Married Three Breeding Widow
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Abhimanyu frowned disturbed at the sound of children crying. Laziness made her heavy but Abhimanyu moved because he recognized the sound of Yunia's crying. Approached to the bed where the child fell asleep, it turns out wetting his pants for the umpteenth time.
"Don't cry." Abhimanyu rubbed his head, telling the boy that he was watching him. "Tomorrow, change your big brother's new clothes."
Yunia continued to cry sobbing. He was indeed a spoiled child considering he was the youngest. Every night like this he would cry for many reasons and would only calm down if he had been noticed.
Abhimanyu carried her out of the room so as not to disturb Nia or Lila's sleep. Taking Yunia to her living room and sitting in a rocking chair which is usually a favorite spot for Juwita to breastfeed her children when they were very young.
Yeah, Abhimanyu knows that he's real disgusting trash. Abhimanyu looked upon Juwita's three children as his sister and truly his sister, but he could not see their mother as his mother.
"Abang, nutmeg Yuni cakit."
"Hm?" Abhimanyu rubbed his head. "You cry when you sleep. Bobo's on your shoulder again, it won't hurt."
Abhimanyu hugged his sister until she fell asleep and Abhimanyu fell asleep. As he fell asleep, Abhimanyu was unaware that Juwita had come down from the top floor, watching the scene with a hot heart.
The hardest thing is to let go of feelings. It is not that easy Juwita can accept that Abhimanyu is not the same Abhimanyu, for Juwita.
Just for Juwita. He has always been Abhimanyu to others, other than Juwita.
"Ha! Yuni cheated!" lila shouted as she came out and saw Abhimanyu hugging Yunia in the rocking chair. "Abang Abi has Lila!"
"Lila, Lila." Juwita hurriedly hinted her son was silent. "Now you'll wake up."
"Aangh, but Abang Abi has Lila! Just keep going Daddy!"
Nia who came immediately turned around hugging Banyu's legs, a sign that she was envious and willing to be embraced as well.
"Girls, come on. Why am I the same faceless thug as he is." Banyu opened his hand that was not holding Nia, making an offer to Lila. "Come. Big brother too."
"No want! He wants Abang Abi!"
"Sama Abang Banyu. Here."
Lila instead ran to embrace Juwita and cried loudly until Abhimanyu and Yunia were disturbed from her sleep.
The morning concert began.
Even the most childish Adji said that three of them must be he who hugs.
"That's continues! It goes on! No one hugged me" Juwita said, but she was greeted with laughter. "My boy, dear Cetta, hug me dong."
Cetta, who was no longer a boy, focused on her phone while biting an apple. "Males," he answered briefly.
Juwita's shoulder is embraced by Adji's arm. "You also have me" said the man possessively.
But Yunia instantly pulled him as if Juwita was a germ that Adji should not touch.
"That's all you are." Juwita glared at her children. "You're eating your nyari, you're hugging Mom's turn can't follow."
"Okay, I'll get you." Banyu wrapped his arms around Juwita's body, hugging her even though it made Nia protest.
The scene that shows intimacy and affection is like fire for Abhimanyu. Didn't want to see him for too long—view Juwita from a corner that Abhimanyu did not want—the young man moved, went into his room again.
Abhimanyu put on a T-shirt that he had opened because of sleeping habits, then took his phone and sisp away again, because there is still time until the wedding.
Just now Abhimanyu wanted to pull the door open, the door was pushed.
"I don't want to be like this, Bi." Juwita shook her head unable to. "I don't want you to run away every time our family laughs together."
"Keep what?" Abhimanyu replied coldly. "Lo want to tell me to stop being sick ati ngeliat lo? How am I supposed to be with this feeling, Juwita?"
"But ...." Juwita tried to breathe as her breath trembled. "You hurt Yunia because you realized it was your grandfather. So it should have—"
"So I should've realized that you're going to find me, then?" Abhimanyu came forward, looking at Juwita's reddened eyes. "Lo know if I'm looking at you with Papa, I know lo his wife, I know you what is the same Papa in the room and it turns out I still like you, right?"
"...."
"Banyu really, this is different. Not like it yet." Abhimanyu passed away, leaving Juwita even if he wanted to turn around to stop his tears.
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