Married Three Breeding Widow
132. I'm Tired
Juwita.
"Lo must know that too. I'm not happy, Banyu moreover, Cetta as well. Papa too. Everyone who talks to you, Oma Sarah, Oma Putri, they just say you don't pantes but if you go, do you think they are happy? Do you think they're satisfied?"
"...."
"You want to exist, you don't exist, they're not happy, let alone sad. They just need talk material. Ingredients to be cheated on let them be nice themselves. Make them look perfect on their own. Who is happy when you go?"
Juwita squeezed her own hands, each other.
I don't know.
Don't know who either.
If Abhimanyu, Banyu, Cetta and Adji are not happy, then much less Juwita.
Abhimanyu's question is correct. Who is he trying to please? What Ajeng is now languishing in the cell?
In the end, no one was happy. No one feels happy. Then why did Juwita leave?
"Even if there are happy people you go, Juwita, do they pantes lo love happy? While she's happy is what makes you sad."
Juwita smiled softly.
No, hell. Actually there is no important person that he is happy when making that decision.
But ....
"Your father's been handling divorce papers." Juwita patted the back of Abhimanyu's hand on his swinging rope. "The point is, you're fine now. Prepare for the race later. That's it."
*
Finally, Juwita's new night can go home. It was after he tried hard to persuade his children to come to the car that picked them all up.
Of course, it wasn't Adji who picked up.
Upon returning from the park, Juwita was already unable to hold back. He entered the bathroom, spewing out all the food and drink he was forced to eat despite the nausea.
"Jewith?"
Yuli rushed over.
"My pal's dizzy." Juwita to sit on the bathroom floor, limp not playing. Just sat down, Juwita was nauseous again. "Geek!"
Yuli helped Juwita until she finished vomiting and could not stand unless she was wedged.
In the room, Bima brought warm water at the behest of Mother, while Daddy was quick to massage Juwita's back.
Juwita thought he caught a cold, also because the wound on his head had recently healed, just released the bandage completely so he immediately vomited so dizzy.
"Lo don't-don't fill in, Wi."
Juwita looked surprised at Bima's words. "Neuro."
"Well, ngaco? You're married and you can be a child."
Mother immediately glared at her sister who spoke without being filtered.
"But a pregnant man vomits in the morning."
"Mitos where is it?!" Bima reacted violently.
Then pointed at Yuli blatantly.
"It's the afternoon child, the malem, the morning, the dawn, the middle of the malem, everything he's vomiting. His son wants to be vomited like that."
Yuli glared resentfully at Bima, but Juwita was already distracted by her thoughts.
Don't say yes?
Then Juwita .. will be a widow when you have children? Just when is she getting a divorce?
"Don't cry, son. You call Adji first."
Juwita shook her head, closed her eyes with her arms even though it was useless, because everyone knew she was crying.
"No need," whispered Juwita hoarse. "I'm tired."
*
"Papa, Cetta's home!"
Adji flinches when his youngest child jumps suddenly into Adji's lap. But Adji immediately smiled, grateful that now there was no longer his son who was angry or hostile to Adji.
Juwita is their family's new mood booster.
"Papa, when will you come home? Cetta wants to take Brother, but I don't want to."
"Later, yeah." Adji rubbed the boy's head. He turned to his two children who were sitting on the sofa. "You're talking to Juwita?"
"She thinks Papa's been taking care of divorce papers."
"Lagian Papa, what's a lie?" chirps Banyu is upset. "To leave is to go home very difficult."
Loh, when did Adji lie about getting divorced? Never did Adji say divorce to Juwita.
Juwita who thinks that Adji wants a divorce because he himself thinks that they should separate for the happiness of everyone.
Adji never, NEVER, thought that separation made them happy.
But Adji let Juwita go for a moment, because if forced it is difficult for Juwita to understand. He needed some time to reflect, especially on how insignificant he was to listen to the words of the Adji family across the street.
"Are you sorry?" ask Adji, make sure.
The reason why the children he sent to meet Juwita was so that Juwita saw that these children did not in the least assume that Juwita had to leave.
Because it seems like he is amazingly misunderstood that Adji's children, especially Abhimanyu, want him to leave their family immediately.
As soon as Juwita sees the children waiting for her, Adji will enter, pulling her back.
Adji doesn't like the trouble. If Adji went down directly persuaded, Bima must have blocked him with the reason to test.
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