Married Three Breeding Widow
116. Let Me Go
It turns out that on the porch of the house, Banyu and Cetta are sitting waiting for Juwita to come home. They blinked when Juwita came in with a reddened face, and the heralds were crying badly.
Moreover, Juwita's face also looks withered, things they usually do not see on the face of their stepmother.
"Sister."
Usually Juwita as sad as anything will still tempt them. Either just saying 'cieeee wait for me to come home' or something silly like 'shantik stepmom already home, duhia son sontoloyo'.
But when it came down, Juwita was just a grim expression, rubbing a glimpse of the top of Cetta's head.
"Have you eaten yet? Is it pesen?" ask him without energy, like a man too tired to ask.
It is true that he is too tired to ask. Juwita did not even subconsciously ignore her answer, willing to pass in.
"Lo's crying?" Banyu held his stepmother's arm. Worrying he's back to experiencing something out there but not saying it. "Lo why? Are there bad guys?"
"Not pa-pa." Juwita pulled her arm from Banyu, still passing in.
The fool who believes Juwita is okay. The woman goes into the kitchen, makes food for Banyu, for Cetta and for Adji.
For himself there is no.
Occasionally Banyu noticed Juwita washing her face, wetting her face just to cover up if tears came out soaking her cheeks as well.
Suddenly, Banyu wants to kill Abhimanyu.
There's been no smile in this house since Mama left. Not even Cetta can restore a person's happiness even if he acts silly.
Now Banyu already feel fine, willing and sincere about the departure of Mama, also accept if Juwita is the replacement of Mama.
Juwita's smile and silly mannerisms are the new pillars of this house.
Juwita stood there, wiping her tears without a sound.
Why doesn't everyone just want to calm down for a moment?
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Sometimes when night falls, Juwita goes down to the pool to cry alone. I didn't know what else to do, so in the end Juwita just cried.
Yesterday Ajeng was crazy, Juwita was scared but mentally, he was fine. Easy to heal, easy to restore his fortitude.
It's because they're all together. Adji, Abhimanyu, Banyu and Cetta, all compact.
But this time the problem is different. Abhimanyu leaves the house, Adji's family blames Juwita, plus Juwita talks that instead of straining Adji and her child's relationship for property and position as a new mistress.
What makes Juwita cry is all from her family Adji.
It's all from his own 'family.
Juwita remained silent for days, until all the trouble had piled up in her head. At the peak, Juwita could not stand it.
It's time he made his decision.
"You picked up Abi, Mas."
Juwita ends up talking to Adji when they are just the two of them.
"Let me go home to Mom. You pick up your son."
Adji who heard that of course gasped.
The last few days Adji has been quiet. Because Adji wants to calm down, does not want to make Juwita more depressed by exaggerating the problem.
"Why are you talking like that?" Adji held his wife's hand. Unaware that Juwita's hands were shaking. "Why you?"
Juwita no longer has energy. Even crying Juwita was tired. All he wants now is to be free of all this.
"Bawa Abi is home. Cassian she's at people's houses."
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