Married Three Breeding Widow
Must Be Self-Aware
Although they had a problem in the middle of the road, their car finally arrived at the residence. Juwita pushed the car door rough and left it just like that.
Going home angry is something Juwita hates but for this one, what can she do besides get angry?
"Abang Abi is home again!" lila shouted happily to see Abhimanyu following shortly after.
Juwita can only swallow saliva, trying to at least make other children not aware that their mother is too emotional.
"You want a hug?"
Although there is always one who is aware. Banyu came, offering his arms open.
Juwita immediately submerged herself into the arms of her son. Feeling a little calm as Banyu rubbed his back up and down.
"Gue guess what, the results didn't match expectations?"
"But I have no idea. Angry version. Super angry."
Banyu took a step away to look at Juwita's face. Indeed he looks angry because he does not smile, but Banyu thinks it still takes a very long time for Juwita to accept if Abhimanyu needs to be slapped back and forth.
"Better than my idea of bonyokin brother until he begs for mercy?"
Juwita frowned in disdain. "Don't talk about it again here."
"Okay, the point is you're that angry. Continues to?"
"Ambilin asthma medication I'm on top." Juwita ruffled a glance of Banyu's hair at once passed, not answering his question.
Juwita decided to stay quiet all day, sitting on the couch doing nothing because her three children prefer to play with their brothers.
When Juwita saw Abhimanyu smiling at Lila's babble, Juwita's sad feelings turned angry.
He's very selfish. Of all the children of Melisa, Abhimanyu was the oldest and very selfish. What he saw in his eyes was just his own feelings. Maybe it's human but Juwita feels being human is not the job of a human being.
Juwita is not married out of love but she is determined to live it wholeheartedly and love Adji as well as her children. Is it humane for a girl who doesn't even have time to date to marry a widower with three children?
No but Juwita lived it.
"Mommy, you're shaking," said Lila who had been standing in front of Juwita. "Are you okay?"
".... No." Juwita shook her head, admitted it rather than him holding this back. "Mother again ... tired so you're the same brother, okay? I want to rest."
Banyu came down from upstairs with the asthma drug Juwita. "Gue called Papa" he said while giving the medicine. "Gue said your asthma relapses so he's on the way."
"Thank you, Sweetheart." Juwita needs Adji now.
The woman was silent and silent until the front door opened, bringing up Adji who seemed to rush in.
"Jewith." Adji approached her even though the children shouted to welcome her return excitedly. "Your asthma is relapsing? Going to the doctor?"
Juwita. Instead, pull Adji and hug him tightly.
Seeing that, Banyu decided to divert the attention of his sisters so as not to run towards Adji first. Juwita always relented and let her three daughters be princess, therefore Banyu felt that occasionally letting her not be disturbed was the right thing.
"Would you like to go to the room?" whispered softly Adji, aware of his wife who wants to be spoiled. "Brake together, maybe?"
Juwita glanced at Abhimanyu back then. Their eyes met and were very clear.
In that instant, Juwita had truly made up her mind. He must make Abhimanyu know, self-conscious, what Juwita's position in this house is like.
If he does not see Juwita as his mother but a foreign girl who makes out with his papa, then at least he must continue to see the 'foreign woman' is too fond of his papa to care for the smelly child.
"I want to be here" muttered Juwita, deliberately squeezing Adji's back muscles. "Not very intimate. Just .. love me here."
Adji nodded, tightly hugging his little wife's body. Although Adji can hear the voices of his daughters' masters envious and jealous, Adji and Juwita agree that having children does not mean always having to succumb to them.
There was a time when Juwita wanted to be the only one and it was not expensive for Adji to give it away.
"Boony you." Adji kissed the top of his head while continuing to caress Juwita's back. "It's a real shame."
Juwita smiles. He knows it.
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