant from any angle. Before they enjoyed the menu, Queen and the others agreed to go up to the table and offer prayers for their friends' households.

In addition, Queen and others also capture the moment of their arrival. One of Queen's friends also asked photographers to capture their moments on her phone. After that, they also took selfies together.

After getting some good portraits, they immediately came down from the top of the guarantee because there were still many invited guests who wanted to congratulate them. The guests who came here were many. Naturally, because the Queen's friend's parents are the owners of the famous mustache pack meatballs in the Capital City.

"Eh, send all her photos in group chat huh?" pinta Queen's.

"Yes, I'm not satisfied to see the results of our selfie photos earlier," said another.

"Yes-yes, patience!" said the one who had the phone they used for selfies earlier.

Like a friendship in general. Because they still want to see the results of the photos, Queen and the others actually gathered but they were busy with their respective phones.

"Eh, this photo is not posted yes. I'm not ready, I'm already taken."

"I am too. Sure enough, still gawking like this has been photographed," another grunt.

"Yes yes. I'm still this one crashing."

Queen has since only been a listener among friends who are doing a lot of requests because of their pose that is not yet fit. While the Queen does not care about the position how. Because the important thing is that the photos are clear.

"But all the pictures I've posted on my instagram" said a man who was among them.

"Basic Aguuusss ..." Strangled everyone, except Queen. They were even more annoyed because the face of the man they used to call Agus was just a pithy face.

"Remove Gus" said Queen. "If you want to post a photo it must be seen first which is good which is not, Agus. You are a habit."

"Yes-yes. I'm deleting this."

Since then, Sapphire who still remains in hiding continues to be concerned about the excitement of Queen and others. The girl who is getting prettier with the party dress she is wearing.

Seeing the Queen tonight, made Sapphire's feelings become mixed.confusedly revealed how it felt. There is a slight longing. But what awakens the heart is the fact that feels slapping Sapphire.

Not long after, other Queen friends went to enjoy the menu. Queen and a man sitting side by side chatting. Sometimes Queen even laughs with the man.

Seeing all that, made Sapphire's hand grip the strong glass that he held since earlier. Can not be denied if now Sapphire becomes jealous of himself. However, that sense of Sapphire covered it with a faint smile.

"Self aware and aware of circumstances, Fir. Don't hurt yourself like this" Sapphire murmured. Not wanting to feel jealous for no reason to continue, Sapphire chooses to leave the event room and will wait for Yusman in the car.

The clock has shown at 21:30 WIB. Even though the party was not finished, but Queen immediately said goodbye to her other friends to go home first. Queen must get home on time. Because he did not want to keep Nissa and Joseph awake because they were waiting for him.

"Come, Sir. Go home," take Queen after entering the car.

"It's over, ma'am?"

"Yet. But make Oma have told me that he came home no more than 10 hours. Could-can Oma and Opa moan because wait for me again," said Queen again reminded the driver.

"Oh yes," he said while starting the car engine. And leave the hotel area immediately. "Oh yes, Ma'am had met with Mas Safir?"

"What Sir?" ask Queen for fear of hearing wrong.

"Well, did you meet Mas Safir or not? I saw Mas Safir. His appearance is neat and handsome. I think that Mas Safir also came to the event that Mbak Queen attended. I wanted samperin, Mom. But when I want to tap the windshield, Mas Safir nyandarin his forehead on the wheel. So I retreated because it seemed like Mas Safir was not being disturbed."

Queen was obviously surprised. Can't believe Sapphire is in Jakarta even in the same hotel. Most likely also if Sapphire came at his friend's wedding ceremony. Because maybe Sapphires cooperation with Rusli.

'Just right at home there is food from Mother. But why did Maira just say that it was a shipment entrusted by a neighbor who came to Jakarta?' murmuring Queen's heart. She was just confused as to why Ruby lied to her.

At the end of the day, the car entered the yard. According to Queen's assumption, Nissa and Yusuf were still in the family room waiting for her.

"Queen's coming home" he said as he sat near Nissa. "Oma the same Opa must wait for Queen, right?"

"Well, who's waiting for the Queen who's a grown-up. We just want to watch television," elak Nissa who had been confused herself since.

"It was night, hurry to the room and rest" said Joseph."

"Okay, Opa."

Upon entering the room, Queen immediately cleaned her face first, then cleaned herself. After changing clothes with clothes that are much more comfortable, Queen sat in a dressing chair. Not using facial treatments as usual, but what Queen does is daydreaming, because thinking about Sapphire.

"If he came to Jakarta, why didn't he stop by this house? What because he has separated with Kak Di so he hates himself. Or ..."

Queen's words hang because her mind so predict that Sapphire is trying to avoid her. But not long after, Queen shook her head. Expelled all his own heart.

"Who are you, Queen? Safir thought you were his best friend. Don't think too much of the impossible" Queen reminded herself while hitting her head. "Especially he's your brother's ex-husband, what happens if you are reckless because of yourself."

Imagining everything alone had made Queen shudder in horror. It doesn't matter if the Queen loses someone the Queen has always liked. Most importantly the Queen did not lose her sister. Queen doesn't want Divya to hate her.

"So, how's she doing?"