
Juwita hasn't seen her son since she took the boy out. Out of the maternity room, Juwita was sleeping soundly venting all her fatigue.
Juwita actually became the last person to see his son because in the morning Juwita woke up, already very many families gathered to visit.
They all seemed to rejoice at the birth of the beautiful girl in the all-male Adji family, while Juwita was still somewhat pensive, traumatized by the postpartum process yesterday.
"That hurts a lot." Juwita pumped her son's ASI while talking to Banyu and Abhimanyu who sat closest. "Sakiiiiit. Kayak cut into pieces, broken into pieces. And my stomach kept being squeezed. Sakiiiit is so."
That was the umpteenth time Juwita told everyone. Because in Juwita's head, it's also what keeps on repeating.
Seeing her slashing expression, Banyu pulled Juwita's head leaning against him. "You're doing great."
Yes, Juwita thinks he should give appreciation to himself, has gone through hell.
Because of course even though fear makes Juwita's body tremble, there is also no happiness that surpasses the happiness of her having the child.
In the afternoon, they can bring their new baby home. Because Juwita is still sick, Mama and Mama are taking more care of it, including accompanying the child to sleep.
Juwita couldn't cast a shadow as blood was forced out of her body. He remembered the sensation of the doctor's hand entering his body, scribbling as if Juwita's body was excavated.
In his sleep Juwita was still crying, still rummaging was being killed by the doctor. Torn by the pain.
And the only way that Juwita feels makes it a little bit better is with Adji, Abhimanyu and Banyu by her side.
Juwita won't let them go unless it's really precarious. Even while eating, Juwita told them to eat on the bed she lay down.
"So why is it sick?" Cetta asks innocently when she sees Juwita eating being fed by Adji. "Brother crying continues from yesterday. Why?"
Juwita pulled Cetta's cheek, trying to smile. "Because I like to cry."
After a long process, Juwita realized that he was indeed a crybaby. At least before meeting Adji, Juwita was convinced that he was resilient.
But whiny or not, Juwita forgave herself. The most important thing is that Juwita got up after being satisfied crying.
"Have you met the baby?" juwita asked between his mouth who was chewing chicken meat. "Have you liked it?"
"Cetta doesn't know." The boy nodded. "But the baby's little grandpa."
"Small, yeah?"
Juwita just grimaced hearing those innocent words. Juwita's little child was enough to make her mother scold some doctors in the delivery room.
"Oma forbid Cetta to hold the baby's grandpa, but Oma same Grandma carry on."
"You'll be big if you're big. I don't get carried away often."
"What's the baby brother?"
"My bestie" replied Juwita, kissing Cetta's face until the boy chuckled. "He's my bestie. Accompanying me for months. You take care of him, okay? My life is the same with him."
Adji smiled slightly hearing Juwita start making noises other than limp and tired voices.
"You're trying to see what else." Adji rubbed Cetta's head at a glance. "It's time to drink some more milk. Tanyain the same Oma the milk is already abis or not."
Cetta went straight to the living room, where indeed Juwita's son lay down to get more lighting.
"Gue get the pump?" ask Banyu spryly.
"Yes." Yeah." Juwita reached out to Adji and Abhimanyu to hold her. Make Juwita it is a way of securing yourself at the most opium. "Guy."
"How did I say that was one?"
"Jude." Abhimanyu answered immediately. "Rather than lo so much more mending do not need."
"Yes, it hurts. Sakiiiiit, Bi, you're going crazy." Juwita repeated it again. "How's banyu? Is your brother one?"
"Son, I want a lot."
"Printing you well?"
"But next time mending a cesarean. At least you're not screaming."
"What do you think is that there is no risk? My stomach is mutilated for real." Juwita grunting. Last look at Adji. "Mass?"
"Both."
"Huh?"
"How big the risk, let alone worse than this, means the emang yaudah one." Adji returns to feed Juwita because she has not finished her food. "But if in the future you want more, and the mastiin doctor is safe, you have more."
"Udah won't."
"Melisa said so was the new time of birth. Even directly in the delivery room, the new fit Abhimanyu out."
Adji smiled a bit remembering.
"His face was very high, just stop screaming, just cry Abi, Melisa immediately said 'that's enough, one'."
Juwita closed her eyes, and could only grimace.
"I don't love people whose children are one. How can you still be sane?"
"No pa-pa" said Adji softly.
Adji wiped the tomato sauce on the corner of Juwita's lips.
"I can't feel the pain, the kids can't. But we try to change the other way. You said what you wanted. Going on vacation, shopping, whatever it is up to you. I can only love it."
Juwita smiled shadyly. Directly pulling the hand of Abhimanyu, Banyu and Adji were united between his hands.
"Same love I keep. Especially the three of you. That's it."
The pain can not be redeemed by shopping or a vacation anywhere.
Juwita just wanted them to hear that Juwita was crying, they hugged her, was there for her, and understood that Juwita was feeling sick.
For now, Juwita needs nothing else.
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tomorrow will be the last day of the Juwita update, which is an extra chapter. Thanks to the readers who accompany the author to enjoy the juwita-adji story, and of course there are still many shortcomings.
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