Marriage Grief

Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 50 The Gap


A year and a half ago. When only 6 months Queen wants to work with Sapphire, it was because she was bored taking the job to be one of the models of Reina products, now Queen chose to work with Sapphire. Queen decided it was to seek a new experience and because it was indeed a business of goat and duck cattle was the idea of Queen. Queen was proud that Sapphire had listened to her advice and the effort had already begun to grow.


Today, Queen and Sapphire made a pact to meet at the farm. Because Queen came first, she just kept looking at the surrounding land that had just been planted with corn.


'The beef cow, already. Goats have too. And the duck has too. Pas maybe yes, if this land is made into dairy cattle," murmured Queen.


"Hiks ... Hicks ... Hicks ..."


Queen was obviously surprised because suddenly there was a girl running so fast while crying as she pleased. The Queen wanted to chase but from the other direction there was someone shouting as if he was calling the girl. Queen took pity on a man who was thick. The man obviously had trouble running.


"Sir, see the girl who ran this way no?"


"Look sir, he's heading that way" Queen said, pointing to the road.


"Oh my God. Thank you, Nduk," he said, now continuing his running steps. "Raraa ... You only have you son. Don't do anything that's not."


Hearing the words of the thick-bodied man made Queen to think negatively. Because Sapphire had not come yet, so without a second thought, Queen immediately ran after the man.


"I'm helping you find sir. You go that way, I go that way," Queen said after meeting a branching road.


The Queen went straight down the street after the man ran off in the other direction. "What does the girl think, to the point of making her father scared like that?" grumbled Queen while continuing to run. Until finally, Queen found a dead end street. The Queen did not find the girl.


Queen decided to go back. He had to catch up with the thick-bodied man earlier. Hopefully Queen can help the man so that his son does not act that is not-no.


"Don't do that, Ra. You have lost your mother. I don't want to lose you either" said the man as his son cried and stood on the brink.


"Whatever happens, you won't scold Rara. The important thing is not to be reckless, son. Poor Father."


Queen who could only hear a moment of conversation between the father and his son, made Queen conclude something.


"If you want to kill yourself, try it?" queen stopped the conversation.


The man turned to the Queen. He was not surprised by the Queen's words. "What are you talking about?" his jolt began to stir emotions. She has been worried since her son committed suicide. But Queen instead told her son to jump immediately.


Queen approached the man immediately. "I help you to talk to your son. Who knows how to talk to each other, how to make him listen to me."


Looking at the Queen who looked serious, made the man retreat. He allows Queen to help him and expects good results from Queen's help.


"Don't come any closer" Rara jolted as Queen stepped forward.


"Ok," Queen looked relaxed and crossed her arms in front of her chest. "If you want to kill yourself, let's do it now" he said defiantly. "But are you sure that by dropping your body there, you will die? Isn't this abyss not so deep? There's still a chance that you won't die."


Rara looked back. Making sure once again how deep the abyss behind it is.


"How is. Are you sure that you will die by plunging into that abyss?" Queen held back her smile as she looked at Rara who was starting to hesitate. "Life and death are in God's hands. What if it turns out that you are destined to survive and your Father converts you. But unfortunately, you came back to life and were in a state of disability. People who lack just want to be perfect like us. Your full time, wants to make your body deformed."


Rara lowered. He endured a regretful cry. "But I'm not perfect anymore, brother. Everything is gone. He promised he would not leave me. What it really is now. He broke me up without me knowing where my fault is."