Marriage Grief
CHAPTER 131 Let's Just End

I don't know how deep Divya's heart wound is related to Queen. I don't know what makes Divya envious of Queen to this extent. Sapphires still do not think about it. But for sure, now Sapphire wants to know more about what is in Divya's mind all along.

"Since the past, Mama and Papa have always been proud of Queen and Vian. Their attention was focused on the Queen. They seemed to see none of my efforts and all of my achievements. Not only the two of them, but Oma, Opa, and Om were also always affectionate with Queen. Why do they distinguish me?" said Divya who again revealed the contents of her mind so far. "Even not there, when you come to propose, Mama can ask how you both feel in front of everyone. Mama didn't think about my feelings, and the only thing that came first was Queen's feelings again and Queen continued."

"For that matter, it's already a risk for both of us. Naturally Mama was surprised about us getting married; because all this time I was close to Queen. Mother is the same. I told you from the beginning that we should talk about our relationship with our family. But what, you just asked me to surprise our parents. The mother was surprised by our decision, Di. If we were frank from the beginning, I'm sure that Mama wouldn't ask that question in front of everyone. And you don't have this kind of thinking right now."

"Stay it's not justified, Fir. I want it ..."

"Enough Di," jolted Safir so that Divya did not continue to blame the parents. "In that case, we're wrong. Don't blame our parents anymore."

"How can I not blame or think that my parents are favoritism, if after the engagement, Mama still calls you to come to the office. I'm sure that Mama asked you to cancel our wedding plans, right?" demand Divya jerk.

"In, if you don't know the truth, you better not assume for yourself like this. Your thoughts actually make you think negatively continuously with your own parents. Mom did call me, open to cancel our wedding plans. He just made sure I was sure of my decision, because he didn't want me to hurt you later. The parents' love is not always shown directly to their children. Looks like you also need to know, if Queen always tells me the same if Mama always praises you. He is proud of everything I do. Especially now when you join helping Mama in the company. But I've never had a Queen jealous of you."

"Don't compare me to Queen, Fir. About your love for Queen and then you'll only defend Queen in front of me."

"I'm not defending anyone. I'm just telling you about the facts I know and need you to know. We are just a child. Later we will also feel when we become parents."

Divya chuckled at Sapphire's words. Even his gaze seemed to mock Sapphire and seemed to be condescending. "Being a parent? How is it possible, Fir. If you are too weak. Even to this day you are still like that, right? Hahaha ..how could you possibly want to be a parent, if you yourself were like that."

The sapphire just clenched both of his hands. Even if what Divya said was true, but Sapphire felt humbled because Divya's facial water underestimated him.

"My life is less what is Fir? I've even worn sese*ksi clothes maybe. Showing yourself like a wild woman so you'll be passionate and touch me. But what was the result, the last time we tried also you are still the same. No change at all."

"I want to have a child, so Queen stops wishing for you. I also want to have children, so that Fahmi knows that I can move on from him. So that he knows that those who can be happy with people they don't love are not just him. But I'm also."

Sapphires were not so surprised by Divya's recent remarks. Because since Divya discussed Fahmi, Sapphire has been able to estimate the situation.

"In, having a child is not to be used or shown to others, if we already have children and that means we are happy. Not like that. It's a big responsibility to have children, Di. If your mindset is like that, we'd better end this."

"What do you mean, Fir?" sentak Divya who did not accept with Sapphire just now.

"I thought you loved me all this time, Di. So now I intend to repay that love in my own way."

"Bulshit," said Divya who does not believe in Sapphire.

"Listen to me first, Di," jolted Safir who could not understand the direction of Divya's mind. "I've tried to ignore anything for you. Open to you because I want to be able to communicate well and comfortably with you. But if the purpose of this marriage is revenge for reasons I don't think make sense, then I can't go on with it."

"It doesn't make sense?" the sentak Divya who did not accept. "You underestimated my feelings, Fir? Know what you know about me. You don't know what it's like to be me, Fir. So you don't have the right to talk like that. Ooh, I know now. Do you intend to divorce me because you want to go back with Queen?"

"That's not my goal, Di. I don't want a marriage that's supposed to be happy but feels bland like this. The relationship between the two of us is really unhealthy, Di. I am with my purpose and you are with your own desires."

"Not hypocrites to be people, Fir. Do you think you're divorcing me, and then Queen wants to come back with you?" ask Divya seriously. "will not. Because I will definitely tell him about your weakness," Divya said then smiling wickedly. "Love is not enough in a household. Because it is not just about the material that is filled. But the relationship of the bed should be quality. But you what? Play for a moment is gone. I see it said impotent do not accept, and quibble if you are healthy all this time. But what proof? Zonk!!! Any woman would leave you, Fir if you knew this. Including Queen. We'd better stay together and I'll shut up your weakness, along with our parents. How's it?" divya said make the negotiations. Even now smiling and judging that Sapphire has no other choice but to be with him.